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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

My Changmin's solo performance...Saranghae...title of the song is "I Love You"






Changmin's one and only baka ♥
3:08 PM



Baka and her Pabo;

Hahah...had loads of fun yesterday with Yanne, her sis, her boyfriend and Yati. Went to East Coast...we swam, played frisbees...hahaha...we had not seen Yanne for a long time, so yesterday was like a reunion for us all...her boyfriend came and we're soo happy to see that she's found someone who loves her for herself...coz back in secondary school, our guy friends often teased her because she's big-sized...but if they had seen her boyfriend yesterday, i think they'll be shocked. I mean, it's not that her boyfriend is very good-looking but he looks a bit like Taufik Batisah whom Yanne idolised. So that's why i'm happy for her. She has found her own Taufik Batisah. Like this MTV show My Own. Haha..anyway, tml will be going back school to check out the listing of companies...so i can't wait...



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
1:12 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Recently i haven't been sleeping well...something happened a few days after my assessments are all done...

One night, i slept as usual. I dreamt. But the dream that i dreamt were horrible. Here's how it goes.

I was with my friends, Yati and Fid. And we wanna walked pass this haunted house. Suddenly when we were in front of the house, i felt myself (not the me in the dream, the real me who is sleeping) being carried up by some magnetic force. No i'm serious. I really felt myself literally off my bed. My eyes were closed and i couldn't open my mouth. I tried to force myself to open my mouth. Finally i managed to open my mouth and the word that came out of my mouth were "Bismillah". After i said that, the magnetic force thing was gone. After that, i couldn't sleep and my mum had to come to my room to accompany me to sleep. Even though she's in my room, i still can't sleep.

Then a few days later, i dreamt another horrible dream. It goes like this.

I was with a couple of friends and we were in a lift. The lift door couldn't be close so it was ok. Anyway, the lift started moving in all directions and i was holding onto one of my friends' hand when suddenly i felt i couldn't move my hand. (yes again, it's the real me who's sleeping.) I tried to force my hand to move but couldn't. Finally i managed to say "Bismillah" again and my hand were able to move. After that i slept again. And this time, i dreamt of ghost. I tried to scream but couldn't. Finally it was too scary to continue with the dream, i force myself to wake up. After that, I couldn't sleep at all, so i watched videos on my laptop.

All those times when i dream, i slept for like, half and hour or an hour. Which means, the moment i sleep until i woke up from the dream, it's like only half and hour or an hour. The rest of the time, i just watched videos and wishing i could sleep in peace. I don't know why and i don't know how, but i just wanna sleep peacefully. I wished someone could help me. I don't know what's gonna happen. Nowadays i always dread whenever it's time for me to sleep. Switching on the lights doesn't help either. I need help. Please help me.




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:05 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

20th March, Tuesday, went Sentosa with Lin, Sarah and Nora...hahaha...had loads of fun...we swam, buried Nora in the sand, ate loads of food, took loads of pictures...hahaha...it was fun...then went Vivocity after that...it was my first time at Vivo so i was like so kanchiong...hahaha...the place is big like what most ppl said...then at Chamelon, i saw this pair of gloves that i've been wanting to buy but unfortunately i couldn't. I don't have enough money to buy...it cost $15.95...i want that...and i only saw 3 pairs at Vivo Chamelon...anyway, then met up with my family at City Hall...went makan with them at Toa Payoh Fork and Spoon...i ate yong tau foo...hahaha...then went home...watched CSI Miami...i only missed like 30 minutes of the show...hahaha...the show was awesome as usual...

21st March, Wednesday, went back to school since there was a briefing bout some attachment thing...came a bit late...the bus driver was late...i was early...hahaha...anyway, came in late...Terence was already talking while most of the students were busy talking among themselves...hahaha...anyway, Iman smsed Yati telling her that he got 4 free tickets and he invited her, Wei Quan and me to go watch with him. Obviously i said yes..haha...it's not everyday i get free tickets...hahahah...we watched Blood and Chocolate at Cathay Cineplex at 0335pm...it was ok...it was about werewolves as the producers were the ones who have produced The Underworld. Hahah...anyway, the movie was ok...there were a couple of cute guys in the movie...hahahaha...went home after that...hahaha...

