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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Went to Effendi's house yesterday to do filming. Reached his house at around 5 plus. Had loads of fun...haha...we filmed till around 11. I reached home around 11.50pm. Mum and dad gave me hell for coming home late. I swear, my eardrums vibrate when they were screaming at me. I know it's my fault for not being good at timing. Really sorry mum and dad. Oh and today's their anniversary. Sorry again mum and dad for all the troubles that i've caused. For all the heartaches that both of you felt. I thank you both for not giving up on me. For loving me even though being my mother and father can be so exasperating with my drama mama all. Thank you. I love you both!!

Anyway, today there's no class as my lecturer went for reservist. But i still have to come back to return the avp equipment. Think i'll take the bus again. Haha. It's super fun!!! Hahhaa..ok gtg.

Xena the warrior princess has left the building!! Haha...stupid effendi!!



Changmin's one and only baka
11:44 AM



Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

I'm just gonna post some photos since a certain non-halal pig said my blog doesn't have any pics...hahaha...

These are some of the pics that was taken during the filming.




I look soo blur. Haha.


Posing with the equipment.


Filming in my secondary school.


Hiding. Haha. I'm trying to act shy but failed. Hahaha.


I'm showing off the video cam while Tyas is trying to hide behind me.

These are some of the photos of Kim John Hoon. He played one of the princes in Princess Hours. I wish he was my prince!! Haha.

Ya. So i think i'm gonna stop with the photos...haha...




Changmin's one and only baka
11:59 AM



Sunday, January 28, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Oh i forgot to mention, on Thursday, Joakim came to my school open house. He finally saw me. Haha. Ebi point out to me while telling him that i'm a big fan of his. I was super shy so i just said "erm, hi..." I was totally blushing. I think he's shy too. Haha. Who wouldn't?? Haha. He's super cute!! Finally i get to see him face to face!!! And get to talk to him!!! Well, i know "hi" and "bye" doesn't count but who gives a damn!! Haha...

Anyway, Saturday was quite busy during the open house. We were all tired from giving visitors tours around the school. I wasn't with Yati most of the times. Haha. We were all separated from one another. Anyway, while resting, I watched this local band, Reverie, performing on stage with some of the other ambassadors. I was captured by the guitarist. Haha. He's super cute. After the band finished their set, Eileen and I went to take photos with them. The guitarist, Shane (whom i think is hott!!) gave me his msn. Haha. They're really nice guys. They've been playing together since 2003. They're all from NUS. Shane study LAW. Smart guy!! Haha.

Since Saturday was the last day of the open house, we took loads of photos together. It was great fun hanging out, working with them. Then my uncle came to pick up both Yati and I at around 5 plus. We went to watch Singapore playing against Malaysia. Yati had never been to a soccer match before so this match was her first match. We got free tickets through sms. Went to sit at the highest seats. We could see the whole field. I took photos of the Lions warming up. Well, took most of Baihakki warming up. Haha. I zoomed the lens till i couldn't zoom anymore. Haha. He's super cute. Anyway, the match starts and all of us were in excitement. The Lions played well for the first 10 mins. Most of the time, Malaysia had the most possesions. I guess the difference between the two countries is that when malaysia's defenders got the ball, they didn't clear it away quickly. They were calm unlike Singapore's players. That's why malaysia had the most possesions. The Kallang stadium were filled with "beautiful" languages not fit for those below 12 years old. Haha. But everyone were supportive of Singapore and all of us were urging Singapore to win. Finally during the penalty shootout, when one of Malaysia's players took the penalty and missed, the stadium erupted in cheers!! We were all screaming for joy. As for the Malaysian coach, he shouldn't have rested the burden to that player. That player played for Malaysia Under-23. Obviously he's inexperienced. So that's where the coach gone wrong. Other than that, I just want to say I'm proud that Singapore got this far. They're gonna play against Thailand after Thailand drew with Vietnam in the 2nd leg. So hope that Singapore will win, despite them having a 20-80 chance of winning.

Today, followed my dad to airport to send his workers back to Malaysia. Haha. No it has nothing to do with the match yesterday. Anyway, after that went to shopping at somerset before eating at Beach Road. I ate Hokkien Mee. I swear, Beach Road sells the best Hokkien Mee ever. If anyone disagrees with me, pls tell me where so that i can taste it. I'm craving for the best Hokkien Mee and so far, Beach Road is the only one that makes the best.

