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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Friday, May 29, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Had some major clean up on my laptop yesterday. Ppl, be proud of me! I deleted pictures of my beloved, Changmin. It was the HARDEST thing for me to do. And no, it's not cause I'm over him. More like, I need to create space for my laptop. So I transfer all my updated pics to my external harddisk *whichlookslikeafuturisticiron* Not only did I deleted Changmin pics folders, but also other non-changmin related pics folders. Am damn proud of myself. Seriously. LOL. And my harddisk space was left with less than 10gb. Oh crap. Hahahahah. Am thinking of deleting my NAFA folder, which consist of my portfolio, from my harddisk since my ipod has it. *don'taskwhy*

After deleting loads of pics, my laptop, which has 120gb space but that's before I downloaded many softwares, it's left with less than 30gb. I need new harddisk. Hahahhaa.

My shoulder's still hurting. Not that bad but it hurts abit every now and then. Debs made me addicted to Ebay. Damn it. Hahahahaha.

Have been watching too many Japanese movies. *i'mbiased,it'seithermoviesfeaturingarashiORnino.* Am downloading the Japanese movie "Door to Door". Saw the first few parts and I started bawling like mad. Damn you Ninomiya! How can you be soo good in acting?! Especially acting as someone with cerebral palsy!! Damn you, I'm sooo proud of you! Someone please sub "Marathon". It's a damn good movie, except that it's in Jap and I don't speak nor write Jap. And I wanna watch "Letters from Iwo Jima" and "Amelie Poulin". I realised I'm currently into foreign films. I remembered watching "Amelie Poulin", my first french abstract film. Ilmi recommended the film to me. Awesome movie. Wanna watch it again.

And I realised, I'm VERY long-winded. I suck in summarising. That's probably why I did SOOO GOOD in compositions but suck REAL BAD in summary. Hahahhaa. That's probably why when I msged, I don't shortened the words. I actually spelt it the way it's spelt. I know ppl complained about it, but oh well, WHO CARES?! That's my charm. HAHAAHAHA.

2 things are happening at the moment. It's friday and it's lunchtime now. YAY! Oh and Nessa's twirling my hair. Hahahahah.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:21 AM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Tags replied:

sakieyra: Hey iekya! Hahahha. thanks for visiting!! ^_^
Farnie: Yea, I'll give it loads of thought.
Nessa: Thanks babe!! Come back soon from Kimchi Land!! I miss you loads!!
Kaamin: Hahahaa...playing EHB with Changmin?! Ooooooooo, I like!! Lol. Take your time k? Hahahahha.

Had a very "fruitful" week. Spent the last 4 days "dying" and being bored at home. I'm still wearing the bandage except that Dad gave me a BETTER LOOKING bandage. I'm not supposed to take it out, but damn, my hand hurts. My shoulder's still hurting, but it's not that bad.

Debs finally got her Velvet Goldmine DVD back. Will "persuade" her for the DVD. Hahahahha. Create an account on Ebay, just cause I was thinking of getting a certain DVD. LOL. Working with one hand being bandage is sooo tak-glam. On the plus side, EVERYONE knows who I am. Wait, I'm not sure whether that's good or bad. LOL.

Went out with my girls last Friday. Shall not elaborate much on how it goes, except that I miss them loads. Will be meeting the NAFA Clan this coming Wed and Sat for NAFA Grad Show.

Spazzing over Arashi videos. Too much crack. Need more. Ninomiya Kazunari!!!! Thank god you're only 4 years older and only 166cm. Hahahaha. Just nice. Lol.



Yes, finally, ppl can see how I look like with the bandage. Hahahaha. That was the REALLY TAK-GLAM bandage. Hahahahhaha. Me and the girls, well, most of them anyway.





Changmin's one and only baka ♥
9:26 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!

NEWS FLASH!!!

I dislocated my right shoulder. Again.

Saturday, 16th May 2009

Met up with Achin around 4pm at Vivo. Walked around. He wants to buy a book which made me VERY PROUD of him. Recommended him Neil Gaiman's book. Then went to get something to eat. He was supposed to meet up with his friends to watch the Motorcross Freestyle at Esplanade, but they were late, so he followed me to Marina Barrage for the Singapore Arts Festival. Met up with Yati who was working there. Sutris and his siblings came a few minutes later.

