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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

Tag Me



Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Will reply to tags in next post. Lol.

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Thank you.

Amazingly, I'm still alive.

edit:

Stupid blog block pabo's back.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:57 AM

Friday, December 26, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!
From this:



To this:



All in 5 years.
No words can describe how I feel. Thank you soo much you guys. Thank you for all the laughters, the jokes, the confessions, the songs, the dance, the fun times, the honesty, everything. Thank you so much.
I love you guys.
Happy 5th Anniversary, TVXQ!!



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
9:38 AM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I'm back. Miss me? Hahaha.

I've been MIA for god-knows-how-long.

I had 130 unread mails.

My phone were suspended since I didn't pay the bills and I couldn't sent or call anyone for 2 days.

I've been dancing everyday after work for a performance on New Year's Eve.

I've NOT been FANGIRLING since 20th Dec 2008.

I miss my TVXQSoul girls.

I miss my ASSes.

I miss my oppa-deul.

I miss pabo.

There's loads of emotions running inside me. I'm not sure how I'm gonna survive with all the profanities of the world. I don't know what to think anymore. I don't know what to say either. I think I've been crying too much that I tried to stop crying. And I think I've been trying so hard not to cry that I couldn't seem to cry anymore. It's like my heart have been hardened by my determination not to cry. It's like, everything's building up in me, I'm on the verge of breaking down and that I'm scared, one day, I really might just break down. I'm smiling but no one sees the pain I'm feeling inside. I'm smiling but no one sees that I'm hurting inside. And I'm smiling cause I don't think I can trust anymore that much to let them in on my burdens. All I can do is smile and laugh and pretend everything's wonderful, to avoid all the negativity.


By the way, Merry Christmas all!!

Tags replied.
Nydia: HAHAHAHAH. Meri kurisumasu?! Sexy Q's version of merry christmas? Hehehehe.
Drake: I know!! Hahahaha. So glad he was born.
Yati: Yea, will send the pics soon. ^_^
PY: I've updated!! Lol. I've just been busy. Busy being MIA. HAHAHAH.
Nydia: Who's sweet to me?!?!? Heheheheheh.
Yume: Marche style? Anything!! But, when? I still owe Constance dinner!! Hahah.
Sharon: Don't want. I just want JaeRon!! Hahahahah.
Kaamin: Hahahha. I've been eating chicken nowadays ever since you ate chicken!! Lol. And yea, pabo's getting hotter and hotter. But somehow, I'm missing his wittiness and bluntness.
WENzhuang: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I think, might be longer. :(
Sherlene: YOooooooooooo! Lol.
Kat: I think so too!!! Let's see, DBSK, pabo's magnae. BigBang, Seungri's magnae. SHINee, Jonghyun BUT I have a soft spot for Taemin who is magnae. SUJU, Kibum but I'm loving Kyuhyun who is magnae. HAHAHAHAHA.
Fiddy: Hahaha. I know. After I left them, I started laughing to myself. Lol. Oh and I just got lost again at Changi. Shit la! Lol.
Sharon: Riiiiiiiiight. You miss Jay more. Lol.
Ani: Lol. PUNGGOL!! TREEEEEEDIAC!!! JOHOR!! Lol. Sunburnt. HAHAHAHA.
Minrina: Omo, if I were given pabo's mail address? I'll send him the letters that I wrote to him, and then, I'll spam him with the word "Pabo". Hahahaha.
PY: Come back soon.
Nydia: I wish I was there too. :(



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:59 PM

Monday, December 15, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Happy 22nd Birthday Kim Junsu






December 15~~
A very special day
For us to thank the God
who agve us the dolphin we all love;
He who is born to sing,
The one whose powerful voice
melts the hearts of those who listen;

December 15~~
Such a wonderful day
For us to thank Mrs. Kim
who reared the duck butt we all adore;
He who definitely has the groove,
The one whose charisma
makes him own the dancefloor;

December 15~~
Indeed, a glorius day
For all of us to celebrate and be merry
For he who is named KIM JUNSU
breathed life on this day,
Giving us all our daily dose
of cuteness,hotness and charms all in one;

December 15~~
NOW, aren't we all glad we have this day?
All together, let us say (LOUD & CLEAR):

XIAH JUNSU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

We all love you.





credits: tvxqslave+Shangomar@soompi
And not forgetting, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM JUNHO!!! Love your womanly dance!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ONCE AGAIN KIM TWINS!!