Now i'm in school waiting for Jason. We're supposed to go to Bugis Junction to buy Qijie something as Qijie has helped us all throughout our assessment period...Me, Yati, Cons, Eve and Jason shared money each. The rest have already passed me the money yesterday. Jason was supposed to pass me the money also but he went Chinatown before i managed to ask from him so he volunteered to accompany me go and buy today. The best part about being in the lab right now is that i'm the only one here in 3d lab. I can blast songs...hahahah...but it's boring actually since I was supposed to meet him at 2pm....i have like more than an hour to kill...oh well, i guess i'm just gonna watch some videos on youtube...hahahaha...



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:29 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Yesterday, 16th of March, went to watch 300 with Yati, Cons, Wei Quan and Edmund. Iman was supposed to go too but he back out at the last minute. Overall, the show was ok. Yati loves the sex scenes. Haha. They even show the different positions. Haha. I didn't really like the ending very much...anyway, after that went to school to see the year 3 grad show. Met up with Jason and Eli there. Then Cons went home around 6 plus, Wei Quan and Edmund went to Al-Jilani and they disappeared after that, Eli went to the jewellery department, so left Yati, Jason and me. The three of us went to Qijie's booth to support him. Haha. While Qijie and his group members, Bryan and Jun Ren, went around passing their namecards, the three of us stand guard at their booth. Haha. Then Qijie asked us to help him cut his namecard for him as his is finishing. So we went up to the 5th level to use the cutter. Yati had to leave at around 8pm as she wanted to watch Supernatural so Jason and I went around looking at the rest of the grad show. There's even a buffet but we only took the fruit cocktail. Poor Jason couldn't eat most of the food there as he just recover from chicken pox. Anyway, dad picked me up at around 9 plus...went makan at Beach Road. Wanna eat Hokkien Mee but it's sold out.. Then wanna order Mee Hoon Goreng but it's sold out too. In the end i ate Chicken Rice. Went home then at around 12 plus while everyone was asleep, i watched videos on my laptop. Haha. Couldn't sleep. In the end I slept at around 5 plus in the morning...woke up at 12 plus today. Mum and dad wasn't that happy. Hehehehe. Anyway, they bought for both my bro and I char kwey. I think that's how it's spelt. Haha.





Oh and right now, i can't go online. Something's wrong with my msn thus i couldn't go online. It's been ages since i last went online. I miss it....damn it la...stupid virus...fucking ppl who waste their fucking time creating fucking virus...don't they have anything better to do...fuck them la...now i'm pissed off....








OK, i'm in love with DBSK...hahah...they're super cute and they have great voices...especially Max Changmin!! He's sooo cute...hahhaa...here's a pic of him

He's soo cute...hahaha...anyway, gotta go now...

Oh, I know my mood changed while i'm typing this...like first i'm happy then i'm pissed off then i'm excited...well, only one thing can explain this change of moods...for the gals, yeap you guess it, it's a girl thing...those who don't know, well, too bad...

Ok really gtg...bye...




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:49 PM

Monday, March 12, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

YEA!!! Finally, i've handed in all my work...all that's left for me to do is to wait for tml to be assessed...yesterday, sunday, went back to school to try to finish up my work...had loads of fun there...was teased again by friends...Lin didn't save me...she just sat there laughing silently...aiyoyo...dad picked me and yati up at around 10 plus...then yati came over to my house to do work...we didn't sleep at all...well, i did sleep for a few minutes while she did her work...reached school today at around 8 plus...thankfully, we managed to finish before 1030am...we're supposed to hand in latest by 1030am...so imagine how lucky we are...i helped yati with her 3d animation and her adobe premiere, she helped me with my drawing...hahahha...it's like teamwork man...hahaha...after handing in our work, we had a briefing by Terence aka Baldy about attachment during our 4 months holidays...we finally saw who is our new head of department..he talked to us for a while...but some of us(including myself) didn't really pay attention...yati slept even though she sat right in front of him...i got teased by YY again...she very crazy la...then after that, went to the lab to pack up our stuff but since i'm already packed, yati asked me to give the camera back to Matthew...saw Jason and Liping...talked to them for awhile...asked Jason how's his chicken pox...hahahaha...then sat with Serene and YY while waiting for Matthew so that i can pass the camera to him.

