thecacophonyofmadness

kljxdfskl

2011-09-03T01:51:00.001+08:00

We are not important.

We are redundant.

We are being treated like outcasts.

Thanks so much, you guys.

mjkjhkjh

2011-08-22T23:10:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

When was our last iftar? :(

ggghfghhj

2011-08-19T00:10:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I have not blog for almost 2 months. LOL. I am lazy to update about my daily life to my non-existant readers.

My internship ended almost 3 weeks ago. School officially started a week ago. It's been a blast, so far. Thank god I didn't take Documentary, 16mm and Cinematography modules. After knowing the schedule for Film Directing, I'm gonna be super tired, once 1st semester ends. I haven't chose the script to work on, have not found cast for the film, and I have no idea which scripts to choose from. I need to buy a book by Franz Kafka, 'Metamorphosis' for Intro to Magical Realism.

I haven't been dancing for a few months, and I'm missing it. It's 12:15am and I need to sleep soon as I have a class later on at 1pm. Going gym later at night to shed off the excess baggage that I'm carrying. Haha.

dhjkjlklj

2011-04-26T13:33:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

People wonder why I don't talk about what's bothering me.

What's the reason? Because whenever I try and talk, there's always someone there to point out that their life is worse. My problem doesn't matter. The conversation always gets to the other person in the end.

Can't someone just listen? Just once?

lolhhgfgfdfdg

2011-03-16T18:48:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

You know what I love most about us? I love how comfortable we are with each other. I love how we endlessly make fun of each other, but never take the teasing to heart. I absolutely adore how when I turn away from you when we're fighting, you try to stay mad, then run after me. I love the look in your eyes when we kiss or how you stay up to watch me sleep. I love how I can call you anytime when I need someone and somehow you never cease to make me laugh. I love how you need me as much as I need you.

And most of all, I love how you love me. :)

ghgjghjghhjk

2011-03-07T22:25:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Annoying tall ahpek. Love you loads.

^_^

Just cause I feel like it.

ghjghjkhkjkhkl

2011-03-02T00:19:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I am tired.

I had a long day.

I want to sleep.

Bye.

hgjghjhjkj

2011-02-19T02:17:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAD!!!

It's 2:15am and I'm still in school.

Having production later at 4am.

I have dance later at 1pm.

I'm still not asleep.

Awesome to the max.

I hope I can survive.

hjjhkhjkhjk

2011-02-18T00:46:00.004+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Yes, it's the new year. Yes, after how many weeks and months, I finally updated my blog for the new year. And yes, I was lazy.

I guess the reason why I started blogging now is due to the fact that:

(a) It's Changmin's birthday. That pabo.

(b) I've been wanting to blog about random things since I keep promising to update.

I need a place to scream. I think the problems that I've saved inside me is threatening to explode. I need to scream my lungs out. I don't wanna cry myself to sleep. I don't wanna pretend to be happy but am suffering inside. I'm never good enough.

On a happier note, Happy birthday, you crazy boy. Love you always. Please don't change who you are for ppl who don't bother to know the real you. Cause I love you. The rude, obnoxious, arrogant, mental, bad temper you. Cause no matter what, you'll always be my imperfect pabo. :)

Shim Changmin 18.02.1988

Christmas 2010

2010-12-25T01:00:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

It's 1:10am and I just reached home. It's officially Christmas!!! Hahahha. Went out with family and aunt and uncle for some sightseeing at Orchard. Dropped off at Dhoby Ghaut cause bro wanna buy Voldemort's wand at Plaza Singapura. But too bad, it was sold out. So he ended up buying Weasley's wand. LOL.

Then went Secret Recipe for some appetizers since my aunt wanna go Lau Pa Sat for a late dinner. After that, walked all the way to Orchard to view the colourful lights that's been decorated for Christmas. We wanna take the train from Orchard but since there's human traffic, we turned back and took the train at Somerset.

My aunt actually wanna see the entertainer at Lau Pa Sat performing cause she likes his voice. Turns out, the performance ended quite early so we kinda missed it. Ended up eating satay since no one's in the mood to eat. Haahhaa. Took loads of pics...but will upload soon, I guess. LOL.

Bye all! :)

JYP Audition

2010-12-06T00:29:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

JYP audition is in 2 days time. I still have no idea what song I'm gonna be dancing to. 2PM might be there, BUT, Jay's not there anymore. LOL. YG audition is in a month's time. I hope I get chosen for either one of the companies.

Stress! LOL.

jkhjkgfghf

2010-11-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Overnighted in school on Thursday night. It was an experience I will NEVER forget. Hahahhaha. With people like Hafiszah, Marlisa, Adzlynn, Haniff and Si Ya, overnighting in film editing lab has never been more fun, despite the fact that we're all rushing to edit our film. With Hafiszah's random "I WHIP MY HAIR BACK AND FORTH", to us eating cup noodles, to Adz going around disturbing ppl while her film's being exported for color correction, to us going to a tutorial room to disturb Russell while he's stressing over his own film, to bathing in school at 7am, to sleeping from 8:15am till 8:30am. Oh the list goes on. It was epicly awesome.

Thank god my film is ok. Initially Marijke wasn't happy with my rough cut and she claims she has no idea how to solve my "problem". Hurtful! I know it sound silly but I cried. Hey, the film's like my baby. Hahahhaah. But I'm glad I managed to prove her wrong and she's happy with it. Of course there's still room for improvements. Might be overnighting again this coming Wednesday. Need to edit the color of my film and Iman might be helping me.

I'm actually damn tired now. So far, I've slept less than half and hour today. It's 11:20pm. Need to wake up early the next day to decorate Iman's house for his birthday. "Party Like A Rockstar" yo! And I still have no idea who I'm dressing up as. Hayley or Avril. Oh well. Let's just sleep on it. :)

hgfhgfjhhjhg

2010-11-05T22:00:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

KPop Dance Battle Semifinals tomorrow.

Finals, please! :)

ghfjghjgj

2010-10-31T00:49:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Okie, I know I planned on updating everyday, but I guess it happened. Have been so busy lately with the production for my class assignment. Managed to finish a 3000+ word essay in one day. Meaning, it's more of a copy and paste while editing bits and pieces of it. Hahahaha. Anyway, need to log off. Getting tired after dance practise. :) Will try to blog everyday. Will TRY. Hahahha. :)

Friday, 23rd Sept 2010

2010-09-24T22:07:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Just had the 3rd and 4th production shoot today. It was really tiring since I was the Assistant Director/Script Supervisor and Grip/Assistant Cameraman respectively. I'm kinda glad that I'm already done with directing my shoot last week. Hahahhaah. Planning on extracting the clips from the DV Tape tomorrow. Can't wait to start editing my film. Hahahahaha. School tomorrow despite it being a Saturday. Filming the 5th production tomorrow. I'm the Gaffer/Actor, thus, I just need to act. Wahahahha. Relax mode on tomorrow. LOL. I'm loving the class despite the early hours that I need to wake up to get to school on time.

Meeting ROCK.ED tomorrow after school. Going Hari Raya together. :) I was actually contemplating on whether to go or not cause I was kinda pissed off and hurt at something related to that, but I don't wanna be a sore blanket. I don't think they realised that I can be sensitive. Oh well, there's nothing much I can do or say anyway.

I wanna go listen to Bjork now.

hgfjhjjkkljkrtr

2010-09-24T00:50:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I know, i know, this blog is like, dead. I'm still alive. LOL. Kinda busy with school and dance. Am trying to psyche myself to blog everyday, eventhough I'm living a mundane life. I shall try to blog about my everyday life interestingly.

In the meantime, I need my sleep as I have film production tomorrow. Long day so I need my rest. :)

Peace and love y'all. LOL.

fhfghfghgjjk

2010-09-01T01:41:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I haven't been blogging lately. Was busy with Hall FOC camp the past week. And now, school has started. The worse part, I was/is sick. Actually, I'm lucky that it's only the first week of school. Haven't been sleeping well during the camp as I was busy editing the video for the freshmen. Which made me realised I seriously need to finish up the seniors video. I don't have any hall this year. *boo hoo hoo* But I really don't care. Although, I kinda pity my roomie. I'm seriously missing DBSK. No offence to all the groups out there, but no one can beat those 5. I miss my pabo. I miss my baby. :)

happy 23rd to me

2010-08-13T15:00:00.007+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

It's the time of the year where I can be happy with not a care in the world just because it's my birthday. :)

Happy birthday to me.

I love chocolate cakes. :)

And apparently Changmin loves it too. LOL.

Hello pabo with the ridiculous hairdo. :)

Happy 23rd birthday to me. LOL.

birthday cake 04082010

2010-08-04T13:59:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I want this as my birthday cake. Please and thank you.

gfhgjytur

2010-07-30T17:18:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I can't believe Tekken is finally out yesterday. The chance of watching Jon Foo act his heart out is within my grasp. But alas, I'm unable to do so. Reason being me not wanting to feel disappointed with the end product and end up regretting for wasting my money. Maybe I should wait till it's up online. I know it's not doing his box office sales any good, but maybe it's for the best. I'm still proud of him though. Being a lead in an action movie, doing something he's good at, is really an improvement from the 10 minutes of fame in Tom-Yum-Goong.

I've been really busy with work now that Tania's no longer interning. I'm currently doing 2 person's job, which is really tiring but at least there's always something to do instead of wasting time. I've also been busy with FOC, as the camp is in a month's time. Since my last day will be on 16th of Aug, I only have 17th Aug till 21st Aug to rest before the 6 days camp and before school starts. Where have the holidays gone to?! I don't even have time to actually have fun! Screw you, work. LOL.

On the bright side, I might be able to go Genting Highlands with family and friends in December. Since Bangkok trip was cancelled, I've been trying to convince my parents to go Genting Highlands and to let me bring my friends along. So hopefully, they'll say "Yes."

