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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Friday, June 29, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Had a chat with an old friend a few days ago. It's great to hear from him. He's doing well now. Will be passing out from CD next fri. He hopes to get a job at the fire station at Yishun. Will see him loads of times if he did get it. HHaha. I miss him actually. It was wonderful chatting with him. We've not seen each other for almost 2 years.

Wednesday, went out with my mum. She's not working on that day, so we went to meet up with my aunt and her son for lunch. I forgot the name of the place that we ate but i know for a fact that i didn't eat much. Hahaha. Then, me and my cousin went to Yishun Golden Village to catch a movie. We watched "Surf's Up". It was awesome man. I love that fact that Kelly Slater were in it as the guest commentator. He's an awesome surfer. Even though his character is a penguin, but it's cool that the animators use the real Kelly Slater as a model for the penguin's characteristics. My fav part of the movie is the ending where Cody Mavericks rode the tube. You can actually see how clear the waves were. It's like, real man...ok now i'm hooked onto this surfer's slang. Hahaha. "What up dude." "Hang tight bro!!" "Dude, that's rad man!!" Hahahaha...ok gotta stop.

Today, had a real good talk with my dad during dinner. Well, the talk lasted for like, 5 mins but it's still in my head. We were talking about what i wanted to major in. Website design, Animation or Filming. I obviously love filming but i know for a fact that, to major in filming, you need cash. Moolahs. Money. Loads of money. Heard from a senior of mine, they had to pay 2000 bucks just to rent a place. Where the hell am i gonna get that kinda money if i were to choose filming. So dad told me to major in Animation. He said, the market for animation is much higher than those of filming. I mean, face it, nowadays in film companies, like Suria, they'll look for relatives rather than outsiders. I like animation. I really do. I even got a B for animation. I'm not trying to brag or anything, but what i wanna say is that, i have an option. I can either go for filming or animation. As for website design, i can forget bout it. Hahaha. I know we can choose our majors when we're in 3rd year 2nd semester but it's better to think about it now so that it's easier when the time comes. Besides in a few weeks time, i'm gonna be in 3rd year.

I guess, if i want to think about my future, my life, i might consider majoring in animation.




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:52 AM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Went back to school today to hand in all the orientation forms. I have no idea why, it seems like i'm in charge of the orientation leaders forms...ahahhaa...Jason accompanied me to school today. After handing the forms, we went to the lab cause according to Jason, there's a new lab. So we went to check it out. Then we went to the 3 Galleries as there's some exhibition going on. In Gallery 2 & 3, there's an exhibition on Azhanti *i forgot what is it* Lightning. I think the theme was supposed to be eerie. Haha. It was dark inside. It was cool...seeing all the artworks...

Then went to Sunshine Plaza as Jason wanted to buy a comic book. Double A Printing shop are no longer there anymore. Now, they've moved outside. Usually in Sunshine Plaza, there's 2 Double A Printing shop. One is outside while the other is inside Sunshine Plaza. We all like the shop that's inside. But now, it's gone. Oh well, there are new printing shops there. So then, while waiting for our buses, Jason's bus came 1st but he didn't get on. He said he'll wait till my bus arrived. Awww...hahahaha...sooo sweet...but i felt kinda bad leaving him behind when my bus came. Before my bus came, we were like, "What if your bus came again? Will you still wait till my bus came?" He was like, "Erm, see how lor." Hahaha...but i know he'll still wait for my bus even if his bus came.

Reached home around 2.30pm. Watched a little tv before going online. Mum bought Nasi Lemak for us. Watched tv while eating. Hahaha. Now, both parents went makan. Bro's watching wrestling. I'm doing a quiz so that i can win a trip for 2 to Korea. You know, on Starworld, they have Rain as the main "ambassador" and he's like, "Korea, Sparkling." Yea, filling up the quiz now. Hoping to win. Who knows, i might be able to see my Changmin. Hahaha.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
7:44 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

June 23rd.

Mum's company annual dinner and dance. Went with my mum, bro and cousin. The theme was "I Wish I Am...". I dressed up as cowgirl w/o the hat. Hahaha. Both my mum and i were cowgirls, since we're both wearing boots. My cousin and bro didn't really follow the theme. Reached Swissotel at around 6plus. We were seated at 7pm. Our emcee was Justin, this hilarious guy. The highlight of the evening was a special guest star, Kumar! Hahaha. He was amazing!!! Plus, he looks soo pretty in a dress. Hehehe. The dinner was good. Nothing special. It's delicious. Hahaha. By the time the main course came, both my bro and I were too full. Hahaha. Then at midnight, was the dance. My mum, my cousin and I went to the dancefloor to dance while my bro looks after the bags. He didn't wanna dance. Hahaha. We danced till 1am. Then, my mum won the late night lucky draw. We left the hotel around 2am. Dad fetched us. Went to Rubina for drinks. Then send my cousin home and we headed home. Reached home around 3am. Hahaha. Took loads of pictures. Will upload soon. Had to wait for my cousin to give me the pics. Hahaha.

