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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I don't know why, all I wanna do is just post bout Changmin. Hahahahhaa.

I know I've posted this letter before, but I just wanna post it again coz...well, coz I want to.

Dear Changmin,

See how nice I am..Haha. I called you by your real name, instead of the nickname that I gave you. ^_^ Lol. But honestly, I've always wished I could meet you and tell you this. But since I can't, I might as well just say it here. Anyway, moving on.....

There’s something which I really need to get off my chest. I know it might sound crazy but I need to tell you how I feel.

I want to know how it feels like to be loved by you. To be the only girl, beside your mum and sisters, in your heart. To be held tightly by you. To be protected by you.

I want to be comforted by you with your dorky but witty jokes. I kept wishing you were here with me everywhere I go. I wish you were by my side, laughing at my lame jokes, ruffling my hair, hugging me when I’m lonely. I wish you were here to make me happy when I'm having a bad day. I wish you were here to make me laugh when I cry. I wish you were by my side when I'm having a nightmare.

You’re all I think of every day, every hour, every minute and every second. Which is scary as we've never even met! I feel like I've known you forever. And the love that I have for you is not those celebs crushes types. It's more. You bring out the woman in me, the confident woman in me that I’ve always hidden. You make me feel I can do anything I want as long as I set my mind to.

Your heart and personality makes me love you more than your handsome features. I love the way your parents brought you up. I love how humble you are. The shyness in you makes me adore you. I love how honest you are. I love how you are always trying to do your best whenever you’re filming anything, or singing, or dancing. I love how passionate you are about your career. I love how you try not to be cute but always ended up looking cute without you knowing. I love how you will always put others first before yourself. I swear, there are times when I just want to go into the computer screen and just kiss you for being that kind of person.

Before going to sleep every night, I would always think of you. Wondering how you are doing. Wondering if you have looked after your health. Wondering if you had enough rest. I wish I could be with you and say, "Yah pabo, you better eat and rest if you want to keep up your strength!!” I wonder if let's say we meet, will you remember those girls who love you? Will you remember each and every one of those girls who love you? Girls who love you, not for your looks, not for your fame, but for who you are inside. Cause that's how I love you.

Some people might think I'm crazy and totally obsessed but........

You’re the only boy who makes my heart go faster and slower at the same time. You’re the only boy who makes me laugh and cry at the same time. You’re the only boy who I think of every day and every night. You’re the only boy who can make me smile at any random things. You’re my pabo and my drug and I love and am totally addicted to you.

Some people say it's crazy to love a celeb like how I love you. But I’ve never love you as a celeb. I love you as a person. I like Choikang Max Changmin. But I LOVE SHIM CHANGMIN.

Loads of love,
Sha.

P.S. And yea, I'm the baka who loves you too much!

So yea, my feelings were shown in that letter. So pabo, what are you gonna do bout it?! Lol.




Pabo's thinking of me coz he has headphones JUST LIKE ME! heheheheheh...




PIC OF THE DAY



I seriously love a good-looking nerd. ^_^



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
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