After passing the camera, talked to Liping...asked her bout her work...she didn't really finish everything and while she was talking to me, she cried..i soothe her, telling her not to cry...Jason went to the toilet to grab a couple of tissues...after that, YY, Serene, Jason and I went to help Liping to carry her avp equipment. YY never stop teasing me with Jason. We wore the same shirt coincidentally, so she was like, "you both even wore the same shirt ah"...both of us just ignored her. Hahaha. Then when we went to the lab back to get my bag, Yati also point out that both Jason and i wore the same shirt. Then Mel had the cheek to ask, "you both lovers ah?" What the hell....AH NEE YO!!! We ignored them but now, the whole MM students, well, only the year 2s and year 3s, knows bout the rumour. And the rumour involves me and Jason. Aiyoyo...we're only friends la...hahahaa...then went makan with them, Mel said again,"eh you both lovers ah? Wear the same shirt, sit opposite one another...", YY adds,"even wore the same 3/4 pants..." Both of us look at one another then look other direction...paiseh le...i really didn't know he wore the same shirt...oh btw, the shirt is our orientation leader shirt. I was too lazy to dress up that's why i dress quite sloppily...with my hair tied up...hahaha...oh and lin still owes me my rubber band...heheheh...

Tml, doom day. Will i live or die...i can only hope for the best. Good luck 2EMM for our presentation tml...we'll knock them dead...hopefully Baldy will die first...hahaha...





I miss him...hahahhaahahha...



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
4:16 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Oh no, assessment is like in few days time, and i'm still not done with most of my work...today, went school and did my work...did drawing, 3d, graphic design...err...what else ah??? Hmmm...can't really remember...but i think that's about it...oh now i remember...did avp too...aiyo...so much to do so little time...i swear, all of us were like zombies now...i think after our assessment are over, i swear, i'm going to go and party...hahhaa...sleep like a log...wow...can't wait...

Today, had my usual fair of teasing by my friends...aiyo...hahahaha...now at home doing 3d, graphic design, chatting with Jason and Yati...after this, will do my drawing...so i'm not gonna blog now...i wanna concentrate on my work...to tell the truth, i shouldn't be blogging in the first place..hahaha...ok...gotta go...





Hate that stupid BALDY!!!




I miss my friends...(Lin, Sarah and Nora, that's you guys by the way...)hahaha...



I miss him still...hahahaha...




Ah Nee Yo!!! Sarang Hamnida...



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:44 AM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

In school now...doing our project...just now went for Bob's lesson at 1030am...then around 12 plus went to dpi to print out our cover page for our book with Cons...Yati came in late...then she told me that Jason was in Regent printing his photos...aHahaha...he crazy la...he got chicken pox still can come to school...hahaha...he's supposed to help Eli to act...he was pissed off with that group actually...he waited for so long from 11 plus till 3 plus in the afternoon...i stayed with him to keep him company...he wanted to buy apple pie...hhahaha...but he lazy to lift his butt off the bus stop seats...anyway, after that went back to the printing shop at Peace centre and print my stuff...bind my book...ahahaha...finally my photography is done...hahahaha...now left with the rest of my project...just talking with Cons and Yati bout a certain so-called-friend who have hurt us and pissed us off...i've not talked to her for quite sometime now...don't really care...what she has done to us hurts...and she thought we don't know anything bout it...whatever, i couldn't give a damn bout her...anyway, gotta go home now...it's already 9 plus at night...hahaha...


I still miss him...him and his contagious illness...hahahahaha...



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
9:19 PM

Monday, March 05, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Went to school around 11 plus...was supposed to meet yati in school so that we can go print our layout...but she's late so went makan with my mum at Raffles Place, Burger King. Then i bought a shirt at Marks & Spencer. Hahaha...then went makan with my aunt. Well, she ate while i watched her since i ate already. Then went back school and wait for yati at student lounge. Oh, took the lift with Serene, Jenna, Eli and Kenny. Serene told me that Jason got chicken pox. So sad...our assessment is next week and he wouldn't be able to make it. He just got chicken pox either today or yesterday. So sad. Anyway, went to print at dpi for Photography. We were there from 3 plus till 7 plus...the people working there were so rude...we had to pay if we want them to cut for us. We cut ourselves in the end. So stingy. Anyway, it was too late for us to go to queensway to bind our stuff so we're gonna go to peace centre instead to bind. Now doing the layout for the cover page and also the back page. Had to reprint those two again. Haha. Tired la. Ok now don't know what else to write bout.







I miss him....