Birthday is in 2 weeks. Not really looking forward to it. Don't want to plan anything cause whatever I planned always backfires on me. So I'm just letting anyone who wants to plan, plan. :)

hjghjgkoio

2010-07-23T09:40:00.005+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I know it's been almost a month since I last blogged. It's not cause I'm lazy(partlyitis) but I'm just tired. I'm tired after coming home from work. The conversion is still going on, thus explains the tiredness. Not only that, there's dance practise(whichisoneverythursdayactually) and lack of sleep. LOL.

Tekken is finally coming out on July 29th. I'm not sure if I wanna go watch despite Jon Foo being the lead. A lot of people commented that the movie's gonna fail. I wanna help Jon Foo's box office sales but I don't wanna be disappointed in case the movie sucks.

I haven't been eating alot lately. I haven't gone for any running or dancing this week. I need to lose weight, as always. I need to save money. Bangkok trip at the end of the year is still in progress. Mum still won't confirmed if she'll let me go with my chinese cousins.

Welcome back sHOrTstuff. You've been sorely missed. :)

gfhjtyuytut

2010-06-24T14:08:00.001+08:00

Have you ever been angry or sad, to the point where you just berak down at home, in your room? Your parents don't know because you keep the tears to yourself, and you cry silently. Your friends don't know because you talk as if you're fine and dandy behind the computer screen. Well, you're not fine and dandy, and you know it. No one really knows how you feel, and they have their own lives to deal with, so you don't bother telling them, you bottle it up, and store it with the other problems or troubles.

hghkkljlkaere

2010-06-16T12:15:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I haven't been blogging much again cause it's tiring coming home from work everyday. I'm rarely on the computer, ever since I started working. It's lunch time at the moment so there's a little "privacy" for some personal blogging. Work has been tiring, as usual. Except, I don't have to do any callings now. I only have to separate them by companies, then by agree/disagree options. Then after Tania calls those people, I'll update them on Ebao and file them. It's such a mundane job that I can actualy do it with both eyes closed. The printer hasn't been giving me trouble, which I'm happy since I don't have to repair it again and again.

Yesterday, went lunch with Amanda, Hakim and Alifi. Mar accompanied Asra for lunch. We went to SMU for cheap food. Hahhaa. When there's Hakim, there'll definitely be nonsense. LOL. Work yesterday was seriously wearing me out. The number of times I could actually fall asleep with just a snap of a finger. Was planning on going gym but Iman and Yati asked me to hang out with them at Clarke Quay. Initially I didn't wanna go since I was tired but it's been ages since we last meet up at Clarke Quay, just us three, and talked about matters of the heart. We were at Clarke Quay for 2 hours. During those 2 hours, I do know that I was talking incoherently. Hahahaha. Thank god Yati brought coke light for us. At least it woken me up a bit. I reached home about 10pm yesterday. Cooked maggie noodle since I didn't eat dinner. Hahhahaha. Bro and cousin were watching soccer.

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Ok, going for lunch now. Can't wait for Saturday! Beach with Yassin! Hhahaha. I'll try to cook fried rice. Hahaha. Note the word "try". LOL.

gjjkjkdre

2010-06-12T22:34:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I just came back from Kyle Hanagami's class. It was DOPE!!! He's as cute as ever, doesn't matter if he's gay! Ellen Kim was there, helping him. OMG! She's damn pretty!!!! And damn awesome! Hahhahahaha. The dance steps was hard. But I managed to keep up with it towards the end. Even so, I still made mistakes. Hahahahaha. Took pics with them!! Hahahahah. Lyle was there too, sitting since his class was over before Kyle's. Hahahhaa. After the class, went Kopitiam with Sharonlynn, Mel and Robin. Then rushed off. Was supposed to meet Yassin but he told me to go home straight since I was tired from dance class.

Going Zima's BBQ tml. Can't wait!!! Hahahhahaha. Will eat alot! Hahahah. I wanna go cycling! LOL.

babyimissyou

Hi Kyle! Hahaha.

gghhjyutyu

2010-06-07T14:37:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I wore a dress to work for the first time ever. LOL. It felt weird but at least I'm wearing sneakers. Hahahahha. Work has been busy lately, since the POGIS CEGIS conversion is still going on. Had lunch with Zima, Marhamah, Amanda and Hakim. Ate at McD. Going to Mel's birthday party later with Mariam and Eugene. Can't wait! :)

Went out with Yassin, Iman and Din on Saturday. Went Orchard Central and just hang out at the Roof Garden. Damn nice. Took many photos, all with Iman, since I'm lazy to take out my camera. Hahahha.

Spent Sunday at home. Finished up the two books that I borrowed. Must go lib and borrow more books. :)

hjjkhtdytr

2010-05-30T22:38:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I miss you, you crazy, stupid boy.

fgjhiyuiy

2010-05-30T15:08:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Hi anyone?

hjfhgssfsd

2010-05-24T16:03:00.007+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Secondary school photos of me and classmates. ENJOY! LOL.

Sec 1. I was a nerdy 13-year-old kid. LOL.

Sec 2. Ugly hair, fat. Hahahha.

Sec 3. I went through the BAD HAIR year. LOL.

Sec 3. Informal. My poor hair. Hahaha.

Sec 4. I was 16-years-old. Hahahahah. Still fat and bad hair. Hahahahah.

Sec 4. Informal. Revenge from last year. LOL.

Unfortunately, I wasn't in the class photo when we were in Sec 5 cause I was sick. :( Sad!! Hahahahhah. I miss those times! :)

vfgghhjhgjgh

2010-05-22T00:52:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Now that I'm back at my old workplace, there's been tons of work to do. There isn't enough time to actually stop and relax. It's been work after work after work. I can't complain though. I needed the money. I probably came at the right time. There's currently a conversion from POGIS to CEGIS and I'm in charge of calling up the policyholders and letting them know that we've already received their forms and that we'll be sending them a certificate in late July. Most of the policyholders that I've talked to were friendly. Some were, erm, too NICE that I feel like forcing my hand down their throat, grab hold of their heart, pulled it out and watch them suffer in agony while I hold onto their beating heart. Ok, too sadistic. ANYWAY, like I said, I probably came at the right time cause they needed extra help with the conversion. So I'll be working till 16th August. Most of the staffs there were like "Hey, you're back!!" when I went to work on Monday.

Somehow, with all the work that I've been getting, it feels as though I was never gone from Income. I'm back to repairing the printer when the papers got stuck, I'm back to getting the papers for the printer when there's no more papers, I'm back to wearing the long black ugly pants that I had since we're not allowed to wear jeans, I'm back to "fighting" with the morning crowd for a space in the train early in the morning. I could have trade it all for sleep and relaxation, but money conquers all.

I need money to buy a present for Yassin. He hinted, ok no, he WANTS me to get him either an ipod touch, ipod classic or bag. Mind you, all three are EXPENSIVE. He's currently "persuading" me to buy him an ipod touch. LOL. Not only that, my brother has hinted that he wants me to buy him a bag at Leftfoot. He asked if I can pay 100 bucks while he pays the remaining 30 bucks. I haven't even gotten my pay yet and they're all asking me for stuff. Hahaha. I'm thinking of doing something fun for Yassin on his birthday. I'm just not sure what.

Lately I've been keeping my feelings deep inside me. I haven't been honest about my feelings to anyone. I'm not used to talking about the problems that I'm facing. I'm not used to talking about the emotions that I'm feeling. And I know that even if I do talk about it, it's never gonna get the results that I want.

But I do know one thing. Everyday before I go to sleep, I miss you. Everyday after I woke up, I think of you. Everyday when I'm lonely, I want you. And everyday when I'm with you, I love you. And I know it's still too early to say anything about our future but I hope that it'll last. :)

Ok, I miss Changmin now. I shall go and watched AADBSK 3 before sleeping. :)

fgdfgdfhgdf

2010-05-20T23:11:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Am currently working to get some money during the holidays. Thus, I'm too tired to blog about anything. Will probably blog during the weekend. :) Nothing much happened except that I'm back at my old workplace again. There's so much work this time that I even had to do OT during my first day. But it's nice to be back.

And now, I need my well-deserved sleep. LOL.

fghgfjhj

2010-05-15T01:09:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry for being such a pain in the ass. It's always been hard for me to express myself emotionally. I just wish you could see that.

dfdfggdfhhghjkjk

2010-05-09T00:32:00.005+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

How do I spend my free-from-uni-life-till-end-of-august weekend?

Yesterday, Mariam and Mel helped to return my keys to the office since my last paper starts at 2:30pm. Then rushed to Lim Chu Kang Camp 1 to see Yassin's ORD Parade. He looks damn hot. I'm bias. :) His friends were shocked that his girlfriend is a chinese. Wahahahhaha. Kinda pity that I didn't bring my camera. I didn't know that I would end my paper earlier than expected. Initially, I was only planning on fetching him after his parade ends cause I ended my paper at 5pm. But turns out I can leave after I finish writing, so I left earlier. After the whole thing ended, we called for cab and cabbed back to his house. His parents is nice. Hahahhaha. Chatted with them, with me trying my best to reply in malay. LOL. He then sent me to Marsiling since I'm meeting my dad for dinner there. Had a good talk with my dad about loads of stuff. Kinda like a father-daughter bonding time.

Today, I woke up late and started unpacking my stuff that I brought back from the hostel. Was amazed at how many stuff I had from the 1 year that I've lived in the hostel. Had a little trouble looking for space to put my stuff. Ended up putting most of my stuff in the storeroom. I even put some books under the bed too. LOL. Went out to meet Yassin around 6plus in the evening. Then we met Iman and Zima at Cineleisure since the both of them were watching a movie. Had dinner at Taka before going back home. Planning on going cycling and hiking this coming sat. Hahahahhaha. Might be meeting Iman and Hafifi on monday. I need to go back school to pay for my application fee for hostel for next semester and to give my lecturer artwork.

