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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!

40 celebrated writers writing in 1 book, what more could I asked for? And Neil Gaiman being one of the writers is just pure awesome!! Too bad I'm finishing the book. Need to borrow more. Hahahaha.

Monday, 29th June 2009

Work was, "stimulating" as usual. Went lunch with Nessa, Debs and Sabna since Uncle at level 5 wanna treat us. Went SMU and talked crap, as usual. Sabna suddenly talked about this gruesome, sadistic murder of Junko Furuta from Japan. The MotherLand of Deborah Maria Theseira Debs. LOL. Too gruesome that even Debs was pissed with those ppl from her MotherLand. Hahahahah.

Camwhored after lunch. Photos with Nessa. Totally LOL.

Kept Debbie and Nessa company till 7pm before meeting Farid and the rest of the crew for dance practise. I didn't dance, but depression mode KICKS IN once the rest started dancing. Met with new BBoys at the studio. The boys are quite cute. Hahahaha. All younger than me. They didn't even believe I was 22years old. HAHAHAHHA. Oh well. Reached home around 10pm.

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Today's Debbie's, Nessa's and Sabna's last day. I will DEFINITELY miss them. The jokes, the laughters, the randomness, the craps, everything, I will miss it. They've helped me in ways you could NEVER imagined.
I love you guys, I really do. I just don't know why. HAHAHAHAHAH.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:20 AM

Friday, June 26, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


The man who made me fell in love with dancing when I was 4. The man who made me determined to practise my moonwalk everyday. The man who, despite all the cuckoo antics or out-of-the-mind "sexual" intentions on little kids, is actually one hell of an awesome performer. Though I wish he hadn't "changed" his face soo much, I still love his music. He IS the King of POP.

Michael Jackson, MAY YOU REST IN PEACE!!

Damn it, why must you die now?!?!?! No more performances from you. You were an icon to everyone out there.

There won't be another Michael Jackson no matter how hard anyone tries.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
9:21 AM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

I can't stop thinking about it.

I can't stop crying.

I can't eat.

Shit.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:50 AM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Lady Gaga Live in Singapore.

August 12th 2009

1 day before my birthday.

Tickets for me pls.

And pre-sale tickets were sold out in less than 5 minutes. -_-" I have very "GOOD" timing.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:56 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I'm having this tremendous sense of loneliness lately. Even though I'm out with friends, I still get lonely. Something's missing from my life and I think I have a hunch. I don't wanna dwell too much on it cause patience is virtue. But sometimes, I can't help wishing.

Celebrated Father's Day with family. Bought for Dad the soccer boots that he wanted. Well, it's the newest pair, the ones that's being used for this year Confederation Cup. First time I bought something for him. He's damn happy. So cute. HAHAHHA. Mum kept asking me if I regretted buying it since it cost about$250. To be honest, I don't regret buying for my dad. The look on his face when he realised that I wanna buy him the boots was pure classic!! Lol.

"I wanna forgive you but I've lost respect for you. I've never felt so insulted in my whole life. I don't regret using those words to you cause it's about time you face up to reality. I don't even know if I wanna forgive you. Don't think I'm someone whom you can make use of when you're bored or needed some company. I never condemn you whenever you guys weren't around. Everyone is busy with their own life, so deal with it! I'm seriously pissed at your attitude. And I'm even more pissed that you WANTED ME to call you so that you can apologise. Damn you, if you're really sincere in apologising, CALL ME instead. So what if you're crying your eyes out after realising that you've hurt me with those words? I'm not gonna pick up the phone and wait for you to apologise. Seriously, I don't even know if I wanna forgive you. And even if I did, I've seriously lost all of my respect for you. Tough luck, cousin."

Crap, I wanna go buy books at Kinokuniya or anywhere else. Go with me, pls ahpek. Yes I'm talking to you. I don't know why I'm missing you. Damn it. Hahahahaahha.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:09 PM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


June 13th 2009

1. Cut my hair. Mum claimed I look more korean now. :) LOL.

2. Spent an HOUR wondering if what I'll be wearing looks good.

3. Reached the hotel around 6pm. Camwhored with Mum and Bro. Dad was busy eating peanuts and kept on refilling his drink.

4. Good view of stage from the table. Bad news, our waiter isn't hott. Good news, HOTT waiter was serving the table next to us. :) Perfect view!

