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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Sunday, May 30, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I miss you, you crazy, stupid boy.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
10:38 PM



Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Hi anyone?



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
3:08 PM

Monday, May 24, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Secondary school photos of me and classmates. ENJOY! LOL.


Sec 1. I was a nerdy 13-year-old kid. LOL.


Sec 2. Ugly hair, fat. Hahahha.


Sec 3. I went through the BAD HAIR year. LOL.


Sec 3. Informal. My poor hair. Hahaha.


Sec 4. I was 16-years-old. Hahahahah. Still fat and bad hair. Hahahahah.


Sec 4. Informal. Revenge from last year. LOL.

Unfortunately, I wasn't in the class photo when we were in Sec 5 cause I was sick. :( Sad!! Hahahahhah. I miss those times! :)




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
4:03 PM

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Now that I'm back at my old workplace, there's been tons of work to do. There isn't enough time to actually stop and relax. It's been work after work after work. I can't complain though. I needed the money. I probably came at the right time. There's currently a conversion from POGIS to CEGIS and I'm in charge of calling up the policyholders and letting them know that we've already received their forms and that we'll be sending them a certificate in late July. Most of the policyholders that I've talked to were friendly. Some were, erm, too NICE that I feel like forcing my hand down their throat, grab hold of their heart, pulled it out and watch them suffer in agony while I hold onto their beating heart. Ok, too sadistic. ANYWAY, like I said, I probably came at the right time cause they needed extra help with the conversion. So I'll be working till 16th August. Most of the staffs there were like "Hey, you're back!!" when I went to work on Monday.

Somehow, with all the work that I've been getting, it feels as though I was never gone from Income. I'm back to repairing the printer when the papers got stuck, I'm back to getting the papers for the printer when there's no more papers, I'm back to wearing the long black ugly pants that I had since we're not allowed to wear jeans, I'm back to "fighting" with the morning crowd for a space in the train early in the morning. I could have trade it all for sleep and relaxation, but money conquers all.

I need money to buy a present for Yassin. He hinted, ok no, he WANTS me to get him either an ipod touch, ipod classic or bag. Mind you, all three are EXPENSIVE. He's currently "persuading" me to buy him an ipod touch. LOL. Not only that, my brother has hinted that he wants me to buy him a bag at Leftfoot. He asked if I can pay 100 bucks while he pays the remaining 30 bucks. I haven't even gotten my pay yet and they're all asking me for stuff. Hahaha. I'm thinking of doing something fun for Yassin on his birthday. I'm just not sure what.

Lately I've been keeping my feelings deep inside me. I haven't been honest about my feelings to anyone. I'm not used to talking about the problems that I'm facing. I'm not used to talking about the emotions that I'm feeling. And I know that even if I do talk about it, it's never gonna get the results that I want.

But I do know one thing. Everyday before I go to sleep, I miss you. Everyday after I woke up, I think of you. Everyday when I'm lonely, I want you. And everyday when I'm with you, I love you. And I know it's still too early to say anything about our future but I hope that it'll last. :)

Ok, I miss Changmin now. I shall go and watched AADBSK 3 before sleeping. :)



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:52 AM

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Am currently working to get some money during the holidays. Thus, I'm too tired to blog about anything. Will probably blog during the weekend. :) Nothing much happened except that I'm back at my old workplace again. There's so much work this time that I even had to do OT during my first day. But it's nice to be back.

And now, I need my well-deserved sleep. LOL.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:11 PM

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

I'm sorry for being such a pain in the ass. It's always been hard for me to express myself emotionally. I just wish you could see that.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
1:09 AM

Sunday, May 09, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



How do I spend my free-from-uni-life-till-end-of-august weekend?

Yesterday, Mariam and Mel helped to return my keys to the office since my last paper starts at 2:30pm. Then rushed to Lim Chu Kang Camp 1 to see Yassin's ORD Parade. He looks damn hot. I'm bias. :) His friends were shocked that his girlfriend is a chinese. Wahahahhaha. Kinda pity that I didn't bring my camera. I didn't know that I would end my paper earlier than expected. Initially, I was only planning on fetching him after his parade ends cause I ended my paper at 5pm. But turns out I can leave after I finish writing, so I left earlier. After the whole thing ended, we called for cab and cabbed back to his house. His parents is nice. Hahahhaha. Chatted with them, with me trying my best to reply in malay. LOL. He then sent me to Marsiling since I'm meeting my dad for dinner there. Had a good talk with my dad about loads of stuff. Kinda like a father-daughter bonding time.

Today, I woke up late and started unpacking my stuff that I brought back from the hostel. Was amazed at how many stuff I had from the 1 year that I've lived in the hostel. Had a little trouble looking for space to put my stuff. Ended up putting most of my stuff in the storeroom. I even put some books under the bed too. LOL. Went out to meet Yassin around 6plus in the evening. Then we met Iman and Zima at Cineleisure since the both of them were watching a movie. Had dinner at Taka before going back home. Planning on going cycling and hiking this coming sat. Hahahahhaha. Might be meeting Iman and Hafifi on monday. I need to go back school to pay for my application fee for hostel for next semester and to give my lecturer artwork.

It's Mothers Day today. I would like to wish my mum a Happy Mother's Day. Mummy, I know I haven't exactly been the best daughter yet, and I know the number of times where you had to nag at me for not listening to you. I'm sorry and I want you to know that no matter what I say, no matter how many times I've argued with you, no matter how many times I've been stubborn, no matter how many times I've throw my tantrum, and no matter how many times I've made you cry, thank you for loving me. Thank you for loving me and all my flaws. I can never thank you enough. I love you Mummy.



Ok, I know I have tons of pictures of my mum but I didn't want to put the unglam pics of her. LOL. Love you mummy. :)



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:32 AM

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!!


I'm back in my hostel. Spending the last night here before I'm being "thrown out" due to YOG. Hahahahaha. Parents came over to help pack most of my stuff. There's still a few more to go. Have to return the keys by Friday. My last paper is on friday, about 2:30pm. After that, I'M FREE for 4 months. Hahahahahahah. Hoping to get a job at my old workplace. It's boring but at least there's income. I haven't taken down my pictures yet. I'm so gonna miss my roomie. I hope that if I'm able to get a room when school reopens, I wanna have her as my roomie again.




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:30 PM