It's Mothers Day today. I would like to wish my mum a Happy Mother's Day. Mummy, I know I haven't exactly been the best daughter yet, and I know the number of times where you had to nag at me for not listening to you. I'm sorry and I want you to know that no matter what I say, no matter how many times I've argued with you, no matter how many times I've been stubborn, no matter how many times I've throw my tantrum, and no matter how many times I've made you cry, thank you for loving me. Thank you for loving me and all my flaws. I can never thank you enough. I love you Mummy.

Ok, I know I have tons of pictures of my mum but I didn't want to put the unglam pics of her. LOL. Love you mummy. :)

ghjjhukuyid

2010-05-05T23:30:00.004+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!!

I'm back in my hostel. Spending the last night here before I'm being "thrown out" due to YOG. Hahahahaha. Parents came over to help pack most of my stuff. There's still a few more to go. Have to return the keys by Friday. My last paper is on friday, about 2:30pm. After that, I'M FREE for 4 months. Hahahahahahah. Hoping to get a job at my old workplace. It's boring but at least there's income. I haven't taken down my pictures yet. I'm so gonna miss my roomie. I hope that if I'm able to get a room when school reopens, I wanna have her as my roomie again.

dfgghhjhjjkhk

2010-04-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

On hiatus from blogging for the past few weeks. Busy with schoolwork. Am currently editing my drawings to be burn into a cd for Hwang. Need to edit pictures for my uncle. Technically, exams are kinda over for me. I do have one last paper on 7th May but it's my Basic Media Writing course and the only way I have to study for it is by reading tons of newspapers articles. So I'm kinda taking it slow. But I really need to read up on the news.

24th April 2010, Saturday.

Celebrated Zima's birthday at Sentosa. Came with Yassin about 3plus. Amanda, Amanda's niece and Alex were already there with Zima. Sad part was, the minute we arrived, it started to rain. So we quickly sang happy birthday and eat the melted cookies and cream cheese cake. LOL. Plan B was to head to Vivocity. So called Iman to meet us straight at Vivo. We went to Banquet to eat since I haven't eaten any decent meal. Amanda left early with her niece. Since we didn't have any plans, we decided to go for an impromtu hike at Mount Faber. It was already 6plus and it's getting dark. Although it was fun, but kinda scary "hiking" at night. LOL. I fell and grazed my knee onto the pavement. Not that serious. Thank god we came out alive. Hahahahahaha. Went back Vivo and sat at the rooftop. Hope Zima had an awesome time. LOL.

25th April 2010, Sunday.

My uncle's engagement ceremony today, so he asked me to be the unofficial photographer. Took photos of the family. Then went over to the woman's side of the family to exchange "gifts". 2 of my uncles became the photographers too. Lucky me. Hahahhahaha. At least I can go for "breaks". LOL. It was ok. At least I get to see some of my cousins. Haven't seen them for quite some time.

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No photos since I haven't edit anything yet. I should be able to blog regularly now since exams are almost over.

ksaldkasdas

2010-03-29T10:40:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Currently in lecture. Was late for class. Bus was taking a damn long time to come. Thank god I saw Amirul, if not, it'll be embarrasing to walk in the lecture room late. LOL. Going to meet mummy later after she finish her work. :) I saw a dress at Miss Selfridge at Raffles City and it cost $89.

Having lecture on Advertising. Hahahhaa. Working on my creative juice on a MONDAY MORNING.

Will be damn busy the next few nights. Having dinner with the school on Tuesday. It's for those who have helped their hall in anyway. Going to watch Macbeth with Yati and Iman on Wednesday night. Going to watch Clash of the Titans on Thursday night with Yassin. Dad got 2 free tickets for the preview so he's letting me have it. :D Can't wait!!!

iodfjsoidjfdksfj

2010-03-28T00:40:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

At a time like this, I need inspiration.

And at a time like this, I feel loved. :)

sffgfhtry

2010-03-16T11:10:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I feel so lonely.

hghjhjghj

2010-03-11T00:05:00.005+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Am supposed to be working on my chart but ended up blogging and facebook-ing. I'm still sick and I think my cough's getting worse. I haven't gone for dance for a VERY long time. I miss dancing but I've been so busy lately with schoolwork piling up. Exams are coming but I don't think I'm prepared for it. I have tons of drawings to do.

Presentation yesterday went quite well, despite me coughing countless of times. Turns out Jiao was sick too, so kinda pity Faisal and Shannon for having 2 sickly teammates.

Ok, I think I really need to focus on my chart. Probably won't be sleeping again today. I've not been sleeping properly. Oh well, I'll only have the weekends to wake up late.

See you! :)

fhgh

2010-03-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

Is The Love

ddsfhgfghghj

2010-03-08T20:50:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Went to the zoo with ROCK.ED last saturday. It was fun. The day where we pretended to be tourist for a day. Well, I already looked like one with me carrying my camera around my neck. LOL. It was chaotic. Walked everywhere, taking photos of each animal that we passed by. Watched the different shows. Thank god it didn't rain. Hahahahhahaa. We hang out till about 6pm at the zoo. Planned to go to Marina Square to have dinner since Zai wanna go somewhere that's far. Unfortunately, I got sick on the way there. Only had time to eat before I went back home. The rest wanted to hang out till late. But since I was sick, Yassin accompanied me back to my hostel. Dad picked me up and I slept the moment I reached home.

Still sick now, but at least I'm done with my slides for tomorrow's presentation. I still have tons of drawings to be done. Crap.

The Distance

2010-02-27T02:33:00.004+08:00

The sky has lost its color

The sun has turned to gray

At least that's how it feels to me

Whenever you're away

I crawl up in the corner

To watch the minutes pass

Each one brings me closer to

The time you're coming back

I can't take the distance

I can't take the miles

I can't take the time until I next see you smile

I can't take the distance

And I'm not ashamed

That with every breath I take I'm calling your name

I can't take the distance

I still believe my feelings

But sometimes I feel too much

I make believe you're close to me

But it ain't close enough

Not nearly close enough

I can't take the distance

I can't take the miles

I can't take the time until I next see you smile

I can't take the distance

And I'm not ashamed

That with every breath I take I'm calling your name

I can't take the distance

I'd breathe fire and I'd be free

To be by your side, I'd do anything

I can't take the distance

I will go the distance

I will go the miles

That's how much you mean to me

Cause I can't take the distance

I can't take these miles

I can't take the time until I next see you smile

I can't take the distance

And I'm not ashamed

That with every breath I take I'm calling your name

I can't take the distance

Anymore.

tyyiuiy

2010-02-24T03:39:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I miss going crazy over you. :)

Have not been blogging lately. Kinda lazy. LOL. Anyway, had tons of fun on Saturday. Went Botanical with ROCK.ED. It was my first time. Hahahahahhaha. Was planning on drawing but somehow, hanging out with ROCK.ED, I tend to get distracted. Walked around Botanical Garden, explored places that I never knew. Wanna go there again with HIM. :D Hehehehehheehe.

Inter Hall dance competition is less than 24 hours. And I'm still not asleep. Need energy. Must buy red bull. LOL. Must drink 3 cans of red bull to make me high and energized.

Going zoo this coming saturday with ROCK.ED again. But Yassin may or may not be able to make it. :( Really wanna go with him though. But I'm scared he might be too tired after doing guard duty on Friday.

Next week's, school's on a break. Thank god. I have tons of drawing YET to be done. 100 sketches. O_O I'm dying soon.

Pictures from Botanical Garden trip will be uploaded soon. Still waiting for Iman to email the pictures to me so that I can edit it. :)

post cny reunion dinner

2010-02-14T01:21:00.004+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Went to my late chinese grandmother's grave in the morning. Saw dad standing by her picture at the cemetery, it got me tearing abit. He looked so alone. It used to be my family and my chinese relatives who would visit the grave. But now, most of them are in Canada and Malaysia, thus leaving my dad and my older uncle in Singapore. And honestly, among my chinese cousins, both my brother and I are often the ones visiting the grave. I rarely see them visiting the grave. Kinda wondered what would happened in the future.

Had reunion dinner with family. Dad asked me to bring Yassin along. His first time experiencing the chinese side of my family. Was supposed to go to my uncle's house for the dinner but Mum's afraid that Yassin might not be used to it and won't eat that much, thus we had the reunion dinner at home. My family and him. LOL. Although Dad did told him that he'll have to come for next year's reunion dinner at my uncle's place. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH. Have to teach him how to use a chopstick. Wahahahhaa. Dinner was fun. The food wasn't that bad. Hahahaha. I'm actually kinda glad that he came cause my parents are approving of him. I've told them about us both. Hahahahaha.

I still remember this time 2 years ago.

"I'm not sure what the big hype is about on Feb 14th. It's just an ordinary day except things are a LITTLE expensive. I don't see the point on having guys declare their love for their girlfriends on Valentine's day. What's wrong with any other day?

But then, Feb 14th can also be considered as a special day, can be grouped together with special occasions like, birthdays, anniversaries. It's a special day where there's love all around.

Hypocrite, aren't I? Lol. Well, the reason for me feeling this way is due to the fact that I've not had a single relationship once in my life. So I can be excused for feeling this way. BUT...........

As I watched couples walking passed me with bouquets of flowers, I can't helped thinking, wishing that I was one of them. I can't helped but wished I could be walking down the streets with my pabo, having the time of our lives. Cliche, I know, but I can't helped but feel this way."

It's weird how I'm now able to celebrate it this year but then I didn't really wanna. What's the point? Why show extra love to your other half just for that one day when you could have done it any other day? That's even more special than doing it on Valentine's Day. It IS nice to receive something but I doubt I'll go ballistic over it if I don't get anything. Hahahahhaha. My boyfriend saying he loves me on a random day is much more romantic than him saying it on Valentine's Day. :) Thanks baby. I love you more than all the red M&Ms in the world. :D

rtytyy

2010-02-10T19:38:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I can never please everyone.

etrtythfgh

2010-02-07T22:48:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

My current mascot. Hahahahahah.

