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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

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which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I knew of the news quite some time now but didn't have the time to say it out. But now I do.

Mr Shim Changmin, didn't I say before that you can make me laugh and cry at the same time? Well, you made me cry but not laugh, a few days ago.

Just coz I've been busy with work and hardly have any time to surf the net, doesn't mean you can tell the world your secret without letting me know. Imagine my surprise when I found out you've dated before. You've made me believed that you're still looking for the FIRST LOVE, when you've already had that FIRST LOVE after you debuted. I had thought we were in the same page.

I AM happy for you, BUT, at the same time, I feel envious of the lucky lady that capture your heart. I have no idea if you both are still together. I hope not. But if she makes you happy, then I guess I should be too. I'm glad that she makes you happy, if she really does. However, if she makes you unhappy in any way, tell baka and I'll drop everything and take the first flight to Korea or Japan or wherever she is and just give her the nuclear punch that you're famous for. Because, no one can ever hurt your feelings and get away with it. It hurts me to see you hurting inside.

Hopefully, you're back in the bachelor shelf. Anyway, I feel happy knowing that you prefer older woman-younger man relatioship. Coz there's no secret that I'm a year older than you. Lol. Just wish you know that I'm here. HAhaha. At least, your ideal woman includes, having a great personality, speaks english, 160cm and above, which I have(well, not sure bout the GREAT personality. Lol.). But I think I need to learn how to cook since you want someone who can cook to FEED you. Hahahahahaha. My dear pabo, anything you want or do will always have something to do with food, innit? Lol.

Just recently, you've made me laughed out loud when you were imitating Yunho oppa's accent. Hahahahahah. I'm glad that you're talking more now. Everytime you open your mouth to say something, I would always anticipate what you were gonna say. I love how you're able to show everyone your bluntness and wittiness. And thank god the cameras appreciate you more now!!

I really hope I could meet you one day. There's so many things that I wanna say to you, but I think when the time comes, I might be speechless and just stare at you like the baka that I am. You'll probably give me some sarcastic remarks and I'll call you pabo in retaliation. Hahahaa.

But honestly, I would love to meet not only you, but the rest of the oppa-deul. Because the friendship that you guys have, the amazing chemistry that you guys have in the group and the passion that you guys have for performing are what attracted me. Not your looks. And that's why I want to meet you guys soo bad. Because being able to see you guys or listen to you guys face to face, in person, gives a different feeling than seeing you guys on tv, youtube, or listening to you guys on the radios or ipods or even laptops.

I know, given my current situation, that it wouldn't come true BUT who's to say I can't dream? I may not know the future now, but who's to say I wouldn't be able to travel? Who's to say that I wouldn't be able to meet you, pabo? If you and oppa-deul can realise your dreams and be huge stars now, who's to say I can't?

I'll be waiting for that moment to come where I can finally meet you, pabo. And so, at the moment, I'll just be content with watching you and oppa-deul on TV or Youtube, or listening to you and oppa-deul on radio, ipods or laptop.

P.S. And I just found out you had a girlfriend during your T Tour. How could you?! I'm depressed now. But you've broken up with her. A Japanese Ballerina. I kinda knew you will go for a Jap girl. Sigh. PABO!



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
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