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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

What a day!!! My hard disk still have not been done yet. Tml hopefully, everything will be solved. All my files will be retrieve, hopefully. This has taught me a lesson. I should always back up my files.

Anyway, didn't go for any of the today's lessons as i had to go to Ang Mo Kio Seagate International Pte Ltd about my hard disk. Yeap. I went there. Again. So reached school, went to the lib to scan my drawings. Had to complete one walking cycle in flash. Actually, it's not really compulsory to do but i wanted to since i need extra credits to buck up on my marks. Did that for one whole day. I finally finish one complete walking, well it's more of running, cycle. Jason helped to edit a bit. Hehe. It was too slow. And it's supposed to be fast as it's running. Anyway, went makan with Jason, Yati, Iman, Wei Quan and Edmund at Al-Jilani. Had loads of fun teasing Yati with the prata-man. Hahhaah. I nearly choked on my peanut prata from laughing too much. Crazy bunch of people.

Jason: "I see your true colours..."
Iman: "King of Nasi Briyani"
Edmund: "Babi nasi with babi curry and babi juice...plus bom prata"
Wei Quan: "When the night...has come..."
Yati: "The prata-man and myself loves floral prints on our shirts..."
Me: "hahahhahahahahhahahaa....*choke choke* wait you guys, don't make me laugh...hahahahahha...*choke choke...*"

yea...that's what we do all day...hahahhaha...being crazy...ok, yesterday didn't watch CSI Miami since i've already watched it. So didn't do much la...oh i have to go now...wanna do my drawing...i already did my storyboard but i just want to fine tune it...so gotta go now...



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:21 PM

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Had loads of drama today. All thanks to my f**king hard disk. Excuse my "beautiful" language but there's no other way i could describe how i felt bout my hrad disk. It has to spoil 2 weeks before my assessment. Why?? Why must i be "blessed" with this?? My life adds up to nothing.


Anyway, was surfing the net and looking through friendster when i noticed a name under my friends list. My childhood friend whom i've not seen for a very long time. I missed him so much. I've known him longer than anyone else and yet the last time we met was when we went to collect our PSLE results. It's that long. I wanted to see him again. I know we have loads to talk about. The problem doesn't lie with me. It lies with him. He's been busy with his school work. I swear, i think he wants to top the whole Nanyang Poly. Haha. Well, if he does that, i'll be super proud of him!!! Haha.

Oh well, gotta go now...it's getting late and mum will definitely kill me if she saw me still on the comp...



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:26 PM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Loads of things happen and just too lazy to write everything. Another day perhaps. Been going home late everyday...doing work...so much to do so little time...i'm just too lazy to blog bout anything...



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:36 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Here are some of the photos taken when i went to Istana yesterday with Yati, Iman and Din.
















A snapshot i took of Yati.

Ya. That's all there is. I gtg.




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
5:12 PM



Baka and her Pabo;

I am sick!


I am sick!!
I am sick!!!
I am sick!!!!
I AM SICK!!(it means i am sick!!!)
Did i mention that i'm sick??!!!



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:23 PM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Guess who's back!! Back again!! Haha...reached Singapore yesterday at around 9 plus at night. It was cool. I mean, spent my chinese new year with my malaysian relatives...talked with my cousins, that i rarely met. Added them on msn and friendster. Haha.

Anyway, let's put aside the happy feelings for awhile. On the way home from Malaysia, i received a msg from Fiddy that Hanim's dad just passed away. I was shocked and felt like going to Hanim and just give her a big hug. I wanted to console her. Hanim's one of my closest friends so hearing that her father passed away made me feel so sad for her. When i reached singapore, i smsed her telling her to be strong and also to let her know that i'll always be there for her. Anyway, went to visit her today with Yati, Fiddy and Ain. When i saw her crying, i felt like going to her and just console her. Went to the cemetery with her and her family. It's my first time to a malay cemetery so it's like enriching for me. I've only been to the chinese cemetery to visit my chinese grandmother. So that's why i was excited to follow. Initially i didn't want to follow as i'm afraid that there won't be any space for us in the bus. But, there's space even though we ended up standing. I really felt sorry for her and her family. I know her dad's been sick and has been in and out of the hospital but i just didn't realised it's so serious. Hanim, just so you know, I will always be here for you no matter what.