5. Wonder Girls's "Nobody" was being played. TWICE. First time, I danced to a baby. Second time, I dragged my mum to the dancefloor and started doing the moves. People were staring and I couldn't give a damn.

6. NTUC Income Idol results was RIGGED!! LOL. All except for 1 sucks. And he got 2nd place. -_-" Note to the contestant who sang Beyonce's song, NEVER, and I mean NEVER try to sing Beyonce's songs UNLESS you're her. :) My eardrums almost bleed.

7. Reached home around 2am. Awesome time. Family bonding.

June 14th 2009

1. Woke up and just surf the net.

2. Found out that I was supposed to iron the clothes.

3. Went to the open field behind Golden Village for Singapore Arts Festival. Fireworks everywhere.

June 15th 2009

1. Reached work, saw "2nd Coming" with a new haircut. Means, he's going NS soon. Means, he won't be working for the month of July. Means, no good view when I change my seat in July.

2. Went for lunch with cousins. Ate SINGAPORE fried bee hoon. I support local dish. -_-"

3. Work was sooo boring that I almost screamed with joy when new applications came in.

4. Met up with Achin after work. Walked around Marina Square and Suntec before eating at McDonald for dinner, despite the fact that mum cooked dinner. Talked crap.

5. Took the long way home. Old man next to me thought I was watching television on my ipod. I was watching Russell Peters and trying NOT to laugh.

6. Found out that I can watch "Letters from Iwo Jima" on Youtube. -_-"

7. Wanna overnight at the airport on Saturday. Anyone interested?



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:08 AM

Friday, June 12, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Highlight of the day.

"2nd Coming" has a very nice, muscular, lean, well-defined body!!!

I'm liking what I see!!

LOL.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
5:33 PM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Am happy that FINALLY there's eye-candy at work. Hahahhaha. Debs and I were busy oogling at him, while Nessa's busy with her secret admirer. Hahahahha. Someone thinks Nessa's pretty *which she is* and both of them have been writing small notes to one another. They both NEED to get it on and hang out!! Debs was like, "Sha, soon there'll be a Mr Nessa. And since Sab has her own Mr Sabna, it looks like there's only 2 of us left. Sha, we'll be together. But I'll ditched you for Rox." -_-" Hahahahaha. And I told her that I'll ditched her for "2nd Coming". Hahahahaa.

Work seems more bearable now that my eyes are having a party of their own. Had lunch with Achin yesterday since he's not working. He wore YELLOW!! OMG!! hahahahaha. I was surprised but his shirt kinda cheered me up. I made him sent me back to the office. LOL. I'm good in "persuading" people.

But was abit lonely after lunch since Debs was sitting at Julie's place while Nessa was sitting at Rachel's place. Went lib after work. Borrowed 3 books. Hahahhhaa. I couldn't resist.

Talk with Achin on the phone at night since he's back in camp. Might be meeting him for lunch again on monday. MAYBE. hahahahahaha. I miss him. LOADS.

Going lunch with Marhamah later, since she kept bumping into "2nd Coming" for the past 3 days. Hhahahahaha. Loads of work to be done today. And I still have 3 more months to go. Hahahahahha. Damn it. LOL.

I miss my ASS girls. I miss my INNTheBox peeps. I miss my crew and dancing. I miss my TSMates girls. I miss Changmin.

It's not that you can't have everything you want, you just didn't open your eyes and see what's in front of you.
Tags replied:
maijaesu: Okies. Will link you up. ^_^
Yati: Wahahahhaha. I almost choked, k! I can't think of marriage now. I don't even have a bf. LOL. Isn't it toooo early??? And I'm not the one that has to start saving now. YOU're the one. LOL.
Kaamin: Thanks babe!! Actually, I'm planning on dancing again since there's gonna be a performance in July. Hahahaha. My friends was like "Sha, can you dance? Please?" Hahahahaha. I think I'm more of a risk-taker. And I realised, I'm always doing something special for Yoochun. Last year, I posted a very nice entry for his birthday. LOL. So, Pabo shouldn't be jealous!!! Hahahahah.
Nessa: Yes, I'll be your slave!! How bout at night????? :)
Sharon: I need to spazz on Arashi. I can't spazz alone. No one to share my excitement whenever I watch their videos. Hahahahaha.
Shampoo: Awwww...thank you thank you!!! I'm soo touched that you cried for me!! :) And I'm not sure if college and university are the same thing. Hahahahha. And yes, I'm your BIGGEST FAN!!! LOL.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:54 AM