Been having fun designing it. Roomie claims it looks more like those frat boys from america. LOL. Added the red and black specs to make it look more "ME". LOL.

Shoulder's been hurting lately. Due to my past injury. Lately, I've been feeling bored and tired. Tired of everything. It gets to the point where I just wanna give up. But I looked at the faces of everyone who has high hopes for me, and I began to feel that I'll be letting everyone down. And I'm not gonna let that happened.

loasjdjfdskjs

2010-01-31T01:06:00.009+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Just found out that the mongolian word for "Fuck you" is "Sha". Yeap. My name means "fuck you" in Mongolian. Awesome much. -_-" Hahahahahaha.

Been very busy with school lately. Didn't get a chance to go for dance for the whole week. Been feeling tired alot. Been sleeping alot.

2D Design's taking up loads of my time. But it's worth it. I think I'm getting better in graphic design. :) So I'm now confused as to which course I wanna major in. Damn it. LOL.

INSECTOPIA.

Design 1.

I was obsessed with eyeballs while doing this. So I combined different types of eyeballs to make out the head, body and legs.

Design 2.

The theme was fashion and photography. So I combined it together. And since I loved the weird eyeball pattern for the legs, I kept it in this design.

Design 3.

The theme was music (cliche, i know), but still keeping the patterns of eyeballs on the leg.

Poster 1.

Poster 2.

Poster 3.

dfgfhhgjrtrt

2010-01-21T17:03:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Just finished watching the trailer of TEKKEN. Can't wait for it to air in Singapore. Most probably by April this year. I'm so glad Jon Foo's getting the spotlight that he deserves.

Didn't go for class on Wed cause I had a slight flu and am afraid of passing it to my classmates. Although, I felt bad for my roomie. I hope she won't get the flu. Been busy designing for class assignments. 2nd week of school's almost over. All in all, it's been an amazing year. It's kinda scary cause we're supposed to choose what we wanna major in soon, and I don't know if I'm ready to part with my classmates. They've been busy trying to convince me to join either visual communication or photography. Hahahahaha. Since I'm the only one in the class who is interested in Film. LOL.

I guess, as I get older, I began to think about my future, what I wanna do in life, the people I've met along the way. There are many things I wanna do but I don't get the opportunity to do it. As I look at the photos of people whom have made an impact in my life, I began to reminisce the past. How much I've missed them. How grateful I am to them for coming into my life, be it good or bad. I began to think of all the decisions I've made. Though there are a number of decisions which made me regret making it, I do know that without making those regretful decisions, I won't be who I am today.

People have always seen me as the outspoken girl. The one who's always happy-go-lucky. But there are times where I just wanna be alone. To be by myself, in my own serenity. To sit back, curl up in my own little corner and just think about anything that's going on in my life. I never want to lead a mundane lifestyle. But the more I embrace excitement in my life, the more I wanna retreat to my little corner. And the more I retreat, the more I distance myself from my family and friends. And yet, I've always been the one who "live life to the fullest".

So, tell me guys. What's your adage?

wrree

2010-01-13T23:32:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Tuesday, 12th Jan 2010.

Class started at 8:30am. Hhahahhaha. This term, we're doing silkscreen for 2D design. And we're doing on BUGS, but using pictures to form a bug. Sooo, heard from Al and Ben that it will take a few days to design 3 designs. And I still have NOT started on a single one. Ina told us that we won't be having lunch break as of now, so we'll be able to leave early. Went back to hall after that and just slack all the way till about 8pm. Got really hungry since I only ate bread from the vending machine in the morning during our half hour break. LOL.

Met up with Mel and Jamie to discuss bout our t-shirt designs for FOC. Then went for a last minute dance practise about 9pm. Roomie knows that I was craving for KFC chickens so she secretly went out to buy for me since I was hungry. But KFC was closed so she bought McDonalds and we ate at the student lounge, pretending we're on a picnic while watching CSI. LOL. Love my roomie. :)

Wednesday, 13th Jan 2010.

Had drawing class at 8:30am. Lecturer was late. Thank god there wasn't any drawings on the first lesson. LOL. But omg! Drawing class is gonna be extremely difficult now. But it's on abstract art. So, I should be able to do it. Hahahah. I hope. Anyway, we celebrated Ajin's, Jolly's and Aileen's birthday. Then went for lunch with Ben, Al, Khee, Sally, Lynn, Aileen and Yvonne. The rest wanna go back home since western art history lecture will only start next week. Went back hall around 4plus. Went to meet with Roomie at JP. Bought groceries for ourselves. Reached hall bout 6pm, and went to take an hour long nap. LOL. Went for dance practise at 9pm.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Currently thinking of what to eat. LOL. FYI, am currently procrastinating. I have to do 2D design and drawing soon!!!!! :D

ytutyuy

2010-01-12T00:08:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

First day of school wasn't that bad. Hahahha. Woke up at 7am and snoozed till 7:45am. LOL. Met up with the rest of my classmates around 9:30am DESPITE THE FACT THAT OUR LECTURE STARTS AT 9:30AM. Yes, I have a Basic Media Writing lecture on a MONDAY MORNING. What a SPLENDID way to start my day, my FIRST day of Sem 2. -_-" Anyway, since it's the first day, class ended VERY EARLY, and there's no tutorial for today. Soooooo, I'm free from 11am onwards.

Ate breakfast/lunch with classmates before heading back to hall. Lazed around before deciding to do the designs for FOC t-shirts. Craving for pizza now. I MUST save money. I MUST. I MUST run in the evening. I MUST.

Dance schedule's getting hectic now. I need to sleep early everyday now since ALL of my classes will be starting at 8:30am. And yet, I'm still awake now. LOL.

Ok, I shall sleep now. :) Night world. Hahahha.

P.S. Miss you baby. :)

fdsfdsfdsf

2010-01-06T19:01:00.008+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Note to self: NEVER, and I mean NEVER, buy food from the aunty's stall in front of my hostel. Food poisoning is soooooo not a good thing.

Have been vomiting every 5-10 minutes yesterday. Roomie's been awesome. She looked after me, bought me Lemon Barley, fruits and bread that she ordered from pizza hut. She pat my back while I vomited. She made sure that everything I need is within my reach. I lie on my bed the whole day. My body felt weak. Seriously, without roomie, I wouldn't know what to do. :) Didn't really eat anything.

Went for dance today. Didn't really dance much since I'm still recovering. Left early. Downloading videos to put in ipod. Can't wait for Sat. Meeting ROCK.ED. :)

P.S. Roomie's a KPOP fan now. Yay! Hahahahhaah. She's still in denial. LOL.

P.S. I miss you. :)

loasdsiod

2010-01-03T00:54:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

New year resolution:

Lose weight.

End.

ijasjireoptieopiteropti

2009-12-25T00:27:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Leaving for KL in less than 2 hours. Will only be back late on the 26th December. Since I might not make it in time to blog on 26th December, I just wanna wish DBSK an advanced

Happy 6th Anniversary!!!

I love you guys loads. Thanks for always making me laugh with all your ridiculous antics, make me swoon with all your vocals, make me cry with all your hardships, make me smile with all your sincerity. You guys are just amazing. No matter what happens, I'll be there supporting you guys, through thick and thin. :) Thanks for making my life much more enjoyable. Saranghae! ^_^

And I miss you, baby. :) I always do.

fdsfgfdwerqweqweqw

2009-12-24T13:53:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I can't wait for it to be shown here in Singapore. Jon Foo's gonna be amazing!!! ^_^ Found out that it'll be showing in Japan on March 6th 2010. Am damn excited!!!

sdafdfdgdferwqeqwe

2009-12-23T23:53:00.009+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Been going out almost everyday.

Good news = Hanging out with friends.

Bad news = Money is slowly depleting.

Saturday, 19th December 2009.

Met up with ROCK.ED at Orchard. Went to Scape to watch Closure in Moscow. Bought clothes from the flea market. Yassin bought for me a top. Hahahah. Closure in Moscow was damn awesome! They played "Sweetheart" as their closing song. Hang around at Scape after that. Camwhoring while some of the guys smoke.

Walked all the way to City Hall to get something to eat. Then went to Esplanade to chill and just talk crap. Left the place about 3am. Took the bus back to Tiq's house. Slept over her place since it was late. Pics are with Iman.

Sunday, 20th December 2009.

Woke up around 10am. Yassin called to check if I'm awake since I wanna go back hostel. Tiq's mum bought for me breakfast. Brought it back to hostel. Went back to sleep, eat and bath before heading out to meet with my cousins to celebrate Abg A'an's birthday.

He had no idea that we're celebrating his birthday. Went bowling at Marina Square. Then went arcade and watched Farnie and Orai danced to ParaPara. Hahahaha. I literally LOLed. We made quite a scene. Hahahha. It was damn funny.

Fred fetched us from Esplanade and we head down to Fika restaurant where Abg A'an's closest friends were already there. The food was good. The cake was good. Abg A'an was surprised and touched. :) All in all, an awesome day!

Orai, Siti, Farnie and Me.

In Action. LOL.

While everyone's concentrating on the game, guess who's concentrating on the FOOD? ;D

Cousins love. :)

Cousins and friends.

<3

Monday, 21st December 2009.

Woke up late. Went to East Coast Park about 7pm to meet up with NTU classmates for BBQ. The minute I arrived, I head straight to the bbq pit and started to eat. Hahahahahha. I was damn hungry since I hadn't eaten anything. LOL. Camwhored, talk crap with classmates. Eat loads of food. LOL. Head home bout 10pm. Took cab back to hostel from Boon Lay mrt. Pictures are on facebook. :)

Tuesday, 22nd December 2009.