Anyway, my dad is naggin me to switch off the comp. So i gotta go. Haha.

P.S. I was watching MTV My Own, and it got me thinking, i think i want my own Cesc Fabregas or my own Jon Foo or my own Lilou or my own Kim John Hoon. Haha.




Changmin's one and only baka
10:39 PM



Friday, January 26, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Hahaha...Open house was fun...these past two days have been busy, NOT!! We were all slacking around...not really doing our job..haha...we're more tired of slacking around actually...yesterday, 25th Jan, was the first day of open house. Yati, Alfam, Reuben, Hafifi, Iman and I went to eat and slack around most of the time...had loads of fun hanging out with them. Then after that, at around, 6 plus, went to meet with Jason, Ming Hui and Serene at the new 3D max lab. They were playing DOTA. Unfortunately, there's a part time class going on so we all went to the lab next to student lounge. Jason taught me how to play. So then, all four of us, Jason, Ming Hui, Serene and I played DOTA while Yati watched some videos on youtube. Hahaha. I died many times. Hehe. Then they taught me how chat through DOTA and so i kept on chatting until Ming Hui type "sha can you talk rather than type lol" Haha. Went home with Yati, Ming Hui and Serene at around 8 plus.

Today, still the same old story. Being bored out of my life. Went makan with Yati, Reuben, Hafifi and Alex. Then, Alfam and Nas came. One Ah Pek was so intrigued with Alfam coz of his hair. Haha. Went to tour the secondary students. One of them likes Hafifi. Hehe. After the whole thing, we slack at the school foyer before going to the lab with Jason, Ming Hui and Elizabeth. Now, watching videos, while Ming Hui and Jason played some games. Will be going home before 8 this time. Haha. Oh well, tml's another day of NAFA's open house. Think we're gonna slack again. Haha. Oh and a couple of friends are coming to our open house. Can't wait. Haha.



Changmin's one and only baka
6:30 PM



Monday, January 22, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

I have no idea but i think something's wrong with me and my mum. My relationship with her is deteriorating. I've barely spoken two words to her. I don't what's wrong. What have i done? Why is my world be filled with emotions like these? Why do i have to experience these feelings? I wish i could understand her. I wish she could tell me her problems. I wish i could tell her my problems and not keep it inside me. I wish she would treat me like an adult and not like some crazy teenager. I wish we could be relax with one another like her and my brother, Danial. I wish i wasn't so jealous of the relationship between a mother and her son. I wish that my life were filled with simple pleasures with her. I wish she would support me and my ambitious dreams. I wish i could make her see my passion in life. I wish we could talk like friends. I wish our relationship were great. I wish she loved me.

I wish i didn't have to wish all these.



Changmin's one and only baka
11:10 PM



Sunday, January 21, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Oh my goodness...i'm so damn tired now...ok...on friday, 19th Jan, had filming with Yati, Tyas, Effendi, Evelyn, and Eri who helped us to act. Went to school at around 8 plus to collect the equipment...had to wait for Evelyn and the van...hahhaa...then went to Marina Bay at around 11am....we filmed till 1-2pm...then went to Ang Mo Kio to shoot at Anderson Secondary School...we were all super hungry so after signing into the school, we went to eat. Haha. We finished filming at around 5pm...so since we were supposed to be at Tanjong Pagar, The Dock(the pub) at 8pm, we went to eat at Balestier Road. Then picked up my cousin and his friends who are helping us to act also...finished filming at Tanjong Pagar at around 12plus in the morning...my whole family came to see us...haha...i'm glad they came, especially my mum cause we had a disagreement about the whole thing and finally she can see how passionate i am about filming...went to sleep at my aunt's house...was supposed to go to school for ambassador training for NAFA's open house...but i pretended to be busy with something...i was so tired...and since i didn't went to the training yesterday(it's a two day training), i went today...it was loads of fun...made loads of friends mostly from year ones...played games...my team were ANTS. Haha. We won one game and we also won Team of the Teams awards because for the last game, we had to play something like treasure hunt. We had to go to different campus to look for clues and i can safely say my team was the first...hahaha...we won... i like my team members...they're are a crazy bunch of people...hahaha...

Oh...i gotta go now...dancefloor is starting soon!!! Wanna watch it...



