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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Monday, March 31, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



For once, I wanna go home without any nagging. But I guess it's impossible for you to just keep quiet just for one minute. Why do you think I kept coming home late? Not because of school projects. Why do you think, even though my class ended early, I still went home late? Even though our filming ended early, I still went home late? Cause I couldn't stand the constant nagging. Even if I keep quiet and mind my own business, you'll still find something bout me so that you can nag. I know you kept saying you nag because you love me but still, CONSTANT nagging is a bit too much. I know you're tired too, but at least, let me come home to a peace and quiet environment. Not only that, I'm 20. Stop treating me like I'm 10. I'm not a kid anymore. Stop trying to protect me from the REAL world. Sooner or later, I still have to face it. Might as well let me face it now instead of me looking dumb later on.

The funny thing is, I can't throw tantrum, nor can I slam the door, because once I do that, you'll nag even more. So please, just once, let me come home to a more peaceful environment.

Lucky for me, thanks to these 5 guys, I'm feeling better.

Komawo oppa-deul and pabo for making me laugh and smile. Saranghae!!!



Changmin's one and only baka
6:01 PM



Saturday, March 29, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



I've not been updating my blog. Lol. Dad kinda grounded me from going online till late at night. I have to switch off everything by 10pm. All because of a phonecall at 1am. Oh well, that's life I guess. Had to go with the flow.

Anyway, Passy sent me pictures of Changmin a few days ago and I feel that I HAD to post it here cause it's FREAKING KAWAII!!!! The most adorable thing ever!! Mangdoong and Changmin.


Aigoo, Mangdoong is such a cutie. She's walking towards her master, my pabo.


Awwwwwww...look at the way pabo carries her. I'm going nuts!! She's soo cute!!





Aigoo, look at the difference between that Husky [i think] and Changmin's maltese. Sooo small!!!!

Are you ready to see how Mangdoong looks up front?!








Omo, KAWAII DESU!!! I can't believe Changmin, who is the most violent member of TVXQ and his famous "nuclear punch", have a pet who is small, cute little puppy. Talk about opposite attract!! There should be a law for Mangdoong to look sooo cute!! Just like the owner. Hehehehehe...

Mangdoong has the ability to make me go crazy for her, just as crazy I am for Changmin. Hahahaha. Both makes me feel like hugging them and just squeezing them. [Is that allowed? Lol. I don't want anyone coming to me stating "cruelty of animals"...lol...]



4 different sides of Shim Changmin that I love!! ~~~JAWLINE!!!~~~



Changmin's one and only baka
10:48 PM



Saturday, March 22, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



The moment I was online, I received an msn from Passy. She sent me multiple links to a certain website. The moment I clicked onto the link, I screamed.

Because,


IT'S TIME FOR MY FANGIRLING MOMENT!!!!! She sent me links of photos of Changmin during T concert in Yokohama!!! I was like "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Ok Sha, BREATHE damn it!! Lol. Omo, pabo look sooo HOTT and skinny. Lol.


Pabo in shades=TOTAL MAJOR HOTTNESS!!!!


That's how SKINNY my pabo REALLY is.


Geurae, YAH PABO!!! EAT MORE, CHUSEYO!! DON'T BE LIKE JAEJOONG OPPA!!


The characteristics of him that I adore, HIS ADORABLE MISMATCHED EYES!!!


YAH SHIM CHANGMIN!! WHAT'S THE IDEA OF KILLING ME WITH THAT LOOK?!!?


OH MAI GAHD!!! OH MAI GAHD!!! OH MAI GAHD!!! OH MAI GAHD!!! This is the reason why, of all the members of TVXQ, I love this skinny, witty, dorky, nerdy pabo!! His gaze is more than enough to make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time!!


MinSu couple!! Recently, my fav pairing!! My pabo, the magnae and his hyung, Junsu oppa, who acts like he's the magnae....hehehehehe...


