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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Saturday, August 30, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


It hurts.


Soo badly.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:45 PM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



Just got this from Jays's blog.


OH MAI GAHD!!! What has happened to my pabo?! HAHHAHAHAHAHA. Omo, he looks sooo kawaii!! I bet Jae oppa and Chun oppa must have SPIKED his drink!! Lol. But, pabo should be like this more. He's making me go "AAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIEEEE" in the middle of the night.


All I can think of was pabo and headphone.....lol......I have headphones too!! Ok, I know, lameeee...hahahhaha...love his headphone, love his shirt, love his arm...well, technically, love all of him. Hehehhhee.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
3:06 AM



Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Watched Army Daze on Sunday on Arts Central. Brings back good memories of the film. It was aired in 1996. God, I was only 9 years old. Hahahhaah. I remembered watching it and wondering why in the world a guy acts like a girl. Hahahha. Yea, Kevin Verghese, the HOTT and CUTE actor who played Kenny, the guy who is, well, VERY feminine. Back then, I don't even know what gay means. Hahahhaa. Hey, I was only 9! Lol.

I can remember soo clearly that there's a scene where they were supposed to be camouflage themselves with leaves or whatever and Kenny designed his with flowers. Hahahhaha.

The film is actually based on the National Service experience by a group of enlistees in the Singapore Armed Forces.

Back then, I thought the film was AWESOME! Well, now, it's still as awesome but ever since I majored in Audio Video Production, I spotted a couple of mistakes that the production crew shouldn't have made. Hahahhaah. For example, in a couple of scenes, I spotted the boom mike. HAHAHHAHAHA. There's no continuity either. But then again, who am I to judge? I'm just a 21-year-old girl who is currently slacking at home and dancing. I'm supposed to look for a JOB!! Lol.

Anyway, it's such a blast watching that film again. One of the BEST Singaporean Classic film! Hahhaah. And when I watched that, I thought of him. Hahahhhaha. Wondering how he's surviving right now at his field camp at Tekong. Lol. And I'm wondering how my younger brother will fare during his stint in NS later on when his time comes. Hahhahahahaha...goodness, I bet mummy will be crying and wishing him NOT to leave. But, I think she'll be GLAD. Lol.

Oh well, it'a 2:40am now and I just saw that there's Army Daze on youtube. Oh yea, I'm spazzing over Army Daze now. Thanks Arts Central for making me reminisce those times.

Dhool 2008 Wildcard, 4'Dee Krew is COMING!!




PIC OF THE DAY

Whoever drew this, I just wanna say....GOMAWO!!!! Pabo look sooo cute!!



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:14 AM

Friday, August 22, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Like I promise....here's the photos.....

15th August 2008. - Celebration of my birthday with my family.


The birthday gal *coughmecough* with Mummy looking sooo funny. Hahah. She's dying to eat my ice cream. Hehehhee. Note that I have 2 spoons with me. Lol. One is for pabo. Hahahaha.


What we had. My bro HAD to ruin the pic with his POSE. Lol.


I tried to do Crown J oppa's "A!" Lol. My bro had no idea what I was doing.


Uncle and Dad.


Mum and Aunt.


Me, Kak Noraini and my annoying bro, Danial. Lol.

Our Crazy Moments of Cam-Whoring. Lol.



16th August 2008. - Convocation.





I love all these people and I'm so thankful that they came into my life and brought soo much joy and happiness.

PIC OF THE DAY


It's so rare to see him camwhoring by himself.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
3:11 PM



Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Been wanting to go gym but when I think about the money that I have to spend, *cough$2.50forgymand$10totopupez-linkcardcough* I think I rather jog at the park near my house. Hahahaha. Stingy, I know. I rather save money than using it. Thus, that explains why I'm sitting here in my room, being hungry, there's no food at home, *there ARE food BUT I don't know how to cook soooooo* and I STILL WON'T go down to Cheers or coffeeshop to get some food. That shows how STINGY I am with money. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. So I'll resort to waiting for my parents to come home and probably just asked them to buy food for me. Hehehehehhe. And to think, Mum just gave me money yesterday. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. So it's not like I don't have enough.