Ok, after visiting with Hanim, went to the Istana with Yati, Iman and his friend, Din. The Istana was open to the public so we took the chance to take photos for Bob's lesson. Haha. Had loads of fun. Took some nice photos, if i may say so myself. Hehe. Went home around 7pm. Now, trying to do my script in time before CSI Miami starts. Ok gotta go now. Don't want to be distracted. Haha.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
9:18 PM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Ok. This is just gonna be fast.

Will be going KL on Sunday morning for Chinese New Year. So won't be able to update my blog. Will return on Monday. Probably in the late afternoon. So anyway, to everyone out there,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
And to Yati, there's still 23 more mins to go before midnight, so once again,
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MY BOOTYLICIOUS AND GROOVY CHICKADEE!!!
Ok so that's about it. Gotta go. Mum is starting to nag bout the time.
P.S. I'm sick and don't feel good. Just thought i let you guys know. :)



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:34 PM

Friday, February 16, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

14th Feb, Wednesday. Was supposed to go with my mum to change my name. Well sort of. Only gonna add my dad's surname to my name. So I'll be called Nursharina Yap. Unfortunately, Alan decided to have a lesson at 0230 so my mum decided to do it some other day. So i stayed back in school with Yati. Then, Qijie came and ask whether i wanna follow him and a couple of friends to go to Orchard for filming. It's actually Andy, whom was going to film a bucker. Qijie, Dewei, one of Qijie's friend, Ming Hui and Jason were helping Andy to carry the equipment. Since I'm frustrated with my work and I need to do something, i followed. We waited for the bus for quite a long time that the guys decided to take a cab. But since there are 7 people, including me, those carrying the equipment will take the cab. So Ming Hui, Jason and I walked to Orchard ourselves. Qijie initially asked me to take the cab with him, Dewei, Andy and their friend since I'm a girl but then Ming Hui gave Qijie a look and so Qijie said i walked with Ming Hui and Jason. I know why Ming Hui did that. Haha. He wanted me to walk with Jason. They've been teasing me with Jason for a long time. Anyway, so we walked to Orchard. I ended up walking with Jason while Ming Hui walked in the front. Actually, truth is, Ming Hui left us behind while he walked in the front talking on the phone. When we reached Orchard, there were many people selling Valentine's gifts. Since i was walking with Jason, this guy came up to both of us and asked Jason whether he wants to buy a bear for me. Haha. OMG!! We both just ignored that guy. I mean we're only friends. So paiseh. Anyway, we reached to our destination and Andy filmed for half and hour. Then we went to eat at foodcourt at some shopping centre. I've forgotten the name of it. Anyway, we sat at this long table and unfortunately i sat at the place where the aircon were facing me. Ming Hui were supposed to sit next to me but he asked Jason to sit next to me instead. I think Jason feels paiseh so he didn't. But i doubt the guys are letting us sit apart. Qijie saw me shivering and asked me to sit next to Jason since it's not cold there. Unfortunately i had to sit next to Jason since I can't handle the cold. Damn them. After eating, Dewei asked me why i don't have any flowers for Valentine's day. I was like, i don't have a boyfriend. Then he said he'll asked Jason to buy for me. Haha. What the hell. Obviously i said no. So malu...Went home alone since the guys still wants to go shopping. Haha. I was supposed to buy something but i didn't see anything that i like. Haha. I had loads of fun with the guys despite the fact that the guys kept pairing me with Jason.