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
10:17 PM

Friday, December 12, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!




Dear Seungri,

Thank you for being so cute

Thank you for growing hotter each day

Thank you for becoming more mature each day

Thank you for being so random sometimes

Thank you for being such a great dancer

Thank you for being so dorky

Thank you for being my "scandal" when pabo's not around

Thank you for being yourself, Lee Seung Hyun/Seung Ri/ Victory

Thank you for everything!

Have a great 18th birthday! Well 19th in Korean Age.

Noona loves you loads!

Saengil Chukha Hamnida! BigBang!





Changmin's one and only baka ♥
1:40 AM

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Not in the mood to reply tags. Lol.

All I want for Christmas is................



1. MIROTIC Deluxe Edition Taiwan Version C

2. DBSK Wall Calendar 2009

3. DBSK Desk Calendar 2009




Thank you very much. Lol.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
10:57 AM

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Tags replied:
Kat: Kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!! I love your portfolio, girl!! CSJH songs are super nice!!! Hahahahah.
Kaamin: Awwwww..gomawo dongseng!! I'm feeling better now. Hahahaha. Pabo's making sure I won't suffer the again by eating my food for me. -_-" Lol. Oh by the way, after you ate chicken, I went to eat BBQ Chicken set for lunch today. Hahahahahahhaa.
Ida: Hello IDA!!! Lol.
Sharon: It's NOT fun observing the toilet. Lol. Too much FUN. Hahaha.
Yati: Yes, poor me.
Minrina: Hahahahah. I'm not sure, dongseng. Somehow, I think Junsu feels that Yoochun has stop being flirty. Now, pabo's getting too NAUGHTY for his own good. Lol.
Siyuan: Hello Siyuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan
Ani: Oh crap. Not dutch lady again. Hahahahahhah. I've linked you too, babe!
Sharon: LFO!! Dawn misses you. Hahahahahah. Ok fine. You're JaeRon now. Lol
WENzhuang: Hahahahahahah. You funny girl. CHANSUNG!! Lol. Kyuhyun is sooo romantic!!
PY: Then come for the gathering on Friday. Hahahahahahahah. Why must you be at HK?!



Was chatting with my TVXQSoul girls just now, when I suddenly had the craving for chicken. All thanks to Karen eating chicken fingers while chatting. Hahahahhaah. And best part was, Rosa eomma was cooking Chicken Pasta. -_-" And so, thanks to them, I went to eat BBQ Chicken Set at Sarah's Place for lunch just now. Hahahahahahaha.

I'm currently working now. I'm bored. I'm bored of working now. Is there a way where I can just fangirl at home and still get paid? Lol.

Saturday, 6th Dec 2008

Had dance practise. The whole members were there except for Vania. There's 2 new members now. Hahahaha. Practise from 10am till 2pm. I was hungry, as always, and Will wanted to get Famous Amos cookies. So Farid, Haja, Ani, Will, Sha Bynes and I went to Marina Square to eat at the food court. Bynes bought Subway sandwich. Will and I had bbq chicken rice. Haja, Farid and Ani had ice kachang. Hahahahaha. Talked and laughed and joked. Love them loads. Since Haja will be going to army, we won't be able to practise with him around. :( Hahahahaha. Gonna miss that small dancing buddy of mine!!