Met up with a couple of ASS. :) Miss them loads. Ate at Seoul Garden. Then walked all the way to Forum Coffee Bean so that Des can charged her laptop. Hahahahah. Spazzed about many artists. Left around 6pm.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Met up with Marhamah today for dinner. Iman came halfway and we chill around City Hall. :) Had fun. Hahahhaha. And I know Iman had LOADS of fun. ;)

Going KL on 25th December at 2am. Am so glad for a holiday. I'll go anywhere, even Malaysia. Farnie's planning on going Bangkok during March. Wanna go!!! Must save up and persuade parents to let me gooooooooooo.

Am hungry. Think I shall eat cup noodles. :D Hahahaahha.

Update ipod!!! ^_^

wesdfsdf

2009-12-16T02:34:00.000+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

SICK.

:(

laokdiieieol

2009-12-14T00:17:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Am damn tired from Dance Camp. During the two days and one night, many things happened. Whole body's aching. Too lazy to actually say how it went. My group won the best team. Instructors are HOT. I still haven't found what genre that suits me well. I found out that I seriously suck in singing. Danced for more than 4 hours.

Photos are not with me. Check out facebook. It's all there.

I'm getting bored with holidays. There's nothing much to do. I want to shop. I want clothes. I want money.

I'm getting emotional again. Damn. I need excitement, like now. I need cookies.

missing

2009-12-08T00:54:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Honestly, I have no idea what to blog about lately. Vacation has started and thus I'm lounging at home, trying hard NOT to be a couch potato BUT failed. I miss dancing so much. Thank god for dance camp this coming thursday and friday. I've been missing a lot of people lately.

I miss 4 Dee Crew. I miss dancing with them. I miss being crazy with them.

I miss 13ASS. I miss those times where we'll just talk crap, bitch about other people, having random meetups, random collaborations.

I miss ROCK.ED clique. I miss their craziness.

I miss INNTheBox Production. My two best friends. I miss being able to be myself when I'm with them.

I miss TVXQSoul. I miss those late night chats.

I miss Changmin. *duh* I miss watching videos of DBSK, listening to their songs. I miss KPOP.

I miss my boyfriend. :(

dskpoeipw

2009-12-05T03:17:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Now that vacation has started, I'm starting to miss my classmates.

6yuyityu

2009-12-01T23:29:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

It's official. I've broken my personal record.

I've not slept for more than 24 hours.

Why?

Went back to school on Monday around 5plus in the afternoon. Stayed till 5plus in the afternoon on Tuesday afternoon. No sleep. More like shivering since the aircon was fully on. Focus on doing the sculpture while singing to songs using Amirul's laptop. Thank god there's Shannon, Lilian, Khee, AK, Alfonsus, Lynn, Aileen and Amirul to keep me company. Initially, I didn't wanna stay over in school. But since Chris arrived about 11plus at night to talk about my sculpture, I called Dad to let him know I'll be staying over at S3.1 building. Yea, we sang to tons of songs, we felt even more patriotic singing to National Day songs. Have totally NO IDEA why Khee has those songs. Found out he has 2PM AND SNSD AND DBSK songs. So I started dancing. LOL. It was fun. Hahahahha.

Amirul left around 9plus in the morning. Shannon and Lilian went to JP for breakfast. I was stoning in front of the computer wondering what to do to keep myself awake. Khee was busy with his sculpture. In the end, I went to the vending machine to get bread and a can of Ice Lemon Tea.

Have to get busy for Youth Olympic Games presentation this coming Thursday and Friday. We're setting up the tables to put our designs and sculptures tomorrow.

And now, I'm totally bushed.

changmin new 251109

2009-11-25T22:33:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I miss calling you names. I miss looking at you. I miss going crazy over you. In general, I miss you. Be safe. Eat lots. Stay healthy. Keep on singing and dancing. Though you may look good in that new hairdo of yours, you're still the same pabo that I love. ^_^

P.S. SIDE JAWLINE is LOVE!

hjhggjhj

2009-11-25T20:42:00.004+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I have got to stop eating cup noodles. Unfortunately, it's the only thing I can afford at the moment. It's bad enough that I'm having financial difficulties, what's even worse is that my parents had to loan from my uncle to pay for my outstanding fees so that I'm able to take my exams, get my class schedule for next semester. Even now, when roomie asked if I wanna go lunch at a different canteen, my first question would be "Is it expensive?".

Roomie's been amazing. She's been buying me food and pretended that someone left it outside our room. And the fact that her exams are over, she could have gone home, but she stayed so that I won't be lonely in our room. I seriously don't know what I've done to deserve her. Though there are times where I can be annoying, she still stuck by me. She's a grammar freak (in a good way! :) ) and I know I'll probably have some grammar errors here, but oh well. Hahahah. I'm really proud to have her as my roomie. :)

Mariam Hakeem, thanks for everything!!! Love ya many many long long deep deep!! ^_^

yoo hoo

2009-11-23T22:36:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Something happened and my whole post disappeared and I'm too lazy to type back everything that I've typed.

Anyway, WAH's exams is over!!! Yay!!! So damn happy! I'm left with Literature exam and 3D for Youth Olympic Games.

Am currently singing out loud to all of N'SYNC's songs with roomie. And it's already 11pm. LOL.

December's coming. Sooo many events!! I wanna go overseas with my friends~~~ I need money. LOL.

Meeting with cousins soon. Miss them loads!!!

I wanna go Seoul Garden. Hahahhaha.

I miss my boyfriend. ^_^ LOL.

asdjlaksjiueiwourioeuwriow

2009-11-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

2D's presentation today went well. Hahahhaa. Pasted my sticker identity at all my classmate's artwork. LOL. Had loads of fun. Am glad that my work turn out well.

Went for lunch with classmates. Hahahhaa. Crazy bunch of people. LOL. Laughed so hard. :) Then, Ajin, Aileen and I went to Jiao's house to edit our individual short film together. Ordered pizza for dinner while watching some videos. Hahahhaa. Jiao sent us all back to our hostel using his car. I'm done with my film. I'm left with my short film from the Derive project.

Since there won't be anymore drawing classes on wednesday, am soo gonna camp at ADM lib and study for Western Art History. Western Art History's exam is on 23rd Nov while Lit exam is on 26th Nov. At least, Lit exam is open book. HOW AM I GONNA MEMORISE NAMES OF SCULPTURES, PAINTINGS, DATES for Western Art History if THERE'S NO OPEN BOOK!?!?! Shit, seriously, it's time to stress. :P Give me strength!!! Plus, have to touch up on the sculpture for Youth Olympic Games. -_-"

Ok, shall continue to edit my derive film now.

Tons of pics to upload but am damn lazy and "busy" with schoolwork. :P

kldflskjfslkjflsppreo

2009-11-13T02:18:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I'm losing sleep.

I look damn shag.

Help.

laooowijf

2009-11-09T00:43:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you...
How good you look when you smile...
How much I love your laugh.
I daydream about you off and on,
Replaying pieces of our conversation,
Laughing at funny things
That you said or did.
I've memorized your face
& the way you look at me...
I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine...
I wonder what will happen the next time
We are together, & even
Though neither of us know what the future holds,
I know one thing for sure;
You're the best thing that ever happened to me.

aarehfg

2009-10-30T05:42:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

It's now 5:42am and I just reached my hostel. Hahahhhaa.

Met Jiao, Ajin and Aileen for a consultation with Michael at noon. Then had lunch with them including Alfonsus at Canteen 2. Went to Plaza Singapura to buy presents for the Angel and Mortal game. Hahahhahaha. Was late for dance practise by 30mins. At least I missed warm-ups. HEHEHEHEHHE. Continued with last week's choreo. At the end, revealed ourselves to our Mortals. Hahahhahha. Raz gave me brownies and strawberry sweets. He claimed those helped him during exam period, so he hoped it'll help me too. Hhahaahahaha. He is DAMN SEXY!!!! He danced female dance WAY better than girls. LOL.

Then went to ADM for halloween party around 10pm. Hahahhaha. Kinda had to leave early since meeting the MJs for clubbing. And we had to meet about 10:30pm for the bus to send us to the club. Should have listened to roomie and bring my slippers along. Hahahaha. Legs are aching now. Anyway, went to HOME@Club at Boat Quay. Hahahahhaah. Fun!!! Danced the night away. Though there were times I kept sitting cause of my aching feet, but I had loads of fun. Since I get to dance with my eyecandy. Woooooooo! LOL. Damn cute! I like!! And I took a photo with him. WAHAHAHHAHAHAA. Awesome much! LOL. Took cab back to hostel since one of my friends were wasted.

Had a fun time, and I doubt I'll be going for class later on. It's almost 6am and I'm still not asleep yet after coming back from clubbing1 hour ago. Hahahhahahaah.

Pics are with Angelina and Meishan and probably with a couple of other seniors. Will upload once they've let me know. :)

jyuerdf

2009-10-26T15:08:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

to see you when i wake up is a gift
i didn't think could be real
to know that you feel the same as i do
is a three fold utopian dream
you do something to me that i can't explain
so would i be out of line if i said
i miss you

i see your picture
i smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine
you have only been gone 10 days but already i'm wasting away
i know i'll see you again
whether far or soon
but i need you to know
that i care
and i miss you

sdferer

2009-10-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Dancing always makes me happy. I'm loving MJ peeps more. We're bonding even more now. Going for sharing session tomorrow. Please let eye candy be there! HAHHAHAHAHAHA.

I miss Changmin.

And I miss you. A LOT. LOL. mybedfeelsemptywithoutyounexttome

lsoafkdkfjsdk

2009-10-18T15:10:00.004+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

These past few days made me realise many things/emotions. Made me open up to what I've been hiding. Made me understand what I've been wanting to know. I finally know the answer and I'll be waiting patiently. :)

fdfgfdghgh

2009-10-16T02:28:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Editing blocks for 3d at the moment. I really love 2d design now. It's weird cause I came to NTU cause I wanna major in filming. But, Ben's been trying to persuade me to go into photography. And now, ever since Ina commented about my 2d design, I felt that I'm beginning to be more confident about my 2d design.