15th Feb, Thursday. Since there's no lesson, went over to Nora's house for steamboat!!! We watched Love Actually before eating. It was superb!!! The beef and chicken is super nice!!! Hahaha. We ate a lot actually. Super full after that. Then we exchanged Valentine's day gifts. I gave Lin chocolates with ribbons, hehe, Lin gave to Nora something to hang onto her wall, Nora gave Sarah chocolates too, and Sarah gave me two chocolates. Hahaha. It's super fun. Then we played twister. Me, Lin and Nora played against one another since Sarah had to spin the spinner. I won. Hahaha. Then Nora played with Sarah since Nora was the first to fell. I spin while Lin took photos. Hahaha. It was hilarious. I'm not so sure who fell. Haha. Then we crowd ourselves on Nora's bed. Haha. Imagine 4 girls on one small tiny bed. Hahaha. I left first since i'm going back school. I had dance practise for chinese new year celebration with Haja, Nitz, Amit and a friend of Haja and Nitz. But i only stayed for one hour as i'm going Orchard(again), with Jason and Qijie since I still had not buy the things that i wanted to buy. Jason and Qijie wanted to buy clothes for chinese new year. Once again, Qijie made both Jason and I walked together. Then i had to leave early at around 9 plus, and Qijie actually asked Jason to send me to the MRT. I was like, What the hell. Haha. In the end, i went home myself. But Jason did asked me to call him if i'm lost. Haha. Luckily for me, i managed to buy what i was supposed to buy. Haha. When i reached home, he msg me asking whether i managed to get the train. Aww so sweet. Hahaha. Anyway, msg with him for awhile before bathing. Hahaha. He still owes me Cyndi Lauper's song, "I see your true colours". He's been singing that song to me till he got me addicted to it. Haha. Damn him.

16th Feb, Friday. Will be going back to school early as Qijie was going to treat Yati to lunch as a birthday treat as Yati's birthday is tomorrow, 17th Feb. I'm following since i want give her her present. Haha. Then going dance practise again. Tomorrow will be going back school again for another dance practise then going to my uncle's house to play mahjong. Sunday, going Malaysia to celebrate Chinese New Year with my relatives who's residing in Malaysia. Will be back in Singapore on Monday. Haha. I guess that's about it. Lin and Nora owes me photos. Hahaha.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
10:05 AM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL MY BOOTYLICIOUS CHICKADEES!!! You all know who you are!! Hahaha. Thanks for making my life so memorable whenever i'm with you guys...


Anyway, for this post, there's really nothing much to write except for the fact that i have no date. Hahaha.


Lin said she's dateless too. She also said, Sarah is a traitor coz she's going out with Jason, her boyfriend. Damn her. Lin also said, Nora is the worst of all coz she had a $600 worth of camera. Damn her!! Her boyfriend, Peter bought it for her. Damn her. Lin ask me to be her date but i'm supposed to be the guy. I'm too short. Why can't we be lesbian partners instead? Don't bother bout Sarah. Hahaha. She have her boyfriend. HEhehe...

Anyway, i'm just gonna post some photos taken during open house.


Before




After


Me and Haja


De'Allegro Phunk reunites with a couple of fans. Hehe.



With the gals.


Open house leaders. What a bunch of crazy people. Haha. And I'm one of them.


Acting crazy.

I guess that's all there is. Haha. Now i'm waiting for Lin to pass me some photos taken when we were at Bugis Junction. Haha. Oh well, Valentine's Day. Just another day for me.




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:04 PM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

It's official! I HATE WATERCOLOUR PAINTING!! IT'S THE PITS!!!! IT SUCKS MAN...I SUCK IN IT!!! THE LECTURER MUST BE OUT OF HIS MIND TO MAKE US DO WATERCOLOUR PAINTING!! I THINK I'M GONNA DIE SOON FROM IT!!!

Oh well, negativity aside, i'm so excited bout today...gonna go for a party in school later. Will be dancing my shoes off...then on Thursday, will be going to Nora's house for a steamboat breakfast...haha...can't wait!!! So i guess that's pretty much all i wanna say for this post...nothing much really...i just need to vent my frustration...haha...