But it's cause, I've already spent $5 on food yesterday and so I don't wanna spend more. Hehehehehhe. So anyway, met up with Yati yesterday to return our gown that we loaned for convocation. Hahhhahah. Then went Sarah's Place to eat. Went to Bugis Village to take out the red streaks of hair that's on my hair. Hahahahah. Then went to Bugis Junction to buy presents for CiaYing. Hahahaha. Our theme for getting her presents is "Princess". So we bought stuff that are related to Princess theme. But of course, the main present will be the BEST of all. Hehehehehhe. We're sharing the presents with Fiddy and Peiling. So total will be 4 people.

Ciaying's birthday celebration is tomorrow. Hhahahaha. Can't wait!! I've not seen her for quite a few months already.

Then, Yati had to leave around 6:30pm, I went to Lavender to meet up with Iman, Wei Quan and Gavin. Wei Quan, Gavin and I were supposed to fetch Iman from Lavender Mrt. Iman seems to think he's "KING". Psh...whatever!! Hahahha. Went to Clark Quay. But we went to some restaurant called Fisherman something..can't really remember. All I know is that they sold FREAKING EXPENSIVE FISH AND CHIPS!! I AIN'T JOKING!! It's freaking expensive!! And being me, I didn't buy the food. Hahahahha. Total with drinks cost $8.50. The fish and chips cost $6.50 so that means the drink cost $2!! THAT'S LIKE DAYLIGHT ROBBERY!!! And guess what, the drink is actually just canned drinks. Hahahhaha. WTF?! Lol.

So anyway, after the boys ate, went to sit by the river and just talked bout random stuff. Hahhaha. I swear, the boys are crazy. Hahahaha. Went home around 9:30pm. Thank god mum was asleep by the time I reached home. Hahahahha.

Thanks to my BFF and BFF2 for the EARLY EARLY MORNING CHAT just now. Hahahhaa. I always thought I was ready to tell him, but when I come to think of it, I'm not. Not at the moment. I was still feeling confused but that confusion is slowly fading away. Soon, I might be able to accept my feelings and proceed from there. I've never been good at expressing my feelings, so it will take a little time for me to fully open up. I'm trying my best and hopefully, when I do open up, I hope he'll express his feelings too.

Ok, so anyway, honestly, this post is actually for photos, but then, I started typing and wooooooooosh...the post became to long to post pics. Hahahah. So I'll post pictures in the next entry. Hahhhahah.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:45 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Currently, I'm not in the mood to blog. Don't ask me why. I'll be back, I promise. I have TONS of pics to share. Hahahahhaha. So many events happened and I have barely enough time to savour those moments. I just need a moment to be free and happy.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
3:26 PM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



Happy birthday to me!!

I turned 21!! *damn.*

Still feeling YOUNG. Lol.

I shall post pics of pabo since it's MY birthday, so NO ONE can protest bout it. Lol.

What Changmin gives me for my birthday. Love that pabo.


First, he decided to do a REALLY AEGYO look since I've always loved him acting DORKY. Lol.


Then, he baked me cookies with a LOT OF HELP from JaeJoong oppa BUT, he decided to eat my cookies just for me. *as if I don't have any teeth....* Lol.


Then, he tries to win some game money so that he can buy me stuff, IN HIS GAME....but I prefer REAL cash. Hahahaha.


So now, he's wondering what he should do. How he can prove his LOVE for his baka *which is me, btw. Lol.*


Finally, he knew what to get for me.


That way, pabo will always be in my HEART.

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Changmin: Yah, baka, so what do you think of my present for you?

When I told him how much I love it and how he will always be in my heart, he began to feel shy.