Thus, I'm beginning to have doubts on what I wanna major in. Oh well, I seriously have to think carefully.

P.S. I'm missing him so much. I wanna hold him tight and never let go.

loving 2d design but NOT drawing

2009-10-14T04:48:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I'm really beginning to love 2D Design. I'm really beginning to love graphics. For the first time, I must get an A for 2D Design.

And I'm still hating Foundation Drawing.

gfgrtrtsdf

2009-10-13T01:52:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I'm loving 12th October 2009. THANK YOU!!! WAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA.

l;oogsdfn

2009-10-11T00:40:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I just don't know what to think anymore. I don't know what to hope anymore. But, I don't want to give up hoping. Maybe, I should just keep my mouth shut. Cause, the more I talk, the more I'll get disappointed. If I can't be me, then who am I gonna be?

I hate routines. I hate doing the same old thing again and again. Where's the fun in that? I need adventure. I need to explore new environment. I need excitement. Am I supposed to endure the same old routines for the rest of my life?

I don't want sympathy, I don't want anything. I just need a hug and letting me know that everything's gonna be alright.

jhjkkdgty

2009-10-04T22:33:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

A recollection of things I've done for the past 1 week.

Monday and Tuesday, had dance chalet at Aloha Loyang. It was the BOMB. Really bonded with the members. Thanks to Nina, I started talking with a filipino accent. -_-"

Wednesday, went shopping with roomie for "open house/room". Bought loads of things. I think both of us were too high, due to lack of sleep. Hahahhahah.

Thursday, went for dance practise. Warm up was a killer, as always. But surprisingly, I can do most of it without feeling like giving up. Which means, I'm getting stronger. Wooo. Rushed back to the room after practise for the "open house/room". Turns out, it was a success!!! Love the adorable roomie who did most of the work!!!! ^_^

Friday, met up with Nessa, Rox, Sabna, Debs and Terrance to celebrate Debs's early birthday celebration. Went Sakae Sushi at Tanjong Pagar. Food was delicious. Camwhored like mad after that. Head back to hostel and wait for dad to fetch.

Saturday, went for Iman's open house. I was the earliest among the clique. LOL. Left the place about 11pm. Reached home at midnight. Hahahhahaa.

Sunday, met up with Achin for photoshoot. Went Jurong Point to buy soccer ball for him, then went to the park where he practised juggling, tricks for me to shoot. Went to Coffee Bean after that since we were both sweating from the heat, him from playing soccer, me from taking photos. Hahahhahhahaa. He camwhored with my laptop camera, look at our retarded photos, helped him designed some designs for him.

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Am currently in hostel. Thinking of what to eat. I must lose weight. *the last two sentence totally contradicts.* Can't wait for 10th Oct. Please wear the same colour as me. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

laofjiafj

2009-09-19T14:36:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Losing sleep due to MANY homeworks, not eating much due to weird appetite, tired easily due to intense dance practise. Which means, my body can't take it anymore. Worse part was, I actually cried while doing homework, which was really weird. I can actually feel myself breaking down, can actually feel my body "screaming" at me to rest. I used to think my weekends were my haven, but now, I spent most of the days doing homework.

Help.

czxdsfgfghgfh

2009-09-17T00:10:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Sometimes, I just gotta have the faith. I have to believe in what I think it's right. I have to stay positive. No matter what happened, I know it'll happen in the future. And I know I'll be waiting. Please let it be true.

Ireallyliketheahpek.

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2009-09-16T00:23:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Table's a mess. Losing loads of sleep. Eating lesser and lesser. Raya coming, which means, more money. Dancing my ass off for the past few days.

I'm beginning to love 2D Design. Am beginning to HATE drawing. "Contour with EXTREME details." -_-" Hate that phrase.

I think I should be more confident in my work. Especially graphic design.

I need sleep.

Missing you.

fghgfhfghgf

2009-09-15T01:35:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Am soo tired. Dance practise was a killer. I HATE warm-ups. Oh well. Hahahahhaah. I swear, I think I'll be able to get abs soon. LOL. Met up with Iman, Tiq and Nurul after practise. Was supposed to watch a movie, but tix was sold out. So ended up eating at KFC and talked crap. Reached hostel about midnight. Called Eugene to fetched me from the bus. LOL.

Tired and sleepy. Roomie's not here today. She's sleeping over her grandma's house. Hahahahahahha.

I feel soo proud. I've done most of my work. Hahahahahhaha.

Missing the ahpek.

dfdsghghgf

2009-09-14T00:49:00.001+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I shall not cry. I shall not cry. I shall not cry. I shall not cry. I shall not cry.

Hopefully by saying it out loud, I will not cry.

I don't think it's working.

dsfdsf

2009-09-10T23:51:00.004+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Just had my first ever practise for NTU MJ. Hated the warm-up. Hahahahah. Felt like both arms are about to fall off. Learnt the choreography by Patrick. Danced to Flo Rida ft Ne-Yo "Be on You". Some random girl came up to me and say "you danced really good." I was like, O_O "EH?! Oh, thank you thank you." I was literally blushing. Then after Patrick told the juniors to dance, suddenly he told me and 3 more girls to stay while the rest sit. Turns out, he wants the 4 of us to dance in front of everyone. Felt really good. Hahahahahhhahaa. Guess it's true what Patrick says. Every dancer loves applause. And I guess, while I was dancing, I kept hoping that they can see the passion in my dance and hoping that they'll applaud me for it. Hahahhhaha.

But, after practise, I was DAMN tired. Met up with roomie Mariam for dinner before heading back to our room. Nothing much to do today. I've done my work yesterday, so tml morning, I'm just gonna touch up on my model.

BEST part of my after school activities -_-" =

Tues: 4:45pm-6:30pm - ADM Dance Practise
Tues: 7:30pm-9pm - NTU MJ Dance Practise

Thurs: 6:30pm-8pm - NTU MJ Dance Practise

Fri: 4:45pm-6:30pm - ADM Dance Practise

Thank god I decided NOT to go for Breakdancing Club since I have to pay 30bucks to join. But other than that, I swear, I CAN LOSE WEIGHT!!! Awesome much. -_-" Hope my body doesn't break down.

sdfsdfsd

2009-09-08T22:28:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

For the first time, I'm done with my drawing and abstract art and it's only 10:30pm. Good, Sha!!! LOL. BUT, I have to edit my powerpoint slides for presentation tml. Crap.

On a side note, I got accepted into NTU Mordern Jazz which focus solely on hip hop. Haahahaahha. Yay. Happy days.

Hey midget boy. I know these past weeks have been hard on you. And I know that your decision has already been made. And I know that you're safe in Seattle right now. But, I do know that you're hurting deep inside. And I do know that throwing away your dreams was the hardest thing you had to do. I'm proud of you and yet, I am disappointed. I'm proud because you stick to your decisions, you remained calm throughout the whole ordeal, but, I'm disappointed. I'm disappointed in the fact that I won't be able to see the midget guy who made me laugh at all the ridiculous things that he did. I'm disappointed that I won't be able to watch the midget guy dance. I'm disappointed that I won't be able to watch the midget guy entertained us all with his crazy antics. And I'm disappointed in the fact that because of what had happened 4 years ago, your dreams was shattered. So, midget boy, whatever you do, I'm always here for you. Keep on dancing and entertaining. Miss you.

ggbvb

2009-09-08T00:21:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Preparing a powerpoint presentation for Wednesday's tutorial. Meeting with group members tml to compile all our slides. My part of the presentation; The Significance of Portraiture. You'll be the death of me!! LOL.

Head's swarming with notes about Roman Art. Crap.

ashdjkhdkfhkds

2009-09-06T04:33:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I think I've not been having those emo moments for quite some time that when I wanna have have those moments right now, I don't know how to behave. I don't know what to say anymore. I don't know what to feel anymore. Somehow I'm trying to see the positive side but I can't. My heart's hurting for hurting you indirectly.

Have no idea why listening to "When you wish upon a star" makes me cry.

I can't stand being caged. I feel so suffocated. I think I'll break down soon.

safdsfsf

2009-09-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I'm dead tired. Just got back from auditions for NTU Modern Jazz club which focus solely on hip hop. I guess it went well. Will be getting the results next week. On the plus side, made a new friend. Hahaahahhaah. He can do those SMEXY dances, which makes me feel inferior despite me being a female. LOL. One of the judges asked whether I like doing popping. Hahahahhaha. Cause after doing the choreography, we had to do freestyle, so I ended up doing popping. LOL.

Class today was enriching. Classmates were asking me to take photography instead of filming. Hahahhahaha.

No class tml. Am soo happy since I was soo tired. ADM Dance practise tml. Crap. Hahahhaha. Oh well.

Am tired. And there's loads of work to be done for next week. -_-"

sfgdgdfghhgf

2009-09-01T00:26:00.004+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Saturday, 29th August 2009

Met up with the girls for birthday celebration. Ate at Swenson's. Hahahahhaha. Shared an ice-cream with Fiddy. Then met up with Iman, Khai, Zai and Achin. Went to watch Baybeats 09. Brought Fiddy along, since I'll be the only girl if she didn't follow. LOL. Watched Love Me Butch perform live. Makes me realise how much I've been missing. The past 3 years, I've been into Kpop and Jpop that I've lost touch of the genre I used to listen.

Then, slack at Starbucks till midnight. Dared Iman to do something he's never done before. HAHAHHAHAHAHA. Then Fiddy went home while I followed the boys to Mc Donald's near Achin's house. Watched soccer there till Dad picked me up at 2am.

Wanted to download songs from Music Ocean, but was too tired.

Sunday, 30th August 2009

Woke up around 12plus in the afternoon. Thank god mum didn't nag, since Dad was still asleep when I woke up. Hahahhahhaa. Didn't really do much, since I was kinda tired. Went out with parents around 5pm to West Coast Park for Mum's company event. Left the place about 6pm, since it was kinda boring. Dad sent me to Bedok for my dance performance.