Oh and i took this erm, thing, well, i took this and it's soo true...about me...hahahaha


You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.
What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.
You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.
Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
4:27 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Met up with Yati today for shopping. We went to meet my mum and aunt at 1pm for lunch. Then, both of us went to Peninsular Excelsior Hotel to shop @ Granny's Day Out. The store is full of clothes dated back to the 60s to 80s....super retro and cute...I'm totally in love with the white skirt with black polka dots...it cost 65 bucks...Then there's this really cute summer dress. It cost around 120 bucks. *sigh* Wishing i was rich so that i could buy those amazing clothes. Hehe.

Then, we went to Marina Square and i bought 2 rings, 2 tops. Yati bought a really nice bag. I also bought 2 cds.

Things that i bought.
2 Tops: $16.90 altogether.
2 rings: $7.90
2 cds: $46.90

Total amount spent on one day: (You guys count yourself...too lazy...hehehehe....ok ok..it's $71.70!!!!)

Then reached home around 6plus...mum grumbled about one of my top....hehehe...but it's all good. I grumbled about not wanting to follow my parents for dinner *in the end, i lost and i had to follow...they kinda forced me...*Ate at Causeway Point. I had Japanese Salmon Fried Rice which cost around $3.90 which taste delicious, by the way. Then i also bought Chawanmushi *it's egg pudding with mushrooms, i think so...it's nice!!!!* Then we went to Metro and look at all of the shoes. Me and Mum bought boots costing $79.90 each!! Can't wait to wear it on Saturday for Mum's company dinner and dance.

Now, chatting with Jason...hahaha...He bought 200 Pounds Beauty!!! I wanna watched it again!!!!! Hahahaha....tomorrow, going to my grandma's house to look after her. Meeting my younger cousin there. She bought loads of dvds, so might be watching.

Can't wait for Saturday!!!!



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
10:27 PM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

June 16th

Went to the taping of The May Lee Show at mediacorp. Haha. It was fun. The topic was "All About Sex". At the end, 5 good-looking guys from this gotham strip club thing came and dance for us. Oohhh...they are super good-looking, especially one of them who made all of the ladies at the studio drool. Hahaha. Then I got a ride with Lin, Sarah, their colleagues and May Lee herself. I went to Lin and Sarah's office to help them keep the stuff. Relax at the office for a lil while before going to Far East to have dinner. Then we walked around for awhile since it's still early. At 9pm like that, went to Paragon to get ready. Hahaha. The toilet there were super nice. At around 9.30pm, we went to Raffles Place. We went to 7-Eleven store to get ourselves drinks. then sit around at Boat Quay to wait for the rain to stop. But it was still raining at around 10 plus and we wanted to go to Zouk for the Granada Espanada event thing so we ended up taking the cab there.

It was packed when we reached there. We went in, went to the toilet 1st. Hahha. We went to Phuture 1st since they were playing RnB songs. There was this one couple next to us, grinding one another. Everytime we moved aside, they kept dancing nearer to us. In the end, we went to the middle of the dance floor. Then there's this 2 guys dancing behind Sarah. I think they want to dance with her. We quickly left Phuture and went to another dancefloor. Over there, they played Trance and Techno music which wasn't to my liking but i can't really complained. Haha. We danced and danced till 1 plus in the morning. Then we went to get drinks. Both Lin and I took sprite while Sarah got vodka with orange. We went dancing again. There's this platform thing in the middle and we danced there. We danced till 2 plus before we got tired and went out to rest. Hahaa. Then around 3 plus, we went back inside and decided to go to Phuture to dance to some RnB songs. It was awesome!!! The songs there were what i've been waiting for. There were 3 guys dancing behind us but we just ignored them. Hahaha. It was awesome!! But we stop at 4am coz that's when it ended. Everyone went to the Techno place and dance there. We danced till 5.30pm...we saw Ilmi and Mabuk at around 5 plus. Hahaha. I think Ilmi was shocked to see us. Hehe. There we saw 2 other couples grinding one another. But the 3rd couple that we saw, omg!!! They were grinding, really grinding, one another. Everyone just stop and stare at the both of them. Lin and Sarah covered my eyes since I'm the youngest. Hahaha. Oh before i forget, while we were getting drinks, a couple of guys were talking and dancing when they bumped into Sarah and spilled their drinks on her. One of the guys apologised then took a sip of Sarah's drink. We were stunned then we laughed. They are very nice guys actually. Then while dancing we saw that guy again, then he danced towards us and wanted to grind on me! I backed away and screamed. Haha. Then he laughed and say "So cute." But he's just playing with me only. He's not trying to get fresh or anything. He asked us our names and he said his name is "Adam". He points to me and said, "Beautiful" then to Sarah, "Beautifuler" then to Lin, "errr..." Hahha. But he said Lin is Beautifullest. Hahaha. Is there such a word?

