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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I don't know why, all I wanna do is just post bout Changmin. Hahahahhaa.

I know I've posted this letter before, but I just wanna post it again coz...well, coz I want to.

Dear Changmin,

See how nice I am..Haha. I called you by your real name, instead of the nickname that I gave you. ^_^ Lol. But honestly, I've always wished I could meet you and tell you this. But since I can't, I might as well just say it here. Anyway, moving on.....

There’s something which I really need to get off my chest. I know it might sound crazy but I need to tell you how I feel.

I want to know how it feels like to be loved by you. To be the only girl, beside your mum and sisters, in your heart. To be held tightly by you. To be protected by you.

I want to be comforted by you with your dorky but witty jokes. I kept wishing you were here with me everywhere I go. I wish you were by my side, laughing at my lame jokes, ruffling my hair, hugging me when I’m lonely. I wish you were here to make me happy when I'm having a bad day. I wish you were here to make me laugh when I cry. I wish you were by my side when I'm having a nightmare.

You’re all I think of every day, every hour, every minute and every second. Which is scary as we've never even met! I feel like I've known you forever. And the love that I have for you is not those celebs crushes types. It's more. You bring out the woman in me, the confident woman in me that I’ve always hidden. You make me feel I can do anything I want as long as I set my mind to.

Your heart and personality makes me love you more than your handsome features. I love the way your parents brought you up. I love how humble you are. The shyness in you makes me adore you. I love how honest you are. I love how you are always trying to do your best whenever you’re filming anything, or singing, or dancing. I love how passionate you are about your career. I love how you try not to be cute but always ended up looking cute without you knowing. I love how you will always put others first before yourself. I swear, there are times when I just want to go into the computer screen and just kiss you for being that kind of person.

Before going to sleep every night, I would always think of you. Wondering how you are doing. Wondering if you have looked after your health. Wondering if you had enough rest. I wish I could be with you and say, "Yah pabo, you better eat and rest if you want to keep up your strength!!” I wonder if let's say we meet, will you remember those girls who love you? Will you remember each and every one of those girls who love you? Girls who love you, not for your looks, not for your fame, but for who you are inside. Cause that's how I love you.

Some people might think I'm crazy and totally obsessed but........

You’re the only boy who makes my heart go faster and slower at the same time. You’re the only boy who makes me laugh and cry at the same time. You’re the only boy who I think of every day and every night. You’re the only boy who can make me smile at any random things. You’re my pabo and my drug and I love and am totally addicted to you.

Some people say it's crazy to love a celeb like how I love you. But I’ve never love you as a celeb. I love you as a person. I like Choikang Max Changmin. But I LOVE SHIM CHANGMIN.

Loads of love,
Sha.

P.S. And yea, I'm the baka who loves you too much!

So yea, my feelings were shown in that letter. So pabo, what are you gonna do bout it?! Lol.




Pabo's thinking of me coz he has headphones JUST LIKE ME! heheheheheh...




PIC OF THE DAY



I seriously love a good-looking nerd. ^_^



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:34 PM

Monday, September 29, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I swear, today is DEFINITELY monday bluesssssss...lol...went to work with Noraini and omg...ahahahahaha...Noraini was sitting at the seats and there was someone sitting next to her. That girl was sleeping. Must have been REALLY tired. So she was sleeping, her head was rolling here and there. Noraini was talking to me when suddenly that girl accidentally lie her head onto Noraini's shoulder. Noraini LITERALLY SHOUTED "EH?!" hhahahhahha...I was trying NOT to laugh coz the whole scene was soooooooo comical. Lol...the girl was soo paiseh. Lol..but it's understandable..she must have been really tired.

Another time, Noraini and I saw Timothy Gan from Cleo Bachelor 2005-2006. He's super cute in person! He was with a female companion. So Noraini asked me if I think that's his girlfriend. I said "Hopefully not." She started laughing!! hahahahaha. I think Noraini had too much KURMA!! Lol.

