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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Thursday, December 25, 2008

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I'm back. Miss me? Hahaha.

I've been MIA for god-knows-how-long.

I had 130 unread mails.

My phone were suspended since I didn't pay the bills and I couldn't sent or call anyone for 2 days.

I've been dancing everyday after work for a performance on New Year's Eve.

I've NOT been FANGIRLING since 20th Dec 2008.

I miss my TVXQSoul girls.

I miss my ASSes.

I miss my oppa-deul.

I miss pabo.

There's loads of emotions running inside me. I'm not sure how I'm gonna survive with all the profanities of the world. I don't know what to think anymore. I don't know what to say either. I think I've been crying too much that I tried to stop crying. And I think I've been trying so hard not to cry that I couldn't seem to cry anymore. It's like my heart have been hardened by my determination not to cry. It's like, everything's building up in me, I'm on the verge of breaking down and that I'm scared, one day, I really might just break down. I'm smiling but no one sees the pain I'm feeling inside. I'm smiling but no one sees that I'm hurting inside. And I'm smiling cause I don't think I can trust anymore that much to let them in on my burdens. All I can do is smile and laugh and pretend everything's wonderful, to avoid all the negativity.


By the way, Merry Christmas all!!

Tags replied.
Nydia: HAHAHAHAH. Meri kurisumasu?! Sexy Q's version of merry christmas? Hehehehe.
Drake: I know!! Hahahaha. So glad he was born.
Yati: Yea, will send the pics soon. ^_^
PY: I've updated!! Lol. I've just been busy. Busy being MIA. HAHAHAH.
Nydia: Who's sweet to me?!?!? Heheheheheh.
Yume: Marche style? Anything!! But, when? I still owe Constance dinner!! Hahah.
Sharon: Don't want. I just want JaeRon!! Hahahahah.
Kaamin: Hahahha. I've been eating chicken nowadays ever since you ate chicken!! Lol. And yea, pabo's getting hotter and hotter. But somehow, I'm missing his wittiness and bluntness.
WENzhuang: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I think, might be longer. :(
Sherlene: YOooooooooooo! Lol.
Kat: I think so too!!! Let's see, DBSK, pabo's magnae. BigBang, Seungri's magnae. SHINee, Jonghyun BUT I have a soft spot for Taemin who is magnae. SUJU, Kibum but I'm loving Kyuhyun who is magnae. HAHAHAHAHA.
Fiddy: Hahaha. I know. After I left them, I started laughing to myself. Lol. Oh and I just got lost again at Changi. Shit la! Lol.
Sharon: Riiiiiiiiight. You miss Jay more. Lol.
Ani: Lol. PUNGGOL!! TREEEEEEDIAC!!! JOHOR!! Lol. Sunburnt. HAHAHAHA.
Minrina: Omo, if I were given pabo's mail address? I'll send him the letters that I wrote to him, and then, I'll spam him with the word "Pabo". Hahahaha.
PY: Come back soon.
Nydia: I wish I was there too. :(



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
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