P.S. Still dateless for the so called "V" day. Can't be bothered la. Been feeling that way for many years now. I think i'll go watch videos on youtube now.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
10:23 AM

Friday, February 09, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Ok this post is from Wednesday till today, Friday, aite? So it's gonna be long. I think. Haha.

Wednesday, 7th feb, no lesson as KJ went for reservist. Went to school to loan camera and avp equipment. Then stayed in school as there's red cross meeting. Jason helped look after my bag while i went for the meeting. Then stayed in school with him and Ming Hui to do my graphic design while they played Warcraft. At around 9plus at night, mum and dad picked me up. While waiting for them, this old uncle kept staring at me. When my family finally picked me up, i told them bout the old man, and my mum ask who is at the lab with me just now, then i told her there's a couple of guys with me than she said next time ask them to accompany me. Haha. What the hell...haha...

Thursday, 8th Feb, didn't go for morning lesson as i'm having a bad case of stomach ache. Reach school around 1pm...then went for Alan's lesson. So sad, he's gonna leave us forever...including Chris Tan and Priscilla Ho. I'm gonna miss them. They've been like, our fathers and mother in the Multimedia department. Why do they have to go?!?! Damn. Anyway, stayed back after school to do graphic design. Met up with my mum and dad at NTUC Income then went makan with them at Geylang. I ate Sweet and Sour fish rice. That was my first full meal that i actually ate and finish. Usually whenever i stayed back, i will always buy Pocky. Hahaha.

Friday, 9th Feb, today, meet up with Fiddy and Yati and went to Tanjong Pagar coz Yati wants to collect her pay. Then went to Boon Keng to eat. Reach school around 2 plus. Basically, we just did some character profile for Chris's lesson. I wanted to stay back but Yati kinda persuade me to go home since it's a Friday. I'm supposed to be doing work but i think i've spent most of my time, surfing the net. Haha. Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day. Gonna go filming at around 4pm. So i think that's bout it...i'm now saving all the open house photos...so will be uploading them soon...

Valentine's day will be coming...and i'm all alone...no date...sad la...hahaha...



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
9:00 PM

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Mom and Dad picked me up from school at around 9 plus yesterday. Jason, Ming Hui, Serene, Qijie and some other guys were still in school playing DOTA. Went makan with A-Ming, Jason and Serene at the coffeeshop near School of Fashion. I bought 10 pieces of otah-otah for $4. I ate 2, A-Ming, Jason and Serene at one each. So there's 5 more pieces left. Brought back to the lab and gave Mus, Mujid and their friend the otah-otah. Well, Mus took the most. Hahaa. Then before my parents came, i watched Jason and Ming Hui played Warcraft. Qijie was doing his 3d animation. Anyway, A-Ming and Serene teased both Jason and me again. Including Qijie. While i was looking at Qijie doing his animation, he disturb me with Jason. Haha. I was super pai seh. Yati went home long time ago so that is why she's not in school with me. Will be seeing her later in class. Hahaha. Oh and Effendi still owes me my earpiece. During filming on saturday, i left my earpiece with them since i had to leave. And yesterday, he didn't bring to school and had the nerve to want to throw it away. Damn that king buto!!! Hahahah.

My cousin slept over my house again. Imagine, 2 girls slept together in one super single bed. That means, I'm not that fat!! Hahaha. But today she won't be sleeping at my house so i can have the whole bed to myself once more!! Yahoo. Hahaha.

Now in school waiting for lesson to start at 0430pm. Went to school early just now to watch dvd in the discussion room with Lin, Sarah and Nora. Then went makan with them. I doubt i'll be staying back today. I wanna go home early. I wanna watch CSI Miami. I miss it last week and i ain't gonna miss it today. Plus, tml going jogging with Lin and Sarah. We all wanna lose weight. Hahaha. Seeing how we all love to eat. Hahaha. So i know i'll be home late so if i come home from school early for just one day, i'm sure my mum won't be too angry. Hahaha.

