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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Saturday, February 27, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to gray
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away

I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're coming back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name
I can't take the distance

I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name
I can't take the distance

I'd breathe fire and I'd be free
To be by your side, I'd do anything
I can't take the distance

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That's how much you mean to me

Cause I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name
I can't take the distance

Anymore.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:33 AM

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!



I miss going crazy over you. :)

Have not been blogging lately. Kinda lazy. LOL. Anyway, had tons of fun on Saturday. Went Botanical with ROCK.ED. It was my first time. Hahahahahhaha. Was planning on drawing but somehow, hanging out with ROCK.ED, I tend to get distracted. Walked around Botanical Garden, explored places that I never knew. Wanna go there again with HIM. :D Hehehehehheehe.

Inter Hall dance competition is less than 24 hours. And I'm still not asleep. Need energy. Must buy red bull. LOL. Must drink 3 cans of red bull to make me high and energized.

Going zoo this coming saturday with ROCK.ED again. But Yassin may or may not be able to make it. :( Really wanna go with him though. But I'm scared he might be too tired after doing guard duty on Friday.

Next week's, school's on a break. Thank god. I have tons of drawing YET to be done. 100 sketches. O_O I'm dying soon.

Pictures from Botanical Garden trip will be uploaded soon. Still waiting for Iman to email the pictures to me so that I can edit it. :)



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
3:39 AM

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Went to my late chinese grandmother's grave in the morning. Saw dad standing by her picture at the cemetery, it got me tearing abit. He looked so alone. It used to be my family and my chinese relatives who would visit the grave. But now, most of them are in Canada and Malaysia, thus leaving my dad and my older uncle in Singapore. And honestly, among my chinese cousins, both my brother and I are often the ones visiting the grave. I rarely see them visiting the grave. Kinda wondered what would happened in the future.

Had reunion dinner with family. Dad asked me to bring Yassin along. His first time experiencing the chinese side of my family. Was supposed to go to my uncle's house for the dinner but Mum's afraid that Yassin might not be used to it and won't eat that much, thus we had the reunion dinner at home. My family and him. LOL. Although Dad did told him that he'll have to come for next year's reunion dinner at my uncle's place. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH. Have to teach him how to use a chopstick. Wahahahhaa. Dinner was fun. The food wasn't that bad. Hahahaha. I'm actually kinda glad that he came cause my parents are approving of him. I've told them about us both. Hahahahaha.

I still remember this time 2 years ago.

"I'm not sure what the big hype is about on Feb 14th. It's just an ordinary day except things are a LITTLE expensive. I don't see the point on having guys declare their love for their girlfriends on Valentine's day. What's wrong with any other day?

But then, Feb 14th can also be considered as a special day, can be grouped together with special occasions like, birthdays, anniversaries. It's a special day where there's love all around.

Hypocrite, aren't I? Lol. Well, the reason for me feeling this way is due to the fact that I've not had a single relationship once in my life. So I can be excused for feeling this way. BUT...........

As I watched couples walking passed me with bouquets of flowers, I can't helped thinking, wishing that I was one of them. I can't helped but wished I could be walking down the streets with my pabo, having the time of our lives. Cliche, I know, but I can't helped but feel this way."

It's weird how I'm now able to celebrate it this year but then I didn't really wanna. What's the point? Why show extra love to your other half just for that one day when you could have done it any other day? That's even more special than doing it on Valentine's Day. It IS nice to receive something but I doubt I'll go ballistic over it if I don't get anything. Hahahahhaha. My boyfriend saying he loves me on a random day is much more romantic than him saying it on Valentine's Day. :) Thanks baby. I love you more than all the red M&Ms in the world. :D



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
1:21 AM

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I can never please everyone.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
7:38 PM

Sunday, February 07, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


My current mascot. Hahahahahah.
Been having fun designing it. Roomie claims it looks more like those frat boys from america. LOL. Added the red and black specs to make it look more "ME". LOL.

Shoulder's been hurting lately. Due to my past injury. Lately, I've been feeling bored and tired. Tired of everything. It gets to the point where I just wanna give up. But I looked at the faces of everyone who has high hopes for me, and I began to feel that I'll be letting everyone down. And I'm not gonna let that happened.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
10:48 PM