In the end, we stop dancing at 5.30am and watched the rest danced. I think there's a dance for Techno coz everyone was dancing the same steps. We left Zouk at 6am, took a cab to Craig Road to sleep at Lin's and Sarah's office. We slept from 6.15am till 9am. Hahaha. Reached home around 10 plus but didn't sleep after that. Helped my mum with her chores, then go online, check emails.

June 19th

Will be going to my grandma's house soon. And the photos will be uploaded soon. Ok gtg. Hahaha.


P.S. Overall the experience was fun! I had fun dancing. It's gonna be my first and last time clubbing. Hahaha. The grinding was too much for me to handle. Even though it didn't happen to me *thank god it didn't!! I don't want it!!!*, I still can't handle ppl grinding on one another. What's wrong with dancing normally? Must we grind?? Sheesh!!! Stupid ppl!!!



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:36 AM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

This has always been common knowledge...But now it's super duper uber official.

I LOVE SHIM CHANGMIN.

Changmin oppa, saranghaeyo!!

I was watching one of TVXQ banjun drama again. The title is called "Unforgettable Love". It's the White Day episode. It sucks cause only Yunho has a "date" *haha. Blind date my arse, that's so not true. Hehe.* But it's okay... The TVXQ boys looked like girls during sleepovers. You know how girl friends look like when they're sitting on beds, hugging pillows, talking about crushes and first loves? Haha, not like I've ever had that experience.

Anyway, yes, they were talking about the most unforgettable girls in their lives. Junsu had a stalker/girlfriend, Yoochun had a headstrong girlfriend who had a female admirer, Jae Joong had a girlfriend who was a psychic and Changmin had a tragic first love with a girl who was terminally ill. She died right beside him.

The "banjun" twist? Changmin's story wasn't real though. He hasn't even had his first girlfriend before. I'm about to change that, though. HAHA.

Kidding aside...I doubt all of their stories were real though. Jae Joong with a freaky psychic girl? Are you kidding me?! And I can't imagine Yoochun going out with a tomboyish girl. That's so unlike Yoochun. He likes sophisticated girls, like those girls who wear jeans with heels and fancy tops. The ones that have long sleeves and bare shoulders. Stuff like that. As for Junsu...he's had only 2 girlfriends, and I doubt they ever became TVXQ stalkers. Changmin's is, well, a figment of someone else creative imagination. Haha.

Okay, let me spazz about Changmin now!

OMFG!! I LOVE CHANGMIN!!

Seriously...about a minute into Changmin's story, I was bawling already. I don't know why, I never expect to cry that much. Maybe because Changmin's truly the epitome of the perfect boyfriend *if there is one* and I can't imagine just how cruel it'd be if he really fell in love like that, just to lose it so quickly and painfully. How freaking cruel is that?

Changmin deserves to be happy, that's for sure. There's just something about him that's pure and innocent, and I want him to stay that way. I hope he never gets jaded. I hope he never loses that "Changmin-ness" that he has right now. There's just something about him I can't put my finger on, and it's like a whiff of fresh air for me.

He makes me feel. He makes me laugh, he makes me cry, he makes me feel jealous *ahem*. I can't remember being this happy over someone I barely even know, before I got to know Changmin. He just has to flash those pearly whites of his, and it keeps me all bouncy and giddy for the rest of the day. Changmin's my drug, and his smile feeds my addiction.

Haha. Sometimes, I say he's my angel. At the concert *the Feb 13th one*, they performed "My Little Princess", and they were standing on these round platform-like things that rose and left them way up high in the air. I was staring at Changmin. I thought, "Wow, Changmin really looks like an angel." Much to my *pleasant* surprise, Changmin started flapping his arm, probably pretending that they were wings. Argghh! I got teary-eyed. Hehehe.