Performed in front of KIDS and SENIOR CITIZENS. Ani was telling me how she wanna do body surfing with the senior citizens. LOL. I think both Ani and I were high. After all the performance, there was a community sing-a-long session. The both of us were jumping up and down while waving the flag. Oh yea, the event was POST NDP. -_-"

Because of the performance, I missed the last day for Baybeats 09. Anberlin was performing. Thank god Yvonne tagged me on facebook, a video of Anberlin singing to "The Unwinding Cable Car" (accoustic). They are the BOMB. So currently, I'm debating if I should download their singles from Music Ocean. Hhahahaha.

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I'm back at my hostel now. Roomie's currently sleeping. It's almost 1am. I'm still waiting for my AADBSK 3. Hahahahhaha. Surprisingly, I've done all my work for the next day's class. Might be sleeping early for once. Haahahhaha. ADM dance practise tomorrow!!! Haahahha. Can't wait! LOL.

Yea, we're back. ^_^

asdsfdsfds

2009-08-24T23:01:00.007+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Went Henderson Waves on Sunday to take photos. Was supposed to take photos for a project, but ended up taking camwhore pics with Achin. Hahahahahahaha.

Had BBQ with classmates and Chris Toh on Friday. Full of food, booze, music, games and plenty of camwhoring. ^_^ Hahahahhaha. Didn't eat much though. Spent more time, dancing and bonding with different classes. Dad picked me up around 10plus. Hahahhahaa. Family went out to buy food while I slept in the car. I was dead tired. Reached home around 1am. I realised I have MANY UNGLAM pics of me. So I'm just gonna upload A FEW pics of mine where I look reasonably human.

Kim *in purple*, Thulika *in white*, Ajin *the only guy* and Me.

The crazy people whom I've gotten really close to.

A few of my classmates. Awesome people who never fails to make my day. ^_^

Brian, me and Kim. Mahal kita, guys!! Hahahahahhaa.

Anyway, I'm finally back in my hostel. Roomie's still not back yet. I have absolutely NO IDEA where she went. Lessons at 9am tomorrow. *dead* Bad news, I have TONS of work YET to be done. Good news, there's ADM Dance practise tomorrow. ^_^ Hahahahah.

finally blogging.

2009-08-19T22:29:00.011+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Welcome me back. Hahahhaa. Stupid blogger's seriously being a pain in the ass. Anyway, school's been fun. Thought I won't survive in Foundation Drawing class, but I managed to stay alive, barely. Hahahahaha. All my classes start at 9am EVERYDAY. -_-" Thank god I've no class on Mondays. Hahahahha.

Have applied for CCAs. I've joined NTU Modern Jazz where they're dancing to mostly hip hop. I've joined NTU Breakdancing Club. LOL. I've joined ADM Dance Club. I've joined ADM Student Club. I've joined Photo-Video Club. I will DEFINITELY lose weight. CONFIRM! Hahahhahahaha.

I'm currently in my hostel now. My roommate's really cute. She's studying in NIE, majoring in English Lit for secondary students. She's very religious. Saw her Quran and I told my mum that my roomie's religious. Mum was like "GOOD!! Go and learn from her." HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Took loads of photos during class today. Hahahha. My classmates are camwhores too. Awesome much!! Hahahahhaha. I didn't bring my camera to my hostel. Hahahahaha.

Some of them are missing though. LOL.

I have no idea what's wrong with my right hand. HAHAHAHHAA.

Done by the ever so awesome, Kim.

My work have been ruined by them. So............

I ruined Ben's drawing. LOL. Sorry Ben!!!

The product of 2mins of drawing. Note, mine isn't in the pic. THANK GOD! hahahahahha.

The after effects of using charcoal.

I've finally found my calling in drawing. It's Abstract Art. Hahahha. Most of the time, while we were doing 3, 5, 10 and 15 seconds of drawing, my drawing turns out to be abstract. Hahahhaha. I've been declared Director Sha, for my addiction to taking candid pics of everyone and always taking photos, and also Clubber, since I danced and I kept saying "Let's go clubbing" at random times. HAHAHHAH.

Went for dinner with Eugene just now. FINALLY, after 10 years of not seeing each other, I finally met up with my childhood best friend. I've known that boy since we were 4 years old. Ate at his hall canteen, then went to his room to watch some videos. Hahahahha. He sent me back to my hall, since our halls are next to one another.

Oh, there's a bazaar at NTU these past few days, so I bought bangles, 3 tops, and 2 pants. I think I spent more than 50 bucks. Hahahhahah. Having bbq with my classmates and a couple of others this coming Friday. Can't wait.

Ok, I have TONS of work YET to be done. LOL. I'm dead!! Hahahahhaha.

dfsdf

2009-08-19T01:59:00.001+08:00

Finally, blogspot's getting better. Will update anything I wanna update soon.

Am tired. Am sleepy. It's 2am. LOL. I need sleep. Class starts at 9am. Foundation Drawing. I'm screwed.

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2009-08-08T23:58:00.009+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

7th August 2009

Met up with Recycle Bin, my OhMiya pairing, Kibum, my Chan, Jay and Park. They surprised me with a chocolate cake for an early birthday celebration. And I kinda suspect what they'll be getting for me. LOL. And thanks for treating me like Changmin, guys. Hahahhaha.

Thanks so much, you guys. I really appreciate it. ^_^

DongBang did the same thing to Changmin during one of his birthday celebrations. HAHAHHAHAHA.

Kibum's missing. Sorry belle!!!

And now, Sharon's missing. Hahahhaha.

There's tons of unglam pics, especially mine, but being me, I'm not gonna post those. Hahahahhaa. And I know I've said it before, but, seriously, thank you so much. I love you guys. ^_^

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Met up with Iman around 1pm today. He accompanied me to NTU to collect my hostel keys. Hahahhaha. Took photos of the room. LOL. So excite!!! Then went to meet up with Din and Khai at Jurong East MRT. Was supposed to go to Bencoolen to collect my harddisk, but thanks to them, I didn't managed to collect. So will be going tomorrow. And meeting Din and Khai was like, an inpromtu for me. Cause I was supposed to meet Zima, Muthu and Alifi at Bugis since we're going to a gig. Both guys were late, so Zima and I ended up going to Crawl Place alone. It was more like an indoor gig and we had to pay to get in.

The performance wasn't that bad. The genre was Metal, so there's tons of headbanging and mosh pit. And some random guy's pants was torn after the mosh pit. LOL.

After the gig, met up with Iman, Din, Khai, Zai, Hafifi and Iza. Introduced Muthu, Alifi and Zima to them. Went sheesha at Al-Majlis. I ate, as usual, while the rest ate and smoked sheesha. Achin came late. Talked crap till 9pm. Went home with Zima since she live near. Hahahahhaha.

Meeting Achin, Iman, Yati and Fiddy tomorrow for NDP at the Padang. Hahahhaha. Gonna be a blast!!!

updating work last day.

2009-08-07T01:03:00.011+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Not replying to tags for now. Hahahahhaa.

Had an INTERESTING conversation with Achin. Hahahaha. Should do it again soon. LOL.

Am currently a "free" woman. Not working anymore. 31st July was my last day. Will definitely miss my colleagues. Took loads of photos with them. Hahahhhaa.

Been busy hanging out with my dance crew. I swear, we should hang out more often. Hahhahahaha. The things they do, just cause I asked them to do. LOL.

Will be meeting a couple of friends later on. It's already 1:10am. Saturday, probably meeting Achin, Zima, Alifi and Muthu. There's a gig at Arab Street. Then going sheesha later. As usual, I'll eat while they sheesha. Hahahhaha.

Got tickets for National Day Parade on Sunday. Hopefully, Achin can make it. Now, looking for 2 more people. Yati, Iman, you guys wanna go?!?!? LOL.

Bought myself an early birthday present. All About DBSK 3. Hahahah. Yes, I bought it for myself, cause I know, no one will buy it for me. Oh well..hahaha...at least it's something that I want.

I seriously need new headphones. The old one's getting worse. I need new clothes. I want a boyfriend. HAHAHAHHAHA. Naaa...Changmin ah. LOL. I want loads of things, but why is it that when I wanna type it out, I can never remember?! I just want my birthday to be fun. I didn't get to celebrate my 21st. So 22nd, has to be awesome. LOL.

The people who looked after me.

Thanks for making the working environment much more interesting. Hahahhahaa.

Hello Madam Marhamah. I know you're gonna cry, DON'T!! Hahahhaa. You deserve a special shoutout. Thanks so much for always being there for me during my 10 months of working. All those craps and nonsense I've said, all those times I kept talking about Changmin, all those gossips I kept telling you about, seriously, thank you for actually being able to handle all those!!!! Hahahhahhaha. I can never thank you enough!!! ^_^

crap

2009-07-29T21:48:00.003+08:00

Is it possible to hate someone, whom you don't even know?

Crap.

I can't help but hate that someone. Shit.

back to normal.

2009-07-29T02:03:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Finally, blogger's back to normal. -_-" Couldn't update for more than a week. I've already updated in my LJ account, so I'm really lazy to update here. Hahahahhaha.

I know I have TONS of pics to upload and send to many people. I have TONS of songs to download. Zima, pls give me all the songs!!! Hahahahah. Loving Portishead single. Ironically, I forgot the title of it. HAHAHAHA.

Found out Changmin's gonna be in a drama. Thanks SM Ent. At least, I can start sharpening my knives and claws and preparing guns for the upcoming killing spree on all noob fans. Will officially start the killing spree once drama has been aired. Thanks so much. -_-"

Crap, All About DBSK 3 will be released on August 14th. That's one day after my birthday. Preorder now. Any kind soul WILLING to buy for me? *big innocent smile*

PLEASE CLICK HERE

smiles...

