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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Friday, October 30, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


It's now 5:42am and I just reached my hostel. Hahahhhaa.

Met Jiao, Ajin and Aileen for a consultation with Michael at noon. Then had lunch with them including Alfonsus at Canteen 2. Went to Plaza Singapura to buy presents for the Angel and Mortal game. Hahahhahaha. Was late for dance practise by 30mins. At least I missed warm-ups. HEHEHEHEHHE. Continued with last week's choreo. At the end, revealed ourselves to our Mortals. Hahahhahha. Raz gave me brownies and strawberry sweets. He claimed those helped him during exam period, so he hoped it'll help me too. Hhahaahahaha. He is DAMN SEXY!!!! He danced female dance WAY better than girls. LOL.

Then went to ADM for halloween party around 10pm. Hahahhaha. Kinda had to leave early since meeting the MJs for clubbing. And we had to meet about 10:30pm for the bus to send us to the club. Should have listened to roomie and bring my slippers along. Hahahaha. Legs are aching now. Anyway, went to HOME@Club at Boat Quay. Hahahahhaah. Fun!!! Danced the night away. Though there were times I kept sitting cause of my aching feet, but I had loads of fun. Since I get to dance with my eyecandy. Woooooooo! LOL. Damn cute! I like!! And I took a photo with him. WAHAHAHHAHAHAA. Awesome much! LOL. Took cab back to hostel since one of my friends were wasted.

Had a fun time, and I doubt I'll be going for class later on. It's almost 6am and I'm still not asleep yet after coming back from clubbing1 hour ago. Hahahhahahaah.

Pics are with Angelina and Meishan and probably with a couple of other seniors. Will upload once they've let me know. :)



Changmin's one and only baka
5:42 AM



Monday, October 26, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


to see you when i wake up is a gift
i didn't think could be real
to know that you feel the same as i do
is a three fold utopian dream
you do something to me that i can't explain
so would i be out of line if i said
i miss you

i see your picture
i smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine
you have only been gone 10 days but already i'm wasting away
i know i'll see you again
whether far or soon
but i need you to know
that i care
and i miss you



Changmin's one and only baka
3:08 PM



Friday, October 23, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Dancing always makes me happy. I'm loving MJ peeps more. We're bonding even more now. Going for sharing session tomorrow. Please let eye candy be there! HAHHAHAHAHAHA.

I miss Changmin.

And I miss you. A LOT. LOL. mybedfeelsemptywithoutyounexttome



Changmin's one and only baka
10:58 PM



Sunday, October 18, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!

These past few days made me realise many things/emotions. Made me open up to what I've been hiding. Made me understand what I've been wanting to know. I finally know the answer and I'll be waiting patiently. :)



Changmin's one and only baka
3:10 PM



Friday, October 16, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Editing blocks for 3d at the moment. I really love 2d design now. It's weird cause I came to NTU cause I wanna major in filming. But, Ben's been trying to persuade me to go into photography. And now, ever since Ina commented about my 2d design, I felt that I'm beginning to be more confident about my 2d design.

Thus, I'm beginning to have doubts on what I wanna major in. Oh well, I seriously have to think carefully.

P.S. I'm missing him so much. I wanna hold him tight and never let go.



Changmin's one and only baka
2:28 AM



Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I'm really beginning to love 2D Design. I'm really beginning to love graphics. For the first time, I must get an A for 2D Design.

And I'm still hating Foundation Drawing.



Changmin's one and only baka
4:48 AM



Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I'm loving 12th October 2009. THANK YOU!!! WAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA.



Changmin's one and only baka
1:52 AM



Sunday, October 11, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I just don't know what to think anymore. I don't know what to hope anymore. But, I don't want to give up hoping. Maybe, I should just keep my mouth shut. Cause, the more I talk, the more I'll get disappointed. If I can't be me, then who am I gonna be?

I hate routines. I hate doing the same old thing again and again. Where's the fun in that? I need adventure. I need to explore new environment. I need excitement. Am I supposed to endure the same old routines for the rest of my life?

I don't want sympathy, I don't want anything. I just need a hug and letting me know that everything's gonna be alright.



Changmin's one and only baka
12:40 AM



Sunday, October 04, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


A recollection of things I've done for the past 1 week.

Monday and Tuesday, had dance chalet at Aloha Loyang. It was the BOMB. Really bonded with the members. Thanks to Nina, I started talking with a filipino accent. -_-"

Wednesday, went shopping with roomie for "open house/room". Bought loads of things. I think both of us were too high, due to lack of sleep. Hahahhahah.

Thursday, went for dance practise. Warm up was a killer, as always. But surprisingly, I can do most of it without feeling like giving up. Which means, I'm getting stronger. Wooo. Rushed back to the room after practise for the "open house/room". Turns out, it was a success!!! Love the adorable roomie who did most of the work!!!! ^_^

Friday, met up with Nessa, Rox, Sabna, Debs and Terrance to celebrate Debs's early birthday celebration. Went Sakae Sushi at Tanjong Pagar. Food was delicious. Camwhored like mad after that. Head back to hostel and wait for dad to fetch.

Saturday, went for Iman's open house. I was the earliest among the clique. LOL. Left the place about 11pm. Reached home at midnight. Hahahhahaa.

Sunday, met up with Achin for photoshoot. Went Jurong Point to buy soccer ball for him, then went to the park where he practised juggling, tricks for me to shoot. Went to Coffee Bean after that since we were both sweating from the heat, him from playing soccer, me from taking photos. Hahahhahhahaa. He camwhored with my laptop camera, look at our retarded photos, helped him designed some designs for him.

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Am currently in hostel. Thinking of what to eat. I must lose weight. *the last two sentence totally contradicts.* Can't wait for 10th Oct. Please wear the same colour as me. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.



Changmin's one and only baka
10:33 PM