OH MAI GAHD!!!
Went to my late chinese grandmother's grave in the morning. Saw dad standing by her picture at the cemetery, it got me tearing abit. He looked so alone. It used to be my family and my chinese relatives who would visit the grave. But now, most of them are in Canada and Malaysia, thus leaving my dad and my older uncle in Singapore. And honestly, among my chinese cousins, both my brother and I are often the ones visiting the grave. I rarely see them visiting the grave. Kinda wondered what would happened in the future.
Had reunion dinner with family. Dad asked me to bring Yassin along. His first time experiencing the chinese side of my family. Was supposed to go to my uncle's house for the dinner but Mum's afraid that Yassin might not be used to it and won't eat that much, thus we had the reunion dinner at home. My family and him. LOL. Although Dad did told him that he'll have to come for next year's reunion dinner at my uncle's place. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH. Have to teach him how to use a chopstick. Wahahahhaa. Dinner was fun. The food wasn't that bad. Hahahaha. I'm actually kinda glad that he came cause my parents are approving of him. I've told them about us both. Hahahahaha.
I still remember this time 2 years ago.
"I'm not sure what the big hype is about on Feb 14th. It's just an ordinary day except things are a LITTLE expensive. I don't see the point on having guys declare their love for their girlfriends on Valentine's day. What's wrong with any other day?
But then, Feb 14th can also be considered as a special day, can be grouped together with special occasions like, birthdays, anniversaries. It's a special day where there's love all around.
Hypocrite, aren't I? Lol. Well, the reason for me feeling this way is due to the fact that I've not had a single relationship once in my life. So I can be excused for feeling this way. BUT...........
As I watched couples walking passed me with bouquets of flowers, I can't helped thinking, wishing that I was one of them. I can't helped but wished I could be walking down the streets with my pabo, having the time of our lives. Cliche, I know, but I can't helped but feel this way."
It's weird how I'm now able to celebrate it this year but then I didn't really wanna. What's the point? Why show extra love to your other half just for that one day when you could have done it any other day? That's even more special than doing it on Valentine's Day. It IS nice to receive something but I doubt I'll go ballistic over it if I don't get anything. Hahahahhaha. My boyfriend saying he loves me on a random day is much more romantic than him saying it on Valentine's Day. :) Thanks baby. I love you more than all the red M&Ms in the world. :D