Anyway, watching xman, a korean reality show, on youtube now. Super hilarious. I didn't know Korean guys are super cute and shy. Hahahaa.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:47 PM

Monday, February 05, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

I'm still in school and i'm bored. Ming Hui and Jason is playing DOTA with the year 3 guys while Serene is beside me watching videos on youtube. So i think i'll upload some photos. Hahaha. Oh and my background music is some chinese songs. They all play that song. Being the only malay girl here, i can't give my opinion on the song. Hahahah.


These are some of the clouds that i took.

These are some of the photos i took with Lin and Sarah.

We were all in a dressing room. Hehehe.

Ok. There are more but i have no idea why i can't upload it. Just got the photos from Sarah. Hahaha. There's more of us in the dressing room. Hehehe.




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
6:34 PM



Baka and her Pabo;

Watched soccer yesterday. Mum nearly brought the roof down with her screaming. Hahah. Not screaming at us. Screaming at the referee and also the thailand players. Haha. Mum totally hate one of the thai players, jersey number 7. She was like, "Referee!! Give red card la!!!". Hahaha. My bro and I were shocked. Haha. Can't believed my mum was so enthusiatic bout it. Hahhaha. Anyway, Singapore won the cup. Hahaha...Baihakki super cute. Too bad he's dating someone. Hahaha. There goes my chances. Hahahaha...

Didn't go for Jason's lesson today. Hahaha. Nothing to show to him. Now in school doing my graphic design while waiting for Jason and Ming Hui to go home. Hahaha. OK nothing to do now...so gtg...let me be bored..hahaha...



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
4:22 PM

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

I'm so freaking tired. Went filming yesterday from morning till around 11 plus at night. Will have got home a little later if my family didn't came to pick me up. We were all at Tanjong Pagar to film our short film. We were a bit late due to the fact that we had to charge the damn batteries. Overall we had super fun. Hahaha. We took loads of photos, took videos. Hahaha. There's this one part where we were at Punggol, a police car came. The policeman thought we're filming the MRT. Hahha. I think he thought we were all young terrorists!! Hahaha. Anyway, i have no idea what time the rest of my group mates got home. Mum and dad were waiting for me so i had to leave early to be in their good books. My two cousins slept over my house. Didn't really have a girls night talk as all of us were too tired. Hahaha. Woke up today at around 11 plus in the morning. Heheheh. Mum and dad bought for us steamed chicken rice from Geylang. And now i'm blogging while thinking of ways to listen to songs. My bro's having tuition now so can't really make any noise. Hahaha. Now i'm trying to save my work in PNG format. So i gtg now. Hahah.


P.S. Do i or do i not? That is the question. I'm confused.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
1:46 PM

Friday, February 02, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

I was all set for a camp that will be filled with fun and excitement
Meeting new people will be a great achievement
We never really talked much during the camp
I don't even believed that we'll be friends

I ofte see you around when school reopen
Nothing change except we say "Hi" and "Bye" more often
But as days passed, our conversation grew longer
We became friends and our friendship grew stronger

However Mother Nature has a way of turning things around
There's never a day that you'll make me frown
But the closer we get, the more people began to talk
We're only friends, for crying out loud!

I've always deny and say we're just friends
Sometimes we'll laughed and wondered when the gossip will end
But unfortunately for me, it's not meant to be
And now I can't trust all the emotions in me.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:10 AM



Baka and her Pabo;

