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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Saturday, September 19, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Losing sleep due to MANY homeworks, not eating much due to weird appetite, tired easily due to intense dance practise. Which means, my body can't take it anymore. Worse part was, I actually cried while doing homework, which was really weird. I can actually feel myself breaking down, can actually feel my body "screaming" at me to rest. I used to think my weekends were my haven, but now, I spent most of the days doing homework.

Help.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
2:36 PM

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Sometimes, I just gotta have the faith. I have to believe in what I think it's right. I have to stay positive. No matter what happened, I know it'll happen in the future. And I know I'll be waiting. Please let it be true.


Ireallyliketheahpek.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:10 AM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Table's a mess. Losing loads of sleep. Eating lesser and lesser. Raya coming, which means, more money. Dancing my ass off for the past few days.

I'm beginning to love 2D Design. Am beginning to HATE drawing. "Contour with EXTREME details." -_-" Hate that phrase.

I think I should be more confident in my work. Especially graphic design.

I need sleep.

Missing you.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:23 AM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Am soo tired. Dance practise was a killer. I HATE warm-ups. Oh well. Hahahahhaah. I swear, I think I'll be able to get abs soon. LOL. Met up with Iman, Tiq and Nurul after practise. Was supposed to watch a movie, but tix was sold out. So ended up eating at KFC and talked crap. Reached hostel about midnight. Called Eugene to fetched me from the bus. LOL.

Tired and sleepy. Roomie's not here today. She's sleeping over her grandma's house. Hahahahahahha.

I feel soo proud. I've done most of my work. Hahahahahhaha.

Missing the ahpek.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
1:35 AM

Monday, September 14, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I shall not cry. I shall not cry. I shall not cry. I shall not cry. I shall not cry.

Hopefully by saying it out loud, I will not cry.

I don't think it's working.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:49 AM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Just had my first ever practise for NTU MJ. Hated the warm-up. Hahahahah. Felt like both arms are about to fall off. Learnt the choreography by Patrick. Danced to Flo Rida ft Ne-Yo "Be on You". Some random girl came up to me and say "you danced really good." I was like, O_O "EH?! Oh, thank you thank you." I was literally blushing. Then after Patrick told the juniors to dance, suddenly he told me and 3 more girls to stay while the rest sit. Turns out, he wants the 4 of us to dance in front of everyone. Felt really good. Hahahahahhhahaa. Guess it's true what Patrick says. Every dancer loves applause. And I guess, while I was dancing, I kept hoping that they can see the passion in my dance and hoping that they'll applaud me for it. Hahahhhaha.

But, after practise, I was DAMN tired. Met up with roomie Mariam for dinner before heading back to our room. Nothing much to do today. I've done my work yesterday, so tml morning, I'm just gonna touch up on my model.

BEST part of my after school activities -_-" =

Tues: 4:45pm-6:30pm - ADM Dance Practise
Tues: 7:30pm-9pm - NTU MJ Dance Practise

Thurs: 6:30pm-8pm - NTU MJ Dance Practise

Fri: 4:45pm-6:30pm - ADM Dance Practise

Thank god I decided NOT to go for Breakdancing Club since I have to pay 30bucks to join. But other than that, I swear, I CAN LOSE WEIGHT!!! Awesome much. -_-" Hope my body doesn't break down.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:51 PM

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


For the first time, I'm done with my drawing and abstract art and it's only 10:30pm. Good, Sha!!! LOL. BUT, I have to edit my powerpoint slides for presentation tml. Crap.

On a side note, I got accepted into NTU Mordern Jazz which focus solely on hip hop. Haahahaahha. Yay. Happy days.