Work today was ok. Haahahha. Continue doing the same thing I did for the past 2 days. Hahahahhaa. I need to finish everything by this week. DIE. Lol. My reputation is at stake!! hAHahahhahha. So anyway, while I was doing the work, I nearly fell asleep. Hahahaha. I went to Noraini's desk and asked for her earphone. Hahahhahaah. I need to do something to keep me awake while I did my work. Lol.

I must survive. I need money. Hopefully, Hari Raya, I'll get money. Hehehehehe. I'll pretend I'm not 21. I don't look like one either. Hahahahaha.

Currently, listening to my boys. Mirotic is smexy as hell. Mirotic=Erotic. Oh yea babey!! Lol. And also currently spamming, no wait, "bitching" with my SHINeeSG girls. Hahahhaahaha. It's a long story. Lol. They're crazy people, hehehh, but love them. AHAHAHHAHAHAH.

Meeting Yassin tomorrow, since it's half day. Hahahahahah. Tomorrow is the LAST DAY of fasting month. NO MORE KURMA!! I only ate 1 kurma throughout the whole month and I don't even wanna taste it again! Lol.




PIC OF THE DAY


I love you and all your ridiculous expressions cause they made my day all the time.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
10:16 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


It's funny how I can be sick on my first day on the job. Oh and yea, today is my second day, where I can, FINALLY, use the internet. But too bad, I can't go online since this isn't my desk. Oh yea, I'm actually HALF working, HALF blogging. BEST!! Lol.

Oh, and where am I working? Hhahaha. I guess it's a MUST for the whole family to be working there, be it part time or full time. Hahahaha. I'm working part time at NTUC Income. No, Sarah, it's not the NTUC Shopping Mart. Lol. The pay's ok..50 bucks per day. Oh well, just something to do to pass my time. At least now, money is coming in. Hahahahaha. Loads of things to buy! But first, must pay back Constance! Hahahahahah.

I guess, my forte will be Microsoft Excel instead of Adobe After Effects. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. For the past 2 days, I've been given work task that needs to be done in Microsoft Excel. Well, thank god my cousin's working with me. Thank god she recommend me to her supervisor. Hahahaha. Had to deal with policy numbers, some payment listings. Hahahah. It sounds kinda cool when I come to think of it. Heheheheh.

Well, yesterday working was ok. I even worked through my lunch hour. See how enthusiatic I am!! *in actual fact, it's cause I'm fasting. If not, I would have gone for lunch!! Lol.* But overall, it was ok. My supervisor said I'm a fast worker. Hahahhaa. And they even gave me compliments. Lol. These are their ACTUAL words! "Wah, Noraini, your cousin pretty." And they were given by females. Lol. So err ya. I shall tell that to Yassin! He's sure gonna tease me! Hahahahhaaha.

Had dance training after work yesterday. Lol. Those 2 guys are seriously driving me crazy with their nonsense!! Hahahhaha. Gonna miss them once they both go army. Well, Farid still has probably a year to go. But Haja, he'll go in army, most probably, in December. So gonna miss him!! My dancing buddies!! Hahahhaah.

Thank god my flu is getting better this very minute. Hopefully, tomorrow will be aok! Hahaha. Despite being sick, I'm sooo happy!! Hahahah...there's a reason why! And I'm not gonna say it till I got it!! Hahahahahah.

Ok, have to continue working now. I've been slacking too much. I should not lose my reputation as a fast worker! Fast but accurate! Hahahaha.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
3:11 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!
The urge to blog about my life is getting lesser and lesser as the days goes on. And the urge to post pics of pabo and the rest of the oppa-deul gets higher and higher.
Had dinner with my cousins on 20th Sept. Ate at MacKenzie. The food was ok, didn't really finish it off. Yassin came along, despite the fact that he's NOT one of the cousins. HAHAHAHAHAAH. All of us catched up on loads of things. Many things were revealed. Hahahhaha...Took loads of photos. Of course, when you have Farnie with you, there's bound to be loads of photos since she's my camwhore twin! Hahahahha.