Monday, June 08, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Finished watching "Door to Door" yesterday night. Nino's an awesome actor and I love how he played his character so well. I'm really damn proud of him. I can't wait for Kiiroi Namida DVD. I should be getting it probably early this week. Wanna see the whole of Arashi acting. Pikanchi's a whole different concept so watching them acting in a serious movie should be interesting. I really wanna watch "Letters from Iwo Jima" but damn website must be hating me. It didn't even finish loading. Shall try again.

Went Malaysia on Sunday. Neighbour's grandchild's wedding. Interesting to see a Malaysian wedding. Brought camera BUT I didn't take any photos since I don't have any company and I'm lazy. Haha.

It's lunch time now. I wanna go eat and sleep. I'm soo broke. I still owe Debs $39.40. Hahahaha.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:40 AM

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

Happy birthday
to
The MAN who can be cheesy and romantic at the same time. The MAN who can be serious and playful at the same time. The MAN who can melt girls' hearts just by playing the piano. The MAN who can produced songs that's been a hit among many listeners. The MAN who has so much love for his family, his dog and his members that he'll do anything to make them happy and safe. The MAN who doesn't see his members as just members but as brothers. The MAN who has so much emotion that he's not afraid to cry in public and prove to the world that real man do cry. The MAN who is so dedicated to his career that he don't mind forgoing his diet just so he can practise day and night for us fans. The MAN who seem to have everything he wants and yet stay humble.

The MAN who hold onto the belief that DBSK will be together forever. The MAN who, despite being so ridiculously silly, despite having a bad past, despite everything, can make us love him for who he is.

Thanks so much Yoochun for all those wonderful memories. There can never be another person just like you. You are, truly, one of a kind and I love you for that!

Do continue to tease and laugh at Junsu, cause I know that's how you show your love for him.

Do continue to ask Changmin along whenever you feel like eating cause I know my pabo is a wonderful companion when it comes to food. Just don't make him drink!

Do continue to be fashionable with Jaejoong cause both of you are seriously soulmates.

Do continue to act cute and grab attention in front of Yunho cause I know he will always look after you and protect you.


And do continue being Park Yoochun cause you are one amazing human being.

Happy birthday Yoochun. Thanks for being you.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
9:23 PM

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I want money. More money. Thanks to Debs, I'm addicted to ebay despite the numerous vows I made in the past. I've won 2 biddings and am wondering how pay. Hahahha. I do have the money, thus, that explains why I'm always bringing food from home or buy cup noodles for lunch. Debs is helping with the transfering of money. I can't wait to receive my products.

I need a makeover. I'm sick of what I'm wearing. Tight leather pants, Doc Martins boots, oversized top is sugoi, ne?! I want all film cameras, I want new clothes, I want new shoes *most specifically boots with heels* I want a portable DVD Player, I want 4TB harddisk, I want a sponsored trip to anywhere I wanna go. And my birthday is on 13th August 1987. So I should expect to receive all that.

I'm getting bored now since there's nothing much for me to do. I don't wanna move to LJ since it took me years to get the perfect layout. But, most of my friends are using livejournal, and comp at work block livejournal.

Met up with friends over the weekend for NAFA Grad Show and Rool's 21st birthday party. Fishball sent an invitation for his party for next week, which unfortunately, starts at 10pm. Not sure if I wanna go, since I don't even know what excuse to give to parents. Would love to go and just party. On second thought, I DOUBT I'll be able to go since my shoulder still have not healed.

I'm dreading 18th June. I don't want operation. But I'm anticipating 13th June. Mum's Dinner and Dance. Achin was supposed to come but since he'll be having guard duty, my whole family will be going. Poor Mum, she won't be able to dance now that my shoulder's busted. I can still move the rest of my body though.

Farid told me that 4 Dee Crew will be dancing for NAFA Orientation on 14th - 15th July. Damn it. I wanna dance too.

And I'm hungry. Can't wait for my Kiiroi Namida DVD and ARASHI Around ASIA 2008 DVD to come!!!



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:13 AM