Watched the La Compagnie Malabar. It was WOW. Went to the Marina Bridge around 8pm to take photos of my One and Only Model, Achin. Hahhahaha. Left around 8:30pm since he wanna meet with his friends at that time. I followed along cause I wanna see Motorcross Freestyle. But by the time we reached there, it was over. Met up with his friends and went to Suntec Mc D for dinner. Parents fetched around 10:30pm and went to fetch my brother from his friend's birthday party.



I took better photos than him. LOL.

Sunday, 17th May 2009


Did some ironing for mummy before leaving the house around 5pm. Parents wanna check out some houses around Bishan/Toa Payoh. They were planning on selling the house. Then went to Forks & Spoon for dinner before heading home.

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Once again, no more dancing for the next few months. The memories of year 2005 came back in a rush. LOL. Oh well, I'm still as stubborn as a mule. Dancing will commence ASAP, once I get out of this hideous, unglam bandage.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:46 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Changmin REALLY have the ability to look retarded and YET still look good. HAHAHA.


And what is up with the hair?! LOL. Still love you. Hhahahaa.


Goodness Jay, how many times a day do you go to the gym?! I'm liking what I see!!! ^_^



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
4:09 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


This boy made me love him despite his nerdy and pabo ways.




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:25 PM

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


It's amazing how a single piece of A4 paper can either make or break your future. And you've been waiting for this moment since young, never once waver in your decision. And so, to be rejected by something that you've been waiting your whole life for it, it hurts.

Received the letter from NTU yesterday, stating that my application, despite reviewing it thoroughly, they had to reject me due to the overwhelming results from other applicants.

I'm trying my best not to cry but after reading the letter, the tears just fall. My mind's a blank. It's easy to say I'll be fine, but somehow deep inside, I'm not. I think about the money that I saved just for Uni, the days that I brought food from home just to save money.

I'm gonna try to appeal before deciding anything. If I still get rejected, I know now what I'm gonna do.

Found out parents wanna sell the house and move to the Heartland of Singapore. I don't wanna move cause transportation and malls here in Yishun are only MINUTES away. But I have to stay positive. I have to be strong.

And I'm hungry.

Thanks Yati, Nessa, Debs, Sab and Marhamah for the talk. Thanks Achin for telling me not to give up. Thanks lil bro for trying to cheer me up. Love you guys.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
9:29 AM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Tags replied:

Yati: No one said anything. LOL. I was reading someone's blog and how ppl kinda criticise her cause she's fat and I just got to thinking...hahhahaa...
Kaamin: LOL. Clean version is fine with me. Now I know what you're getting me. Hahahahhahahaha. Mirotic Version C. HEHEHEHHEH. And NO, you can't steal Changmin. LOL. Ok fine, for you, no prob. HAhahahhhha. Blug?! You have the Kevatitis. LOL.
Nessa: I know I'm brilliant! Hahahhahaha. Love you too, Mrs Choi Minho! HAhahahaha.
Izzat: I'm not sure yet, though. At the moment, most of the dancers are busy with their fyp. Hahahaha.

Friday, 8th May 2009

Met up with a couple of friends from secondary school for dinner. Hahaha. Ate at Ramen Ten at Far East. The food was delicious, though. I guess cause I was really hungry. Hahahaha. Smsed Lala, found out he's at West Coast park with Boon Chong. So, "persuade" them to come to Orchard to meet us. Lala is DAMN THIN NOW!! I SWEAR, I couldn't even say anything to him. Wish I brought camera. Would have taken photo of him and put it next to his old photo. Before and After. Hahahahhaa. Soo much difference!!

Reached home around 11pm. Dad and mum wasn't happy but thank god they didn't say anything.

Saturday, 9th May 2009

Went out with family. Went Delifrance at Plaza by the Park. Treated my parents and brother. Then brother went to meet his friends for some project, while me and parents went Vivo for some shopping. I think I'm turning into a SHOEaholic. I bought 3 pairs of shoes. 1 Vans flats, 1 converse casual and 1 north star flats. Total spent was $137. Hahahahha. Then bought some facial treatment for me and mummy. Total was $260. Yes, those are MY money. Hahahahahah. Mum kept asking me if I regretted paying $260. LOL.

Total spent was more than $400. That's about 7 days of work. Hahahhah.