My 4 oppa-deul and my one and only pabo!!!
My fangirling moment has just started!! All thanks to Passy!! Now, it's time for MORE FANCAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh oh, finally, I've finished watching O concert!! 3 words. TOTAL MAJOR HOTTNESS!!!



Changmin's one and only baka
2:48 PM



Sunday, March 16, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Ok, got back from Mel's chalet around 1plus. Haahahaha. Slept over at her chalet on Saturday. There's me, Yati, Evelyn, Tyas, Sonia, Andrew, Wei Quan, Jason, Serene, Ming Hui, Eli, Fezz and Ming Xian. Oh and Mel herself. Lol. Imagine, 14 of us in one SMALL room with 2 SINGLE beds.

So, anyway, on Saturday, we were supposed to meet at 1pm. Somehow, no one smsed me the change of timing so basically I came at 1pm. Wondering where my friends were. Smsed Yati asking her where she is. She was like "Didn't Mel tell you that we're meeting at 2:30pm?" At that point, I was freaking pissed. Hahahaha. Since no one told me anything and that there's still one and half hour more to go, I went to eat. Hahahaha.

Yati, Evelyn, Tyas, Andrew and Sonia came at around 2:30pm-3pm. Waited for Mel but found out that she's still at home cooking!! All because Jason came late to help her!! Damn you, Jason!! Lol. In the end, we met up with Mel and Jason outside GIANT at Vivo at around 4plus. Thanks Jason for making me wait at Harbour Front for hours!! Met up with Wei Quan and Serene at GIANT itself around 5pm. We bought food and headed to the Sentosa around 6pm. Hahahahahaa.

Oh, Mel embarrassed us in the bus on the way to Costa Sands resort. Upon reaching our destination, she literally yelled out "Ok everyone who's going to Mel's chalet, get down here!!" Jason and I[we were sitting opposite one another] quickly looked out of the window. Yati and Wei Quan[who were also sitting opposite one another] quickly talked between themselves. The rest pretended not to know Mel. Hahahaha. Everyone was seriously looking at us!!! WHY DO WE HAVE A FRIEND LIKE MEL?!?!?!

You know, to go to Costa Sands resort, we can go through the beach, right? Well, we HAD to take the LONG way!! We had to trudge uphill...hahahaha...carrying not only our bags, but also bags of food!! Thank god Fezz and Ming Xian were there already to help us.

When we reached the room[note that it's room not roomS], it's freaking small!! There's barely any space for us to walk. All bags were put inside the cupboard. Yati and Wei Quan washed the chickens in the toilet. [Yea, it's kinda pathetic, but unfortunately, since there's no kitchen, we had to make do with whatever we have.] The rest of us watched tv for awhile before heading down to the bbq pit to set up. So me, Fezz, Jason, Ming Xian, Evelyn, Tyas, Andrew and Sonia went to set up the pit.

For the first time in my life, I TRIED COOKING!!!!!! AND............erm...i'm not sure if it taste good. HAHAHHAAHHAHHA. Well, I had to prepare myself. Pabo loves to eat..........ALOT!! He likes girls who can cook.[So Sha, LEARN HOW TO COOK!!!!]

Played water bombs. Threw water balloons at one another. Lol. God, we're like small kids. Initially, the water bombs was supposed to be for Mel since her birthday is on monday. But somehow, everyone else got dunk. Me, Yati and Ming Xian were originally dry. I was cooking, that's why they didn't pour water all over me. But somehow, being innocent don't really help me that much. Jason, Serene and Ming Hui have already targeted me. Jason was like "Sha, you're very DRY ah." I was like "SHIT!!" There's no way I could run away so I ended up being wet. Hahahaha. And poor Wei Quan, he was eating silently, watching the spectacle and somehow he got water poured all over him. Hahahahah.