I'm sooo proud of Changmin. He acted superbly on Banjun Theatre episode. Everytime he cried, I could feel my heart aching along with his. I wanted to rip my heart out of my chest, because it hurt so much.

I'm not jealous of Bomi though. *She acted with him during Unforgettable Love* I don't know why. I'm not jealous of her. Haha. Not that I get jealous easily. But everyone expects me to go all "Grrr, I'm so freaking jealous!!" Haha. Ok I admit, I'm a little jealous of her. But that's just cause Changmin hugged her. It's not that terribly kind of jealous that eats you up inside. On the contrary, I thought it was cute that Changmin was being all sweet with a girl. It just goes to show how sweet Changmin really is. I can see him being like that. I just pray that his first girlfriend is someone who really loves him, someone who'll never break his heart. It's a nearly impossible wish but I pray for him all the time.

*sigh*

I love Changmin soo much. Hahahah....I feel like climbing Mount Everest just so I can scream "SARANGHAEYO SHIM CHANGMIN!" at the top of my lungs.

Haha. I'm so mushy. But seriously, this boy makes me soo proud to be his fan. I can't wait for the day that I'll be able to say "I'm proud of you!" to him in person.

I know that someday, I'll get over this hyper fangirliness. Someday, Changmin will fall in love. Someday, I'll fall in love too. But I'll always wish for his happiness and safety. He'll always have this special place in my heart.

Am I killing you with my mushiness yet??!! Hahaha.

I'm just so freaking happy. Never mind that my eyes are swollen right now, from crying so much. I cried throughout Changmin's story. All 15+mins. Even when they were playing that "Haengbok"song by H.O.T....especially when they were on the bus, and tears were rolling down Changmin's cheeks.

How can a guy who makes me smile, can make me cry too?? It's beyond my comprehension.

But sometimes, there are things in life that you will just never understand. It's better to just feel and savour the feeling while it lasts. Hehehe.

Saranghaeyo, Changmin oppa.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:58 AM

Monday, June 04, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

June 3rd, Sunday, went pool with my cousins at Peace Centre. Met up with one of my cousin's friends. We played till 7pm...went Cineleisure to eat at Long John Silver. Then went to Wisma coz Aisha needed to buy a memory card for her phone. Hhaha. My dad came and pick us up and we went home. Didn't really do much actually...

June 4th, Monday, went gym with my bro and one of cousins. Hahaha. We exercised till 5 plus, then went northpoint to buy sushi. Hehhehehe..both my bro and i bought 5 pieces, while my cousin bought 9 pieces. Hahaha. We were like, "Dude, we just got back from gym." Hahaha.

Tomorrow, going to my grandma's house to keep her company. Now that i'm not working, going to my grandma's house and keeping her company has become my responsibility.

Oh well, gonna go surf the net. Mum is sick so won't be making any noise or anything. Hahaha.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
7:44 PM

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Yes!!! Finally i bought tvxq's rising sun's concert dvd. Hahaha. Haven't watched it yet. Will watched it soon. Had a Rotaract meeting yesterday to elect the new BOD. I can safely say the new incoming president has loads of potential and i believed she can bring the club forward. Went for lunch after that with Lucas, Celine and another guy from RAC Singapore East. Went to Al-Jilani. God i miss that place. Hahaha. Anyway, i managed to survive a meeting with her*shudders*

On June 13th, there's gonna be kidsout where it's celebrated around the world. They take the kids out, kids with special needs and also normal kids, for fishing. I wanna go and help out. Beside, i've never fished before so this is a great opportunity...heheheh...

Met up with my family plus my aunts and uncles and cousins for dinner at west coast. The cousins plan on meeting up on monday for gym and pool. Usually, the cousins will go to our grandma's house to keep her company, but since on monday, our grandfather will be home, we decided to go gym and play pool instead. I really need to lose weight...hahhaa...now that i'm not working anymore, it gets kinda boring at home. Hahah.i've been eating less and sleeping more...hahaha...

This morning, i taught my mum how to dance to this song. I danced to this song once during red cross cny celebration at one of the homes. Sky videotaped me and my friends dancing to this song and i showed it to my mum and she wants to learn how to dance. Hahaha. My mum is super cute man. Haha. We danced till we were too tired to move. Went down to the auntie stall to buy some drinks for us. Hahaha. I bought for her a bottle of root beer while i bought for myself a can of 100 plus. Later on, my parents will be going out to my grandaunt's house. She will be going Haji soon so it's kinda like a farewell thing. I'm not going coz i'm too lazy. Hhehe.

Now, there's nothing much to do...i think i'll watched my TVXQ's dvd...hehehehe...




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:59 PM