I left the food court around 3pm. Went to meet up with my ASSes at Square 2 to watch Last For One. Hahahaha. Omg!! I swear, those guys are getting adorable! Hahahahaha. They did their usual routine but they decided to do something extra by dancing another segment wearing santa claus hat. HAHAHAHAHA. Total cuteness. Lol. Poppin Q is, as usual, HOT. Stone is supremely adorable and he knows it! Hahahaha. Those cute moments that he did were enough to make us all scream like a banshee. Hahahaha. Leety is soooo cute and funny. Hahahah. Dawn's in love with Sharon. HAHAHAHHAHA. I'm guessing it's a one-sided love affair. Lol. Ssin is super duper CUTE. Lol. Love the way when Ssang danced. His cap flew off the stage and I wished I had taken it. Hahahahaha. Lip's awesome, man!! The number of times I told Zaty to take photos of Lip when he was doing handstand or freeze. HAHAHHAHAAHA. Taiyo is FUNNILY CUTE with his "beri beri happy". Lol. Style-Jack is soo small and soo flexible. Hahahhaah.

I'll miss them. BUT. Zero Nine's still amaJing!! Lol. Wish the Pink Team had come to Singapore. I would have gone EVERYDAY. Lol.

[pics will be updated]

Then, Ahpek came around 6pm to Square 2. Accompanied him for dinner before going back to my girls to watch the 7pm segment. Hahahahahaha. He was like super bored! Hahahaha. He kept sms-ing asking when it's gonna be over. I just ignored and continue fangirling. Hahahhahaha. Sorry ahpek!! Hahahaha. When everything ends, went to change before meeting him. He wore the specs that I bought for him. HHAHAHAHA. Looking good!! Hahahahaha.

Went Heeren to check out some CDs. I bought fruity-t blended at Spinelli. Went to Cineleisure after that. Around 9plus, walked all the way to Dhoby Ghaut before my dad told me they're already at West Coast Bowling Alley. So went and meet up with my parents while Ahpek went home to play games. Hahahahha. Played till midnight. I swear, I think I've not been playing bowling for soo long that I stink now. Hahahahhaah. And I thought I was better than pabo. Heheheheh. Pabo's not very good in bowling. Wahahahahha.

Sunday, 7th Dec 2008

Woke up late. Did nothing much. Just laze around at home. When for dinner with parents. Totally boring day after a fun day the day before. HAHAHAHAHHAAH. Total contrast. I needed that. Besides, my whole body was aching from practise. Hahahahahhah.

Monday, 8th Dec 2008

Hari Raya Haji. Once again, woke up late. Sent my cousin to her workplace before going to my nanny's house for celebration. Ate a lot!! Pabo will love it there. My nanny's an AWESOME cook. Pabo will worship her if he knew. Hahahahahaha. Just talked and laughed and joked. Did nothing much after that. Reached home around 9plus. Was bored and just surf the net before sleeping at 1am. Hahaha.

So, the weekend kinda had its ups and downs. Hahahahaha.

Can't wait for Friday.

Gathering with SHINeeSG. ^_^

Before I forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YOU SEXY FLAMING CHARISMA, HOTT, MYSTERIOUS, STRONG AND SILENT MEMBER OF SHINEE

CHOI MINHO!!

Noona loves you loads! ^_^



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:21 PM

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Note to self:

When it comes to buffet, please DON'T be like pabo.




Because, you'll end up suffering stomachache and the urge to s**t even in public toilets.


~edit~

Found out, I got food poisoning. -_-" (Y)



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
5:10 PM

Monday, December 01, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Tags replied:
Fyze: Hahhahaaha. I have spies everywhere. Lol.
Amy: Zzzzzzzzzzz
Sonia: Son!!! Hahahaha. Some stupid anti fans cursed him in chinese telling him and his parents to die. Then they hit him with a bag. F**K them. Lol. May they rot in hell.
PY: Heheheheh...yes!! You should!!! Damn, you're in HK now!! Lol. Buy me presents!! Heheheheheh.
Minrina: Muahahahahahah...They deserved it, after what they've done to pabo.

Saturday, 29th Nov 2008.

Woke up early today around 9am. Went Causeway Point with Mum for breakfast while bro was still dead to the world. Ate breakfast at Delifrance. Walked around Causeway Point. I bought some accessories at HELEN, a Korean accessories shop. I bought 3 necklaces. Lol. One pendant is a musical note, another is a Micky Mouse circles which reminds me of Yoochun oppa, and the last pendant was a microphone used during the 60s which reminds me sooooooooooo much of Wonder Girls "Nobody" mv. Lol. Reached home around noon. Helped Mum with the household chores.