Went back to the room to watch more tv. Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban was playing on Malaysian channel so we watched that for awhile. Gave Mel's present during the commercial. Fezz and Ming Xian bought her a PONYVILLE toy!!!!! Mel started playing with it!! Hahaahaahha. Jason recorded the whole video of Mel telling us all a story using her new toys. Hahahahah. I swear, I think she's DRUNK!!!

Went to the beach around midnight. Lol. Crazy, I know, but we're all bored and we don't wanna play Mel's idea of a game "I never". Hahahahahhaha. Went to the beach, took photos, well technically, Jason used my camera and I followed him around hoping he won't do any damage to my camera. Hahahaa. We all sat at the bridge while playing some ridiculous game that Mel thought of. We were at the beach till around 2am. Wanted to go to Dragon's trail but no idea why suddenly we decided to just go back to the room. Ming Hui, Jason, Serene, Eli and Wei Quan went to the lobby to play some games while the rest of us went to the room.

We adjust the beds so that all of us could have a place to sleep. I slept with Yati, Mel, Evelyn and Sonia. Tyas and Andrew slept in one bed whereas Fezz and Ming Xian slept together in another bed[they're NOT a couple. Ooooooooooooo.] We slept around 3plus in the morning.

Woke up around 7plus-8am today. Went to the pool to lounge with Yati, Jason, Serene, Eli, Ming Hui and Wei Quan. We planned to eat at Mc Donald for breakfast but somehow, only Yati was the one who bathed. Hahahhaa. So after me, Serene, Jason and Wei Quan bathed, it was already 10am. And not only that, we had to wait for none other than Melissa Ho. Hahahhaa. So, me, Yati, Mel, Jason, Ming Hui, Serene, Eli, Fezz and Ming Xian went to Mc Donald at Harbour Front. Tyas, Andrew and Sonia are still sleeping. Evelyn went off early to eat breakfast with her family. Unfortunately, it's already lunch time, so there's no more Hotcakes or Big Breakfast for us. Thanks ah Mel!! Hahahaha. We camwhore at Mc Donald using my camera. I think they're all fascinated with my camera. Hahahaha.

Went home around 1pm. Met up with my family to go to NUS open house. Found out that NUS, NTU and SMU DON'T take in graduates from NAFA. Shit right?! Lol. And the government claims that the society should support local art. That's a total crap. Hahahahah. Either I work, go to Poly and spend another 3 years getting another diploma just to get to university, or go overseas to study. Dad definitely will not approve of me going overseas to study. Especially mum. Aish, I'm confused now. I need a moment to think.

P.S. I'll update the photos soon. Lol.

Oh by the way, Jangmi did this for me. Komawo!!


Pabo+Baka=SARANGHAE!!!!



Changmin's one and only baka
8:08 PM



Thursday, March 13, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



Lately, my harddisk is giving me all sorts of problems. Just recently, I wanted to update my harddisk with stuff, but it couldn't be read. Only after countless of times, and countless of threatening thoughts going through my head, my harddisk are able to be read.

And now, my harddisk couldn't be read again. And it's pissing me off. I need to do a showreel for graduation show and it's bad enough that my previous harddisk was corrupted and all my year 2 stuff are gone. Not only that, the family computer in the living room has been reformatted, courtesy of my idiotic younger bro and so all my work is gone.

Thanks soo much, you freaking a** harddisk..I trusted you, I put my faith in you, and this is how you repay me back?! By being sooo temperamental?! Please stop it!! GEUMAN HAE!! CHUSEYO!!




P.S. No wonder babo calls me "baka"...



Changmin's one and only baka
11:17 PM



Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



It's how I've been feeling lately. It doesn't have to rhyme to talk bout what I'm feeling.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm always getting scolded for something I didn't do.
Sometimes, I feel that I'm always the one giving in to people.
I don't really mind that much but, sometimes, too much is too much.


I've always been the girl that's been keeping her emotions in her heart.
I've always been the girl who will smile often and not letting others aware of the pain I'm suffering inside.