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Supposed to be ironing now. Hahahaha. Going to nanny's house later on. Her cooking is AWESOME!!! Now, I'm getting hungry.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
1:23 PM

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

I may not be the prettiest.

I may not be the skinniest.

I may not be the tallest.

I may not be the smartest.

BUT

I'm damn sure that my talent for dancing and my personality(HOPEFULLY) makes up for what I lack.

So screw you, damn it.

On a random note, Slash is THE god of Rock. NO ONE come close to them. So thank you Adam for belting out Slash's song. Since audition, you've captured my attention and not once did you disappoint me. First time ever I'm actually following AI.

Work is VERY mind-blowing(SARCASTIC), enriching(SARCASTIC), stimulating(SARCASTIC) and dead(SO TRUE). Honestly, I'm just waiting for the money part aka pay day.

Tags replied:

Kaamin: Hahahahaha. I don't really mind. It's the thought that counts that matters more to me. BUT.....I don't mind knowing one of them. Hahahaha. You're getting me 2 things?! You really don't have too. Hahahaha. I'm so embarrassed now. LOL.
Farnie: Me too!! I miss MYSELF too!! Hahahhaa. How's "BABY"?! :D
Nessa: YOOOOOO!!! Thank god you're back at work! I was damn bored, can?! LOL.
Amy: I wanted to, but mum kinda shush me, so ya. That's why I didn't say.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:18 AM

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Tags replied:

maijaesu: LOL. Cause everytime I feel like blogging, it's someone's birthday. It's just that I've been really busy and lazy to blog nowadays. Hahahhaha.
Kaamin: Don't tell me!! I love surprises!!! Hahahahhaha.
Nydia: I know you love me. Lol. Love you too, darling!!
Liping: A certain someone's arrival. Haahhaha. I don't mind waiting for YOUR arrival, though. Hahahhaha.
Yati: VERY!! ^_^v hahahahhahaha.
Sharon: Oppa's my older brother. So must look up to him. ahhaahhahah. Don't worry, I only like him as a brother. Junho's MINE. hahahahahhaa. justdon'ttellpabothat'sall. Lol.
Kat: Hahhahahahah...mianhe. Now I have myspace too, so we can communicate using facebook, or myspace, or your blog or mine. Lol. And I already read bout you dropping out of school. And I wanna let you know, I'm always here for you, k? ^_^
Amy: aww...thanks babe!!! *hugs*


Work today was kinda lonely. Nessa's sick at home while Debs is still having fun at the city of Ramen aka Japan. Hahhahaha. I actually finished LOADS of work BEFORE 5pm. Am damn proud of myself. Hahahhaha.

Went lunch with mummy. Went delifrance since there's set meals. There's this Mother's Day promotion where the mothers are able to get complimentary dessert if you buy from the ala carte menu. So, since mum ordered sandwich, she requested for her complimentary dessert. She did get the dessert *which was mixed fruit tart by the way*, but turns out, none of the staff at Delifrance actually believed that she's my mum. The waitress who served us was really rude. She kind of bang the plate a little too hard when she gave my mum the dessert. I was freaking pissed. And since I ordered a set meal, I'm supposed to get my own dessert, BUT, they forgot bout it. -_-" So when mum was about to pay, that waitress was like "There's no discount for set meals but got discount for sandwich only." And the expression on her face really makes me wanna punch her. I feel like telling her, "My set meal SHOULD get a discount since I DIDN'T get MY DESSERT." but mum told me to just keep quiet.

Both mum and I planned on bringing her marriage certificate, my birth certificate, our I/Cs the next time we go there. JUST for proof. Hahahhahaa.

Wanna eat now. Mum cook spaghetti!! LOL.




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
8:26 PM

Monday, May 04, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

To the MAN who will always be a boy to me. To the MAN who makes me enjoy watching him play ever since August 8th 2004. To the MAN who has amazing vision for a player his age. To the MAN whose hairstyles varies every season, from mullet to short to hair-pulled-back-with-hairband to short again. To the MAN who, despite being a LITTLE small, manages to defeat those players bigger than him. To the MAN whose jawline makes me go "OOOH LALA". To the MAN whose smile makes me go GAGA. To the MAN who exudes an air of authority in the midfield, despite his small size.






Francesc Fabregas Soler, Happy Birthday!!! 4th May 1987!!




Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:07 AM