Changmin's one and only baka
7:34 PM



Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Ok...let me get ONE thing straight!! I don't like him and i never did. Ok? Understand? If you don't, go back to kindergarten to learn some basic english cause i'm through with being nice. There's loads of things I didn't write in the blog. Aite? I didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings. You don't know me, you don't know anything about me. You only assume through my entry. If you think I'm a despo, then so be it. I know who I am and I know what I'm not. I just pity you for wasting your valuable time dissing me. And I feel sorry for myself for wasting my valuable time for replying to your diss...now i don't want to hear anything bout it anymore...i just couldn't be bothered anymore. Say what you want. Ok. This f**king waste my time. I could be doing something more fruitful with my time...



Changmin's one and only baka
3:11 PM



Saturday, January 13, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Ok...this is weird...to those who have tag me, to those i don't even know of, shut up aite...who the hell do you think you guys are?? You don't even know me that well to be telling me not to be desperate...hello?? If you do know me, you will know that i was making a joke bout everything...i don't even like the guy...i'm more excited bout the fact that i get to act...so just shut up aite...this f**king piss me off...



Changmin's one and only baka
4:15 PM



Thursday, January 11, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Anyway, i just got back from filming for a short film done by my friends, ColourBar Production. I played the lead role in the film. I met up with Nora, Peter(Nora's boyfriend), Lin and Sarah at NAFA TCC. Ilmi, Michelle and Hasyim(the guy who played my boyfriend in the film) were late. So Nora, Lin and Sarah went in the TCC to discuss how to shoot the scene. We had to ask permission from TCC to film there and they were so nice about it. At around 9am, Michelle, Ilmi and Hasyim came. Nora, Lin, Sarah, Michelle and Ilmi shared money to buy drinks for both Hasyim and me since we're both acting in their film. Trust me, it was a great feeling. Haha. Free drinks!! Haha. Anyway, in this scene, my character, Freda, were suppose to meet Peter, played by Hasyim, at TCC. My character is supposely financially tight and she had hostel fees to pay and on top of that, her dad got into an accident. Haha. While Nora, Sarah, Ilmi and Michelle were setting up the camera and all, Lin helped both Hasyim and me with our lines, to make sure that we have chemistry when we act out. I was quite nervous actually. It's my first acting debut and I wanted to be convincing. And I had to cry. Haha. It was difficult to cry on the spot but hopefully, I was able to convince people I cried. Overall, I think both Hasyim and I did ok. I don't know whether we have chemistry on the set, but i hope we're both convincing enough as a couple....
Then after that scene, we had to shoot a scene where I'm in a classroom and thinking bout my mum and dad. Then I had to sneak out of the class while the "lecturer" played by Lin, was sleeping. Shooting that scene was fun!! Haha. We were all so comical. Haha. While we were shooting that scene, both Ilmi and Hasyim slept. Haha. Lazy guys. Haha....
After that scene, we head down to the road where Peter was going to be killed. Michelle's friend helped to be the driver that knock down Peter. That scene took quite a long time. I was practically bored since I'm not in that scene. Haha. But it was funny watching Hasyim trying to act shocked when the car was about to hit him. Haha. At that time, it was already 1 plus in the afternoon. And we were all hungry but we still have a few more scene to shoot....
Then, we had to shoot scene where my character and Hasyim's character got out of TCC and send me to school. It was embarrassing as there were lots of people there at the lift lobby. I had to hold his hand, and then after we said our lines, we had to hug. When we hugged, i almost laughed. Luckily his head blocked the camera view of my head. Haha....
Then we shoot the scene where i called him and asked him to hurry to pick me up. Yes, I was supposed to act bitchy to my "boyfriend". Haha....
After that we had our last scene where Hasyim's character, Peter, received a call from Freda, played by yours truly, asking him to fetch her from school. It was the scene before he got knocked down by the car. Haha....
After all the scenes were all done, we were all relieved and hungry!! So Lin, Nora, Sarah, Michelle and Ilmi treated both Hasyim and me to chicken rice at Ah Mei for helping them act. As for me, I'm not complaining cause I got free food. Haha. Yes, I'm only thinking of food. Haha. And so this one whole day, I had loads of fun. It's great that I get to act as I've always love acting. I've managed to have the experience of acting. All the memorising. Haha. Pretending to be someone I'm not. That was the greatest challenge for me. I'm glad I get to do it....
To the crew of ColourBar Production, I wanna say thanks for the opportunity that you guys have given me, the faith that you guys have in me, thank you so much. I really appreciate it....
P.S. Oh btw, i just wanna ask you guys, do we have chemistry as a couple? Haha. I'm just curious. Haha.