Had Terence's class yesterday at 0830am. He showed us how to do watercolour painting. It was ok. Nora was in the toilet most of the time so we all went to the toilet to accompany her. She's sick by the way. Physically, emotionally and mentally. Hahaha. All four of us, Lin, Sarah, Nora and yours truly, sat at one of the stalls. One of the cleaners came in, saw us, and asked jokingly whether we're having a meeting or what. So kepo!! Hahaha. Anyway, Nora felt better, so we went back to class and continue watching Terence doing the watercolour painting. Then went makan at "Big Plate". I ate rice with sambal kangkong and beef. Lin ate rice with 3 different types of veggies. Haha. She's trying to eat healthily. Hahaha. Sarah ate rice with err...damn i can't remember...hehe...sorry babe...Nora ate something from the non-halal department. Haha. After eating, Peter came to fetch Nora coz she's not feeling well. And so, Lin, Sarah and I went to Bugis Junction to play DDR but we ended up playing this drum thing. Super fun. I finally tried the standard and i think i'm ok. Not freaking good like one of this guys that we saw but ok only. Hahaha. Then we went to Bugis Market to buy leggings. Well, Lin and Sarah both bought leggings. I'm just wishing for chinese new year so that i can get hong bao to buy Kim John Hoon's cd. Haha.

Anyway, went back to school since our 2nd lesson starts at 0230pm and when we finally reach outside our class, Alan called me to tell me that there's no lesson. He had to see the year 3's assessment. What the hell. He called me at the last minute and most of my friends were in class. So i told my classmates that there's no lesson and they were frustrated. Coz some of them didn't come for the morning lesson so they kind of waste their trip coming to school. Not my fault. So Lin and Sarah went home while i stayed back to wait for Jason, Ming Hui and Serene while their class is at the next room. Constance, Fat, Sonia, Charmaine and Sya came and i pass their avp video. The whole thing took one hour.

After everything ended, went to Sophia with Jason, Ming Hui and Serene. They went to collect photos for photography. Then we went back in school again coz there's something's wrong with both Ming Hui's and Jason's photos. When we reached the lab, A-Ming got an sms by the owner of the shop to come and collect their photos. The second time we reached, their photos are a bit better. Then went back to school again and the guys played DOTA while Serene and I watched some videos. Then went makan at Al-Jilani. I ate peanut prata. Super nice but i got a stomach ache after that. I think i shouldn't mix peanut and curry together no matter how nice it taste. Haha. I drank teh peng. It's not bad. Serene said it's a bit bitter. Hahaha. We waited ages to be served. Jason got so frustrated. Haha. Luckily this old auntie came to our rescue and seeing that she's old, both Jason and I helped the auntie to collect our food. A-Ming were happily eating his food. Hahahhaah. Then went back to school again.

Oh and here's where ppl began to tease both Jason and me. We were walking in the front of A-Ming and Serene(I don't know why we're in the front), and we were talking when we realise both A-Ming and Serene were giggling behind us and talking bout us. Damn I feel so paiseh la. Then in the lab, while they were playing DOTA with a couple of year 3s, i went over to see A-Ming's and Jason's character. So while i was watching Jason playing DOTA, Qijie started coughing deliberately. I just ignored him. The i was supposed to go home at 9pm, but Qijie and A-Ming kept asking me to stay. So i waited and waited until 10pm. Then when i got out of the lab, A-Ming said to Jason in chinese la but i understand. So anyway, A-Ming said "Jason, don't be sad ah, she's leaving" Obviously he was talking bout me coz i went home with A-Ming and Serene. On the way home, i kept on asking them why they teased me with Jason. They didn't want to tell me so i just kept quiet. In the train, I asked them "Does he like me?" I was curious coz no one will disturb a guy and a girl unless one or both like one another. I couldn't hear what A-Ming has to say coz i had to get off the train. I think A-Ming said "yes, i think la." Anyway, A-Ming sms me telling me to let nature take its course. Then he said "Tell me the truth u like him?" Ok, here's the part where i hate the most. I don't know whether i like him or not. I mean, he always makes me laugh. Whenever he sms me or call me, i'm happy. Being with him always cheers me up. After reading what i wrote, i think i like him...arrggghh!! Ok fine, whatever. I'm just gonna listen to A-Ming and let nature take its course. Ok. That way no one gets hurt.

Ok, I gtg now. Gonna meet Yati, Tyas, Effendi and Evelyn to get the avp equipment. My stomach hurts again and i think i need the toilet now. Desperately!!!!



This is actually me. A friend from School of Fashion drew me while i was talking to Mabuk.




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
9:48 AM