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:25 PM

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Finally!!! I'm done with my photography...now all that's left for me is to print the layout and to bind it into a book. Now i can get this photography work off my mind and concentrate on other projects. Was in school just now with Wei Quan, Qijie and some year 3 guys. All were busy doing their own work...after sitting and facing the computer for god-knows how long, both Wei Quan and I went to Al-Jilani to get a drink. We also wanted to see Yati's prataman lover. Haha. We said, if he's not there, it means he followed Yati to take photographs. And true enough, he wasn't there. Haha. So i smsed Yati telling her that she must have lied to me. Instead of going with her mum to esplanade, she was with her prataman. Obviously we were just joking. Haha. She was like, "how do you know i was with him?? Haha." Hahahaa. I asked Wei Quan loads of questions...about him and his family...coz I'm curious, well, to put it more bluntly, I'm kepo. Hahaha. We talked until my dad came. Haha. Both of us quickly went back to school. I packed my stuff and say goodbye to him. Hahaha.

Then went makan with my family at Adam Road. I ate Nasi Briyani. Haha. There's this guy who works there, i ordered my food with him, he's like, trying to make jokes...hahah...my dad said he'll try to flirt with every girl that he sees...hahaha...actually, he's not bad looking la...HAHAHAHA...quite cute...then went home...and now blogging...oh and now something's wrong with my desktop...i have no idea what's wrong...oh well gotta go...



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
10:54 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Thank goodness my hard disk is ok...anyway, went to school yesterday to meet with Alan to show him our graphic design. Hahaha. There's this shredder at his office and the 3 of us, Lin, Sarah and myself were so intriguied by it. Hahaha. Then before we left his office, Alan gave us a couple of papers for us to put in the shredder. We only put one paper into the shredder since we're doing a project on environmental stuff. Hahaha. We didn't want to be a hypocrite. Hahaha. Went for Chris's lesson. Watched a french movie called Le Papillion or in english, The Butterfly. It's a super nice movie. Then stayed back in school with Yati, Iman, Jason, Wei Quan, Qijie and some year 3 guys. Went makan with Iman, Yati and Wei Quan as i'm like super hungry. Ate nasi briyani. Haha. Saw Priscilla eating with Serene, Jason, Jenna and Ivan. She's leaving the school thus that's why they're treating her to nasi briyani. Went back to school with Yati, Iman, Jason and Wei Quan. Was in 3d max with Jason as Yati and Iman went to student lounge to keep Wei Quan company. But a few minutes later, both Jason and I went to the student lounge as 3d max lab gets too crowded. Did my photography. We're supposed to do a book for photography and i was doing my cover page. I was super tired. Yati went home early, leaving us behind. Haha. Oh, when i went out to the vending machine to buy drinks, i got one free drink. Hehehe. I have absolutely no idea how i got it, but i can't complain. Haha. Gave the free drink to Jason since he's outside with me. Then while waiting for my dad to pick me up at around 10 plus, i watched Jason played DOTA. He asked me whether i wanna play. He laughed when he said that coz he knows how i play. Haha. I'll be like, "eh someone come and save me la...i'm gonna die soon...shit man, i'm dead already..." or i'll be like, "eh, where are you guys????? How come no one is here???" or i'll also be like, "why the hell this character always kill me whenever he saw me??? Someone kill this guy for me!!!". Hahah. Yup, that's how i'll always react whenever i play DOTA with them. That's why i seldom play. Anyway, reached home around 11 plus. Was dead tired so i went to bed instead of switching on the computer. My friends all know i was super tired when i stayed back with them. Jason even asked me to put my head on the desk and sleep. Hahaha.

Anuway, now i'm transferring my work from my old hard disk to the desktop. But i think there might be some problem...oh well, hopefully it's not so serious...gonna go changi later to fetch my uncle. Will be taking photos for project...haha...then maybe might be going bowling. Hahaha.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:06 PM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Baka and her Pabo;

Ok. I'm posting a video of myself and also a couple of my friends dancing for the Red Cross for the Disabled. The song is call "Dhoom". A hindi song. And i'm the middle one. Hahaha. The one without a partner. Hahahaha...Yea...so it's my first time on youtube...hahahaa...usually i post my friends' videos instead...now i'm in it...yea....hahahaha...hope you all like it...






Changmin's one and only baka ♥
6:34 PM