Changmin's one and only baka
8:33 PM



Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Oh my goodness...yesterday was the BOMB!!! Hahaha...went to Nora's house around 9am to do some filming. I'm helping my friends to act. It was great. Haha. The film is just 10-15 mins long. I'm playing the main character, Freda. We filmed from morning till 5 plus in the afternoon. Nora's two friends, played as my mum and my aunt. Ilmi's friend played as my boyfriend, Peter. Hahaha. Lin and Sarah were so excited to play with the marker. Haha. They kept saying "Scene 1. Take 1. Action." Haha. It was great. On thursday, there's another filming. This time, it's near our school. Yesterday I only had one scene to act but this time, on thursday, most of the scenes are mine. I'm nervous and excited at the same time. Hahaa...
Oh at around 10.15pm, I watched CSI: Miami III. It was superb!!!! Jonathan Togo looks soo cute as Ryan Wolfe. Thanks to my dad and aunt, i was addicted to CSI: Miami. Hahahah...
Now I'm in school. Went to meet up with one of my lecturers, Terence, about my drawing. And thank goodness he didn't asked me to do over again. Now I can concentrate on the next step which to research on my story and background...haha..yea...
P.S. By the way, I'm still sick. Damn...



Changmin's one and only baka
11:33 AM



Monday, January 08, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Ok...this is getting serious...i've been sick since Wed, 27th Dec. It's been more than a week now. First the flu now coughing? What the hell. I must have done something bad to be this sick. Damn. These past few days i've not had any fun activities(boring old me). Too busy collecting photos from classmates to send to one of our lecturers and too busy drawing for one of my lecturers. I didn't sleep until late at night.
Anyway, on Saturday, watched Underworld on Channel 5. I didn't watch it when they were shown in the cinemas so i can't wait to watch it. It was freaking good!!! Kate Beckinsale's character was super cool!!! I wanna be like her!! Oh and when Scott Speedman's character became half Lycan half Vampire, he looks sooo hott!!! HAHAAHAHAHA...protecting his lover, the Vampire. So sweet....hahaahaha...i wish someone will do that for me..*i'm hinting to my dear dear hubby* HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...he still owe me ben and jerry's ice cream. I don't care if i'm sick...i want to eat the ice cream. Hehehehe...
Ok. Now i'm in school, waiting for Sarah's photos to be transfered to me before i send to Simon James. And also waiting for Yati to reach school. Oh well, i think i'll go watch some videos...now, the internet connection is lagging. Damn. Stupid Earthquake.



Changmin's one and only baka
11:04 AM



Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Oh god...i'm still sick...it's been like how many days...damn...i've been coughing now...damn damn damn...hate hate...anyway...
On new year's day, went to my uncle's house to play mahjong...haha...earlier went to Bugis to have lunch and walked around Bugis Junction. Played mahjong and ordered KFC...nice...hahaha...then ate ice cream...yeap i'm sick and i still ate ice cream...and yati is looking over my shoulder reading what i just wrote...so kepo...hehehehe...anyway...played mahjong until around 11plus at night. I played for awhile and lose my uncle money...hehehe...i'm up against my dad, my aunt and uncle. They're pro...i'm not...hahahaha...
On tuesday, went back to school to meet up with Lin, Sarah and Nora to hand the gifts that we've bought for one another. I bought for Sarah a pink cushy pillow with the word princess on it and she likes it...Lin bought me a book and i finish reading it on the same day...hehehe...Nora bought Lin chocolates and Lin was like, "I know you want me to get fat right...hahahah"...it's soo cute...hahaha...i didn't know what Sarah bought for Nora cause we didn't want to let someone know...long story...then went to Suntec with Celine...bought crackers at Candy Empire...didn't feel like eating chocolates that day...went home then went out again with my mum and dad for dinner. Went to Vista Point to eat at the Banquet. I wanted to order Nasi Briyani but they were sold out so i ordered Fish & Chips. Not very fulling but can't help it...nothing much to eat there.
Today, i'm in school...meeting Derek so that he can pass me his photos. Then later will be asking Matthew whether i still can extend the date for the camera...after that going back home but i think i'll go eat at Long John Silver first at Dhoby Ghaut...eat by myself...cause Yati still doing her work...i don't want to go home late and she'll be late...oh well...gotta go...it's 2:14pm now and i need to ask Matthew now...



Changmin's one and only baka
1:45 PM