2009-07-20T11:06:00.003+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Will update bout the weekends and reply to tags in another post.

In the meantime,

I can't stop smiling. :)

updates.

2009-07-16T21:26:00.004+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

You know, it's weird how EVERYONE's crazy about KPOP now. For the past 3-4 years, I've been dissed, had sarcastic comments thrown at me about how ridiculous I am for liking KPOP. And now, the same people are going GAGA over KPOP, all because of Wonder Girls "Nobody" and Boys Over Flowers. Those people are a bunch of stupid ass gonjols. "Nobody" came out like, a YEAR AGO!! I swear, it's sooo ridiculous to the point where I just wanna smack their ass.

In the past, I wished DBSK would come to Singapore for a concert, but now, I wished they NEVER come to Singapore. I don't want any so-called-fans getting high over them. I don't want them liking the boys JUST CAUSE they're good-looking. I wish Changmin's hair was still long. Cause that's when A LOT of girls hated his hair. Stupid girls, he looks even hotter with long hair. His cheekbones and side jawline are just too die for!! I'm not saying that just cause I love that boy. He's a retarded pabo. He just happen to make me laugh, cry, and smile at the same time.

And seriously, to the people who claimed they are a HUGE fan of Michael Jackson, pls, get a life! I love that man, yes I do. Damn it, he was my idol since I was 4! But it's freaking frustrating to see people who never really care bout him in the past, suddenly becoming his NUMBER 1 fan AFTER he died. Those people started buying his dvds, his cd sales increased. I swear, it's just soo ironic that the guy didn't get that kind of attention back when he's alive. -_-" Everywhere I go, I hear his music being played over the sound system. They should have done that YEARS ago. -_-"

On a happier note, had a conversation with 2nd Coming. Woooo!! Hahahahha. But, it's about the printer machine. LOL. He's just really nice to look at. Hahahhha. Watching Harry Potter with Marhamah tomorrow. Yew Tuck and Alifi was supposed to follow but they back out at the last minute.

Hotpark + Henderson Waves + Food-at-party + Spazzing-on-Laptop = LOVE!!!! Thanks girls!! I needed that. ^_^

Changmin ah, stop wearing the same outfit. And I don't care whether others said you're ugly. I think you're the most retarded pabo I ever known and I love you. ^_^

Nino, please be a brat. And continue being obsessed with magic and gaming. And oh, please do continue being mean and witty. You're just damn adorable!!

Taguchi, why must you look like Changmin and yet have the same personality as Junsu?! Hahahahhaha. Such a dork and yet, sooo manly at times. I hate the fact that I like you cause you look like Changmin but yet, you don't act like him. HAHAH. Cuteness overload. LOL.

Hello Mario Maurer.

My current wallpaper at the comp at work. I just want someone like him for my birthday. HAHAHHAHA. A HOTT nerd. ^_^ Yew Tuck claimed Mario looks hotter than Changmin. -_-"

Anyway, I miss you kays!?!! I miss the late night calls. I miss hearing your voice. I just miss you.

ASDAFA

2009-07-06T10:10:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Long Awaited Tags:

Sonia: I borrowed a book from the lib. It's called "fourLETTERword". It's how 40 famous writers write a love letter from their own imagination. It's amazing. One writer wrote from BigFoot's point of view. Another writer wrote from a monkey's point of view. Really cool!! Hahahah.
Yati: I don't usually have a problem when I try to upload photos. What type of probs you have?? Save since small?! Best!! Hahahahha. I'm saving for travelling. LOL.
WENzhuang: Heheheheheh. I know Kyuhyun's yours, but somehow, everytime I look at Siwon, I think of Shibrows and YOU. Hahahahhaha.
Kaamin: Karen, we need to talk!! I just read your latest post!! LOL. And there's so much I wanna talk to you. Hahahhaha. And yes, I think I might have scandal with Yoochun. LOL. Kidding, yo!! Yoochun's my appa!! Hahahahha. Eomma will kill me! And you know I always love you!!!
SHARON: You pay for me, ah!! Hahahahahah. I'm trying to save money for DBSK's photobook and All About DBSK III since no one's gonna buy it for my birthday. LOL.

1. Went to work on a Saturday morning. It was refreshing. LOL. Left the place around 1:30pm since I had to meet up with the lovebirds at Bukit Batok.

2. Watched Transformers with Yati and Sut on Saturday. Effects was awesome, as usual. Michael Bay's a genius. Hahahahaha. Bumble Bee is still awesome!!

3. Played bowling with Iman, Ida, Yati and Sut on Saturday evening. I suck, since I've not been playing for a long time. They helped me with a certain project. Thanks loads guys!!

4. Was supposed to meet a friend on Sunday at 12pm BUT I was late. Pass the book to him, then I went shopping at Daiso at Jurong IMM. Very fun. Hahahhhah.

5. Watched MNET Scandal since I was bored. But ended up having to iron the clothes.

6. Ate Jajangmyun while watching Wall-E.

7. Kept thinking about DBSK and wonder how their Tokyo Dome concert went. It's finally over. 5 years of hard work, and finally they held a 2-day concert at Tokyo Dome. So proud of those boys.

8. At work now. Went to get drinks from the vending machine and I got free DKNY Jeans Jacket from Chicago free. LOL. Thanks Michelle!!! It's too big for her, and she wanted to give away. Since I was there, I tried and it fit me perfectly, she gave it to me. It's DKNY Jeans!!!! And it's from Chicago!!! I should get drinks from the vending machine more often. Hehehehehe.

9. Thank you Zaty for the inspiration to blog in point forms. HAHAHAHAHA. At least now, a certain ahpek won't think I'm long-winded. Hehhehehhe.

10. Changmin ah, pls don't get H1N1. You HAD to be sick after coming back from Bangkok. Pls get well soon. I wanna see you be retarded and stupid, not weak and emotionless. Just get well!!

fsdfsdf

2009-06-30T11:20:00.002+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

40 celebrated writers writing in 1 book, what more could I asked for? And Neil Gaiman being one of the writers is just pure awesome!! Too bad I'm finishing the book. Need to borrow more. Hahahaha.

Monday, 29th June 2009

Work was, "stimulating" as usual. Went lunch with Nessa, Debs and Sabna since Uncle at level 5 wanna treat us. Went SMU and talked crap, as usual. Sabna suddenly talked about this gruesome, sadistic murder of Junko Furuta from Japan. The MotherLand of ~~Deborah Maria Theseira~~ Debs. LOL. Too gruesome that even Debs was pissed with those ppl from her MotherLand. Hahahahah.

Camwhored after lunch. Photos with Nessa. Totally LOL.

Kept Debbie and Nessa company till 7pm before meeting Farid and the rest of the crew for dance practise. I didn't dance, but depression mode KICKS IN once the rest started dancing. Met with new BBoys at the studio. The boys are quite cute. Hahahaha. All younger than me. They didn't even believe I was 22years old. HAHAHAHHA. Oh well. Reached home around 10pm.

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Today's Debbie's, Nessa's and Sabna's last day. I will DEFINITELY miss them. The jokes, the laughters, the randomness, the craps, everything, I will miss it. They've helped me in ways you could NEVER imagined.

I love you guys, I really do. I just don't know why. HAHAHAHAHAH.

Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T09:21:00.004+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

The man who made me fell in love with dancing when I was 4. The man who made me determined to practise my moonwalk everyday. The man who, despite all the cuckoo antics or out-of-the-mind "sexual" intentions on little kids, is actually one hell of an awesome performer. Though I wish he hadn't "changed" his face soo much, I still love his music. He IS the King of POP.

Michael Jackson, MAY YOU REST IN PEACE!!

Damn it, why must you die now?!?!?! No more performances from you. You were an icon to everyone out there.

There won't be another Michael Jackson no matter how hard anyone tries.

daskdjakfjd

2009-06-25T11:50:00.001+08:00

I can't stop thinking about it.

I can't stop crying.

I can't eat.

Shit.

lady gaga's concert in singapore

2009-06-24T14:56:00.005+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Lady Gaga Live in Singapore.

August 12th 2009

1 day before my birthday.

Tickets for me pls.

And pre-sale tickets were sold out in less than 5 minutes. -_-" I have very "GOOD" timing.

updates

2009-06-22T12:09:00.004+08:00

OH MAI GAHD!!!

I'm having this tremendous sense of loneliness lately. Even though I'm out with friends, I still get lonely. Something's missing from my life and I think I have a hunch. I don't wanna dwell too much on it cause patience is virtue. But sometimes, I can't help wishing.

Celebrated Father's Day with family. Bought for Dad the soccer boots that he wanted. Well, it's the newest pair, the ones that's being used for this year Confederation Cup. First time I bought something for him. He's damn happy. So cute. HAHAHHA. Mum kept asking me if I regretted buying it since it cost about$250. To be honest, I don't regret buying for my dad. The look on his face when he realised that I wanna buy him the boots was pure classic!! Lol.

"I wanna forgive you but I've lost respect for you. I've never felt so insulted in my whole life. I don't regret using those words to you cause it's about time you face up to reality. I don't even know if I wanna forgive you. Don't think I'm someone whom you can make use of when you're bored or needed some company. I never condemn you whenever you guys weren't around. Everyone is busy with their own life, so deal with it! I'm seriously pissed at your attitude. And I'm even more pissed that you WANTED ME to call you so that you can apologise. Damn you, if you're really sincere in apologising, CALL ME instead. So what if you're crying your eyes out after realising that you've hurt me with those words? I'm not gonna pick up the phone and wait for you to apologise. Seriously, I don't even know if I wanna forgive you. And even if I did, I've seriously lost all of my respect for you. Tough luck, cousin."

Crap, I wanna go buy books at Kinokuniya or anywhere else. Go with me, pls ahpek. Yes I'm talking to you. I don't know why I'm missing you. Damn it. Hahahahaahha.