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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Friday, November 23, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Ok, i'm guessing i need to change myself. So from right now, i'm not gonna be who i present to the world. I'm gonna be me.
Rule:
1. No more being selfish. There are other people out there who suffers more than me.
2. Smile always. Hahahaha. That can be easily done.
3. Make myself more useful at home. I'm sure my parents, especially my mum, will love to know this. Hahahha.
4. Be more filial to my parents. I love my parents. I really do. I just feel that maybe, i've not been giving them the respect that they deserve. Sorry mum and dad.
5. Bond more with my little dongseng. I've not been talking much with my brother. I miss my bro. Where's our regular fights? Hahahaha.
6. Be more holy. I know i'm not that holy and i'm trying to change it.
7. Do more dancing and singing. I feel that there's more for me to learn and i've always love dancing and singing.
8. No more vulgarities. Yea. Hahahaha. I'm gonna stop saying all those vulgarities. Hahahhahaah. Why? Coz i wanna be a good girl now. More holy


That's about it. Hahaha..if there's more, i'll repost again. Anyway, there's this audition for SM Entertainment in Malaysia and i wanna go.

Who or what is SM Entertainment? SM Entertainment is a major talent agency, producer and publisher of Korean pop music that was founded by Lee Soo Man. Initially, "SM" was an abbreviation of the agency founder's name, Soo Man, but now stands for Star Museum, alluding to the popularity of SM Entertainment's singers in South Korea. Best known to have been once the home of "legendary groups" H.O.T., S.E.S., and Shinhwa, the company's current CEO is Kim Young Min. SM Entertainment also co-publishes Avex Trax releases for Japanese artists such as Ayumi Hamasaki, Namie Amuro and Koda Kumi. SM Entertainment recently celebrated its ten-year anniversary with a party on February 15, 2006.
Hahahaha...ok that was totally copy and paste from a web. Not only do i really want to be part of that company, DBSK was also from that company. Hehehe. Imagine being colleagues with them!!! Oh it'll be like a dream come true!!





Oh god...i so wanna go.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
1:17 PM

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

I know this is kind of sudden but i've been thinking about it for quite sometime. It hurts just thinking about it, but it can't be helped.

I'm gonna stop liking him. I don't wanna wait and hope like some pathetic girl. I don't wanna get hurt again. Even though he did talk to me, but it's barely enough to fill one whole page. Ever since his assessment ended, he's been like this. I don't wanna think anymore. I don't wanna miss him anymore. It hurts. He doesn't know anything and i don't wish for him to know. It's hard for me to make this decision but i have to take it. I might change my mind but not now i guess. I know i'm being dramatic but please understand how i'm feeling.

I'm sorry, J. I don't understand why you're behaving that way. I wish i knew why.












Oh damn it, i can't do this. I still miss him.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
9:42 PM



Baka and her Pabo;

I'm soo confused now. I don't know what to do. Right now, all i can say is, i hope our relationship gets better. It sucks not talking to you. It sucks cause we're not even fighting. What's going on? You claimed nothing's wrong, but then why do our friends asked whether we've been fighting or not? Why do others see the difference in the way you treated me recently but not you? What happen to us? I just wanna know the answers. I hate not knowing what's going on. What happen to our friendship? Is there no answers?



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
8:52 AM

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

I've not been blogging for quite sometime. Been busy with projects. Yesterday was the seal off date for all our projects and something happen to one of my group project work on the day before. The damn computer hang before i managed to burn the work into a cd. Unfortunately, it was already 5 plus, almost 6 and we had to leave the school at 6 due to some curfew by the school. I shed a few tears, as i felt dejected, not knowing what to do. Thanks to a few friends who consoled me, i thought of redoing it again. So Jason gave me After Effects and Premier Pro software since i didn't have it.

By then i was feeling stress up and when i'm stress or nervous, i tend to talk about random stuff and just being plain annoying. Jason had to suffer that. *Awww...sorry Jason!* Iman had to suffer being punched. I punched him so as to relieve stress. I asked his permission though. *Sorry Iman* Haha. Serene and Jason were planning to stay over Ming Hui's house to do their projects. Ming Hui was abit reluctant about me staying over at his house as his girlfriend don't really allow girls going over. The rest were like, "Serene is a girl too." He's like, "Ya but my girlfriend knows Serene." Jason suddenly said "Tell your girlfriend Sha's my girlfriend." All this while, they were talking in Chinese, but i sort of understand abit. So when he said that, i turned to them and asked "what did you say?" in a blur, innocent sort of way. I was pretending i didn't know what they were talking about. While walking to McD, i asked Jason again what they said. He explained to me about Ming Hui saying his girlfriend not allowing girls going over his house. Then i asked again, "What did YOU say then?" He started smiling impishly*not sure how to explain the way he smiled* and said "Nothing." Hahahaha. I was actually blushing inside.

On the way to Serene's house*she need to get some stuff first*, both Jason and I got teased by our so-called friends. Haha. Damn Ming Hui, Serene, Iman and Wei Quan. I should have gotten used to it by now as they've been teasing the both of us months ago.

Then went to Ming Hui's house to stay over and finished up our project. There's 3 of us at his house. Me, Jason and Serene. We did our work while listening to the same song over and over again, all thanks to Ming Hui and his current obsession with Corrine May. He slept around 3 plus in the morning. Both Jason and I slept around 5 plus. Serene slept around 6. Hahahaha. We woke up around 8 plus. Took the cab to school.

Hahahahhaa....finally everything is done. I'm happy. I can relax.

P.S. I wanna apologize to a few people. You guys know who you are. I'm sorry for everything. I hope you can forgive me. I hope our friendship won't jeopardize



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
3:30 PM