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Changmin: *blushing* Aish....

Pabo wants to thank me and say some cheesy words but unfortunately.....

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He bang his teeth with his mic.

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He started laughing...

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He has NEVER felt sooo EMBARRASSED before. Lol.

And so..to cover up his embarrassment, he decided to sing me a song as I end this post. Lol.

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Changmin: Song for youuuuuuuuuuu................



P.S. Can I have Changmin for my birthday?


Gomawo Rosa Eomma for this!! Saranghae!!



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:18 AM

Monday, August 11, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


GIRL FACTS ---

When a girl is mean to you after a break-up…she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever!

when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile

When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, she wants you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind..

When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply,,

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine

When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games

When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future

When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that

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GUY FACTS ---

When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet, he's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few minutes he means it

When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do

When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world

When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday, he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

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I can't help but think of you. And I feel sooo cliche.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:49 AM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!




Yati, Iman, Yassin, Ida, Din, Atiqah, Hafifi....honestly, I LOVE YOU GUYS LA!!! Lol. JEONGMAL SARANGHAMNIDA!!!

9th Aug, Saturday.

Met up with Yassin first around 4pm at Bugis. He actually wanted to buy some NIKE stuff since he has $20 NIKE voucher. But in the end, he didn't buy. Then since we're supposed to meet the rest of the gang around 5pm, both of us walked, YES PPL WE ACTUALLY WALKED FROM BUGIS ALL THE WAY TO LAVENDER DESPITE THE FACT THAT IT'S ONLY ONE STATION AWAY!! The reason why was because we knew the rest of them will be late and so we didn't wanna reached there on time. Unfortunately, we're still early. Hahahha. And we're both freaking hungry. I didn't eat breakfast, that's why. Hahahha.

Finally they reached around 5plus. Went Beach Road to eat. Din treated us drinks. *Thanks Din!! Lol.* I ate Hokkien Mee. Hahahhaa. As usual, hanging out with them was sooo fun. Lol. Crazy bunch of people. After we ordered food, Yassin needs to go buy his stuff for awhile. And thanks to the rest of my DEAR friends, they made me followed him.

We left Beach Road around 6plus. We wanted to go to Marina Square but somehow we got separated. Yassin, Iman and Ida was separated from us. The place was REALLY packed!! I know how sardines felt now. Lol. Somehow, only me, Yati, Hafifi, Atiqah and Din got to watch the fireworks. It was WOW!!! Din was like "Sha, you're like a small kid, ah." HAHAHHAHAA...I was soo happy when during the fireworks. I was like clapping my hands!! And there's tons of red colour and all I could think of was DBSK, Cassiopeia!! Hehehhehee. But, it's kinda sad that the other 3 couldn't watched as they were somewhere else and could only hear the sound of the fireworks.

Then met up with them at Secret Recipe at Suntec. Turns out, all of them were planning a surprise birthday celebration for me!! Hehehehhe...honestly, I kinda suspected it since Yati won't show me what she brought in her BHG bag. Hahhaha. But I was still surprised, nevertheless. And thanks to Yassin and Iman for coming up with the idea of decorating the brownie cake with "Happy Birthday Miss Yap". Miss Yap?!?!?! Hahahahaha. I knew it had to be their idea since only them and Yati calls me that sometimes. Lol. And thanks once again to Yassin for smearing the cream on my hair!! I knew they were planning to smash my face with the cake but I kept my distance away from the cake. Hahahhaha. Unfortunately, my hair didn't survive. Lol. Well, just a few strands of hair that got the cream. Lol. Left the place around 10pm. Iman and Ida left early and they paid for everything!! Thanks Iman and Ida!! Hehhehehee.

Went home with Yassin, Yati and Din. Took the REALLY long way home since Yati didn't wanna go home yet. Lol. Reached home around 11:30pm. Thank god mum didn't make sooooooooo much noise since I've explained to her that my friends were giving me a surprise birthday celebration. Mum actually laughed when I showed her the pics. Lol.