Because, keeping my emotions to myself allows me to reflect on my actions.
But, sometimes, keeping emotions to myself can proved to be deadly.


There are times when I feel like screaming, not caring bout what people might think.
There are times where it got so bad that I'll cry to myself for no reasons.


Cause, easy as it looks, it's difficult for me to talk bout the pain I'm feeling.
It'll get so bad that my heart, mind and soul hurts.


I don't wanna be someone whom people can take advantage of.

I don't wanna be.

I'm sick of it.

I bet babo don't even feel this way.



Changmin's one and only baka
2:22 PM



Monday, March 10, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



I know it's been like a week since i last update my blog. Lol. I've been REALLY busy with project.

Monday, 3rd March till Saturday, 8th March.
Reached school earliest 11am. Stayed in school till latest 11pm. So basically, me and my friends have been in school for 12 hours. It got sooo bad that when we chat online, we ended up using words from the script.

Sealed up date was today morning. Burned the rough cut and trailer to let my parents check it out.

Mum was laughing her head off watching the clip. She laughed at my dad who helped act for a while. Hahahahaha. Mum and Dad said it was good, except there was a problem with the sound. Some of the scenes, the volume was kinda low. But we're still gonna reshoot some scenes. So, kwenchanayo.

I'm entirely grateful for having group members whom I can talk to bout anything. I'm glad that we rarely fight cause you know la, I don't like fighting, fighting. Not only that, we're a team. No special positions.

I must have been to engross with our short film. We can actually memorise the entire script. Lol.

I need to go, there's a prob with my harddisk. I'm trying my best not to scold vulgarities but sometimes, it's harder than it sounds.



Changmin's one and only baka
10:07 PM



Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



I'm feeling pissed off at the moment so I'm just gonna post pics of someone who made me smile, laugh, cry at the same time....

Shim Changmin. My one and only PABO.

Guerrilla Date.



His smile has GOT to be the most KAWAII of all!!!


I spy with my little eye the earring on his ears.....and not forgetting the jawline. Lol.


He looks like he's trying not to breathe. Hahahahaa. So dorky. So pabo!! Hehehehe.


He look sooo peaceful...so HOTT...love his hair, love his jawline, love his face. Hahaha.

Happy Together.


He loves doing that pose. And that towel on his head makes him look even more pabo than he already is. Hahahaha.


He was LITERALLY DYING OF LAUGHTER during the show. Hahaha.


Hot, Sweaty Changmin? I like!! Bring it on!!!



He's wearing LIPGLOSS!!!!! He's supposed to do a dare to get out of the sauna. Hahahahaha.

Miraculous Victory and Defeat.



He look like a boy!!! Kawaii desu!!!


Is it possible to just die?! That mismatched eyes!! That smile!! That jawline!! All of it in one picture!! THANK YOU SCREENCAPPERS!!!!


YAH!!! That girl better have her will written out coz I'm gonna get her!! Hahaha. Kidding. He look soo cute playing against his Junsu hyung.


All hail KING SHIM CHANGMIN!! Why is Yunho oppa laughing at the back?! Lol.


That intense gaze of his can melt the coldest heart!! He already melted mine long ago. Hahahaha.


All i can say is I LOVE CHANGMIN'S EXPRESSIONS IN HERE!!! KOMAWO ONCE AGAIN SCREENCAPPERS!!!


It has already been confirmed, I have died and gone to heaven. All thanks to this pic of Changmin. Hahahhahaa.


Changmin has the ability to laugh while rolling on the floor or against the wall. The best thing about this screencap is that not only do I get to oogle at him laughing, but I can oogle at his JAWLINE!!! O_O

Seeing all his pictures made my day. He has the ability to make me forget all my troubles.


I love this photo coz it's Changmin in specs. That's my nerdy pabo!!!


One smexy gif of him can make me have a nosebleed. Lol.