Was supposed to meet Ahpek in the afternoon, but he had to meet up with his bro at EXPO, so I went to Dhoby Ghaut and walked around alone. Oh, and the best part was, I got lost between Dhoby Ghaut and Somerset. Oh yea, I got lost in SINGAPORE!! I was walking from Dhoby Ghaut to Somerset when I saw McDonald at one of the shopping mall. It was at the underground, so I went to buy Double Chocolate Frappe. Somehow, I don't know my way around, I decided to follow this couple. And thanks to them, I ended up someplace that I don't even know of. Lol. I smsed Ahpek telling him I was lost, but the damn boy didn't reply! Lol. So I tried to trust my own judgement and walked.

I was freaking out but, I pretended to look calm and look as if I knew what I'm doing. Lol. And thank god I arrived at the same place where I saw McDonald. Lol. So after that, took the train to Jurong East Mrt to meet up with a few friends to surprise Iman. His birthday was on 30th Nov but since none of us could make it on that day, we decided to celebrate it on the 29th Nov.

But the IRONIC part was, he knew what we were planning. -_-" His mum actually sent him out to get some stuff so that we can sneak into his house but he saw Din at the bus stop. And being the "GENIUS" that he is, he smsed each and ever one of us. I was like "SHIT!!" Lol. So end up, he knew, it wasn't a surprise, and everything was kinda like dead. Lol. Since it's no fun when he knows. Couldn't smash the cake on his face since he kept his distance. But, his mum and aunt were AWESOME!! Lol. They took bits of the cake and smeared it onto his face. Wooooooooooo!! Priceless!! We ate, he opened the presents, we ate cakes and ice cream. Lol. Ahpek came late, around 7:30pm.

I had to leave by 8pm, so I was like "Eh guys, I need to leave!! I have curfew!" And being the friends that they are, I ended up leaving Iman's house around 8:45pm.

Oh and here's another BEST part. Usually, when I leave Iman's house, I'll take bus 98 as I'm familiar with the route. HOWEVER, I decided to follow Ahpek's advice. I took the bus 333. Being the baka that I am, I didn't know the route is longer than bus 98, so I thought I had to drop off someplace else. I got lost....AGAIN..I smsed Ahpek, telling him I was lost and had absolutely no idea where I am. This time, I think I was freaking out a bit. He called and was like "If the bus didn't go to the Mrt, I wouldn't have asked you to take that bus, right?!". So thankfully, I was near IMM, so somehow, I managed to reach the MRT.

Thank you Ahpek, for keeping me company by talking to me on the phone from the time I was lost somewhere at Jurong till Admiralty station! Hahahahahhahaha. Oh yes people, I'm sooo baka when it comes to directions. I pretended to be an Indonesian once when someone asked me how to get to this certain building. Wahahahahahahaha. Thank god he believed me! Lol.

Sunday, 30th Nov 2008.

Woke up even earlier today!! Was supposed to send my aunt and uncle to the airport. So reached the airport around 8:30am. Ate breakfast at McDonald. Lol. Waited till 9:30am when my aunt and uncle came. After all the crying *mostly by the mothers*, after all the hugging *again, mostly by the mothers, and some fathers* and after all the handshaking *mostly by us youngsters* my aunt and uncle went in by 12pm.

Then, went to Harbour Front coffeeshop to eat while waited for my dad. Then reached home around 4pm. Watched videos on youtube. Watched YooSuMin on Fantasy Couple. Laughed and cried till 6plus. Mum was hollering at me to switch off the comp. Watched YooSuMinHo make a fool of themselves. hahahahhaha. That was the highlight of the day!! Too bad JaeJoong oppa wasn't there. He's busy filming. Hahahaha.

Rest of the day, watched Star Wars 2: Attack of the Clones, even though I've watched it loads of time before.

P.S. I miss you.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
1:22 PM