Hey midget boy. I know these past weeks have been hard on you. And I know that your decision has already been made. And I know that you're safe in Seattle right now. But, I do know that you're hurting deep inside. And I do know that throwing away your dreams was the hardest thing you had to do. I'm proud of you and yet, I am disappointed. I'm proud because you stick to your decisions, you remained calm throughout the whole ordeal, but, I'm disappointed. I'm disappointed in the fact that I won't be able to see the midget guy who made me laugh at all the ridiculous things that he did. I'm disappointed that I won't be able to watch the midget guy dance. I'm disappointed that I won't be able to watch the midget guy entertained us all with his crazy antics. And I'm disappointed in the fact that because of what had happened 4 years ago, your dreams was shattered. So, midget boy, whatever you do, I'm always here for you. Keep on dancing and entertaining. Miss you.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
10:28 PM



Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Preparing a powerpoint presentation for Wednesday's tutorial. Meeting with group members tml to compile all our slides. My part of the presentation; The Significance of Portraiture. You'll be the death of me!! LOL.

Head's swarming with notes about Roman Art. Crap.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:21 AM

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I think I've not been having those emo moments for quite some time that when I wanna have have those moments right now, I don't know how to behave. I don't know what to say anymore. I don't know what to feel anymore. Somehow I'm trying to see the positive side but I can't. My heart's hurting for hurting you indirectly.

Have no idea why listening to "When you wish upon a star" makes me cry.

I can't stand being caged. I feel so suffocated. I think I'll break down soon.



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
4:33 AM

Thursday, September 03, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


I'm dead tired. Just got back from auditions for NTU Modern Jazz club which focus solely on hip hop. I guess it went well. Will be getting the results next week. On the plus side, made a new friend. Hahaahahhaah. He can do those SMEXY dances, which makes me feel inferior despite me being a female. LOL. One of the judges asked whether I like doing popping. Hahahahhaha. Cause after doing the choreography, we had to do freestyle, so I ended up doing popping. LOL.

Class today was enriching. Classmates were asking me to take photography instead of filming. Hahahhahaha.

No class tml. Am soo happy since I was soo tired. ADM Dance practise tml. Crap. Hahahhaha. Oh well.

Am tired. And there's loads of work to be done for next week. -_-"



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
11:46 PM

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!


Saturday, 29th August 2009

Met up with the girls for birthday celebration. Ate at Swenson's. Hahahahhaha. Shared an ice-cream with Fiddy. Then met up with Iman, Khai, Zai and Achin. Went to watch Baybeats 09. Brought Fiddy along, since I'll be the only girl if she didn't follow. LOL. Watched Love Me Butch perform live. Makes me realise how much I've been missing. The past 3 years, I've been into Kpop and Jpop that I've lost touch of the genre I used to listen.

Then, slack at Starbucks till midnight. Dared Iman to do something he's never done before. HAHAHHAHAHAHA. Then Fiddy went home while I followed the boys to Mc Donald's near Achin's house. Watched soccer there till Dad picked me up at 2am.

Wanted to download songs from Music Ocean, but was too tired.

Sunday, 30th August 2009

Woke up around 12plus in the afternoon. Thank god mum didn't nag, since Dad was still asleep when I woke up. Hahahhahhaa. Didn't really do much, since I was kinda tired. Went out with parents around 5pm to West Coast Park for Mum's company event. Left the place about 6pm, since it was kinda boring. Dad sent me to Bedok for my dance performance.

Performed in front of KIDS and SENIOR CITIZENS. Ani was telling me how she wanna do body surfing with the senior citizens. LOL. I think both Ani and I were high. After all the performance, there was a community sing-a-long session. The both of us were jumping up and down while waving the flag. Oh yea, the event was POST NDP. -_-"

Because of the performance, I missed the last day for Baybeats 09. Anberlin was performing. Thank god Yvonne tagged me on facebook, a video of Anberlin singing to "The Unwinding Cable Car" (accoustic). They are the BOMB. So currently, I'm debating if I should download their singles from Music Ocean. Hhahahaha.

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I'm back at my hostel now. Roomie's currently sleeping. It's almost 1am. I'm still waiting for my AADBSK 3. Hahahahhaha. Surprisingly, I've done all my work for the next day's class. Might be sleeping early for once. Haahahhaha. ADM dance practise tomorrow!!! Haahahha. Can't wait! LOL.


Yea, we're back. ^_^



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
12:26 AM