I had a great time yesterday during National Day. We should do this again soon!! Hahahahha. I really miss them soo much, especially a certain someone. Lol. Well, I don't miss Iman since I've been seeing him the most nowadays. Hahahahaha.

I actually wanted to post something bout Dhool since I just reached home from Dhool quarterfinals. But this post is getting too long already so I decided to post bout Dhool next time. In the meantime, pls enjoy the pics. HAHAHAHHAHAHA.


Thanks ah for the "Miss Yap". Hahahha.


Thanks Yassin for RUINING a PERFECTLY NICE PICTURE. Lol.


The brownie cake that made me laughed my head off!! Hahahahha. Miss Yap?!!!? Lol. Why?!?! Hahahaha. Waeyo...
And I'm missing him.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
1:13 AM

Monday, August 04, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



Just got back from dance practise. Hahahhaa. Finally, I have the tickets for our quarter finals. So gonna ask loads of friends to come and support us. Hahaha. Oh and our fans will be waving RED bandanas!!!! I'm soo estatic!! Coz that's DBSK balloon colour!! Cassiopeia is RED. Aigoo...it's like DBSK will be with me on Sunday!! Lol. We're gonna have a photoshoot on Wed so that our fans can wave our banners. Lol. Omo...I'm like soo excited and I'm not even dancing for quarterfinals. Lol.

I'm actually the actual member for 4'Dee Krew. But since our 2 reserves wanna try and dance in an Indian dance competition, both Alvin and I decided to let them take our spots just for the quarterfinals. I understand how they feel. Lol. But thankfully, both of them are good dancers too. So Haja, Farid, Sharina, Connie and Kelvin *Kelvin & Connie are both our 2 reserves.* will be dancing. Do anticipate the dance coz it's not something that you'll see. Hahahhaha.

Omo...I can't wait for 9th Aug. National Day. And I'm meeting up with ROCK.ED cast and crew. Aigoo...I've not seen most of them since our last meeting which was like 1 or 2 months ago. Miss them soo much. Gonna go watch fireworks. Not sure where. Either Esplanade or Marina Square. Hahaha.


PIC OF THE DAY




OH MAI GAHD!! I think I'm going weak in the knees. My pabo!!!



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:46 PM

Friday, August 01, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



Woke up today, called Universal Display to politely reject the job offer. I can't take it. They want to pay me $1,300 despite the fact that I'm a diploma holder. The salary rate was supposed to be $1,600, so they're like trying to make use of me. Anyway, Dad's helping me asked his friend for a job at MediaCorp. So hopefully, I'll get the job.

Thursday, 31th July.

Went to play soccer with Yati and Fiddy. Hahaha. Actually, we met around 10am to eat breakfast at NYP McDonald. Hahahha. Went to play soccer after that at a basketball court near our secondary school. Lol. It was fun! Have not seen them for soo long now! I miss them sooo much!! Lol. Fiddy's starting school on Aug 4th at NTU. Lucky her!! If not, I would have gone to the same school with her!! Hahahahhaa. Oh well, will see her next year if I do get into NTU.

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Supposed to meet with ROCK.ED cast and crew this coming sat but most of them couldn't make it. So will definitely meet them on Aug 9th, national day, to chill and watch fireworks. Hahahaha. Can't wait!! I actually bought a top just for that day! Hahahhaha.


Me, looking totally BAKA!! Cristiano Shariante.


Yati. Once an andersonian, always an andersonian. Lol. Yatihan Mansas.


Fiddy. Too bad her "bro" went back after beating Singapore 3-0. Lol. Ronaldhi Fitriano.



IN ACTION


Yati.


My fav pic. Fiddy air-kicked the ball. Hahahaha.













PIC OF THE DAY


I just LOVE pabo's expression.




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:25 PM