I love you guys! And I hate my bangs!
And hello to the guy in cap for coming to the dinner! Hahahahahaha. You were being grilled by my cousins! Don't say I didn't warn you!
PIC OF THE DAY

The GODS are BACK!

Yes, pabo's back. He's back with a new hairstyle, a new height and a new attitude! And he wants everyone to know that!



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:33 AM

Friday, September 19, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



Why? Why oh why must it be this way? Yesasia, why? It's bad enough that I can't preorder since I don't have a credit card, BUT, why must you torture me this way?

It's bad enough that DBSK's 4th album will be coming out in 2 versions. Version 1 will have CD+60pgs photobook whereas Version 2 will have CD+DVD. BUT why must you torture me by having a DOUBLE DEAL?! WHY? Why must you torture me by having a promotion?! And WHY MUST YOU TORTURE ME BY HAVING A DOUBLE DEAL AT A GOOD PRICE?!

Do you have any idea HOW HARD it is for me to get those? I'm still wishing to buy my 2 "A Week's Holiday" Photobooks and T Tour Concert DVD, and now, you've come up with a DOUBLE DEAL?!

A DOUBLE DEAL where Version 1 and 2 cost $43.86!!! I want it soo badly!!

I need a credit card OR I need SOMEONE who can loan me their credit card. *sigh*



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
1:27 AM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I think I just died and gone to heaven. DBSK are making a comeback soon with their 4th new album and sooo I'm anticipating their return. But I guess, the boys HAD to do it with STYLE! Hahahah. The preview of their new single from their 4th new album is out, MIROTIC, and it's sooooo smoking hott!! I swear, I can.not.BREATHE at all! If the preview is already making loads of girls hyperventilating, I wonder what's gonna happen to us girls when the ACTUAL MV comes out?!

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I have died and gone to heave after seeing all these caps and gifs!! Hahahaaha. I LOL-ed at pabo's expression during their group dance BUT he looks FREAKINGLY GORGEOUS during his solo part with the water.

Their mv preview: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7WS8JnZSOAo add &fmt=18 for HQ.

I can sleep in peace now! Lol.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:33 PM



Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!




Monday, 15th Sept 2008.

Went out with Yassin to watch Babylon A.D at Lido. Initially, I wanted to watch Wall-E but SOMEONE said the movie was boring! Then, that same SOMEONE wanted to watch Mirrors, *despite the fact that he knows I don't like watching scary, horror movies.* but thankfully, it will aired on Sept 18th. Hahahahhahahaha.

Anyway, Babylon A.D was ok. I love the way the director starts the movie. Love the camera angles. But the movie was kinda short. We thought that since it started at 3pm, it would end around 5pm. But, it ended around 4:30pm. Hahahahhahaha.

Since there's still time before Yassin had to meet his friends to break fast, we walked around Heeren. Around 5plus, I left and he left to meet his friends.


I swear, these next few days, it's gonna be full for me! Hahahhaha. Later on, meeting my friend to buy stuff for people. Wed, meeting my cousin for movie and another cousin to break fast together. Thursday and Friday, I have dance. Saturday, I'm meeting the cousins to break fast together again. Hahahhahaha. But oh well, at least I have something to do instead of staying at home all the time. But unfortunately, money doesn't come in. Oh well...

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PIC OF THE DAY


Heard that this will be their album cover for their new album! Wooooo! Total hottness! Nice abs Yunho oppa! I can faint from this picture! Hahahha.


The leader who always looks out for his members, Uknow Yunho.


The oldest and the eomma in the group, Youngwoong JaeJoong.


The romantic namja who looks hott playing the piano, Micky Yoochun.


The cute and innocent dolphin who thinks he has charisma, Xiah Junsu.


My pabo. The magnae in the group who loves to eat and bullies his hyungs, Choikang Changmin. And he's the one whom I love the most. *mianhe oppa-deul!*



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
10:58 AM