And I can't believe I came home one day to find this particular screencap of Changmin. All I need was a my daily dose of pabo but noooooooooo, I had to see this photo of him........


Looking "GOOD" Changmin!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHHA. He was supposed to beat Park Myung Soo's record for biggest mouth wide open, to leave the sauna. Hahahhahaaha. I almost died from shock when Keva showed me this!!! PABO!!!
Komawo pabo for making my day!!! I think my heart is getting weaker and weaker from spazzing at your face!!! I'm became a fangirl because of you!!! Saranghae!!



Changmin's one and only baka
12:54 AM



Monday, March 03, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



So much to say, so little time. Where to start?
Friday, 29th Feb.
I guess that date will always be special to me coz [I'M NOT ASHAMED TO SAY IT HERE!!!] it's my first date!!! Hahahahhaahaha. Hell yea!! I had my first date on 29th Feb, which is really special coz it only happens once every four years. Lol. Met up with HIM around 3pm. Went Haji Lane since he wants to buy a cap. Went to eat at McDonald's at Suntec. Sat at the fountain till 7pm. Met up with his relatives for bowling at around 9pm. Hahahahhaa. Reached home around 11pm. I had a great time. Lol. Didn't really take much photos.
Saturday, 1st March.
Was supposed to have my first date on this day but HE wants to play soccer with his friends so we pushed it to 29th Feb. But it's ok coz I met up with secondary school friends. Went east coast! Lol. Had a blast just catching up on stuff that's been happening in our life, ate loads of junk food, played frisbee and played with the sea. Hahahaha. There's me, Yati, Fiddy, Ciaying, Ciaying's boyfriend Raihan, Rachel, Rajes and XueJing. Liping was supposed to come but she had a previous engagement. I miss those gals!!! I had soo much fun laughing with them.

The gals and Raihan.

Top two: XueJing[in black] and Ciaying[in white]. Bottom two: Rachel[in white] and Rajes [in green].

Fid[the hip-hop wannabe] and Yati[the hippie wannabe].
Hahahahhaa.
After east coast, went Causeway Point with Yati and Fid. They shopped for clothes while I tried on clothes. Lol. Then went Northpoint alone around 7 plus coz I've received news that Changmin's solo singles is out in stores. But!!! It was sold out. So I left my contact to the lady in charge if they're ordering his solo....aigoo, I'm soo proud of pabo!!! His solo is sold out here in Singapore.
Sunday, 2nd March.
Went out with HIM again. Met HIM at Eunos Mrt Station at around 11plus in the morning. Went to eat breakfast first. Lol. Breakfast was hilarious!!! He did something which is too embarrassing to say it out. Hahahahaha. You had to be there to see what he did!!! Lol. Went to Bedok to take 196 to east coast. Oh yes people, I went east coast again. Hahahhaa. But it was raining. When we reached east coast, it wasn't raining so we rent 2 bikes. Went to the jetty to take some photos when it started to rain. We were caught in the rain. After returning the bikes, we stayed at the bike rental store, since it's still raining.
Left East Coast around 4pm...went Suntec to watch 5:30pm movie "Jumper". Hayden is SOOOOOOOO HOTT!!!!
Met up with his brother and bro's girlfriend for dinner. Then went to someplace to take more photos. Hahahahah.

Too bad I didn't get to push him down. AhPek being crazy!!! Lol. I told you i'll post your photos Achin!!!

Me.
Reached home around 10 plus.
Overall, I had a wonderful weekend. And I know that I've not had my daily dose of Changmin so I watched "Happy Together". Hahahahhaa. Changmin look sooo kawaii!!! So does Junsu oppa!! Hahhahaha...JaeJoong oppa is as crazy as he can be. Yunho oppa sounds soo smexy when he sings. Yoochun oppa has gone too goofy!!! Hahahahaha. Aigoo, I miss my oppa-deul and pabo.
Saranghae oppa-deul and pabo!!!



Changmin's one and only baka
1:50 AM