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Disclamer


I'm not here to please.

The Music Girl


Name
SHA
With a passion for dancing
and song-writing,
her aim to unite different music genres
with different languages
exceeds her 23-year-old mind.
23 & is a part of
INNtheBox Production
and
4'Dee Krew.

welcome to my blog
which is full of my
life,emotions,friends,family,AND ,OBSESSION

She Wants


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[Shim Changmin]
[18th Feb 1988]
[my ONE and ONLY PABO]

120gb Ipod Classic
Shabu Shabu
My own Concert
My own Dance School
TVXQ Goodies
Go to Korea
Get Degree
Lose Weight
FishEye Lens
Changmin's nametag
More Money
DVD Player
Drum Set
Guitar
LG Viewty
Hoodie
TVXQ Bonjour Paris Photobook
TVXQ Shine Photobook
Changmin S-cube Shirt
Changmin's Two Hearts/Wild Soul Single
TVXQ Prague Photobook
TVXQ BigEast DVD
TVXQ T Tour DVD
2009 TVXQ Wall Calendar
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version A
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version B
TVXQ Mirotic Album Version C
Changmin's Pendant
Changmin's Chinese Name Earrings
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-Camping
TVXQ Photobook: A Week Holiday-It's Stylish
Uknow Style Leather Bracelet
Eat Sapporo Ramen
Go Amusement Park
Stay in a Hotel Suite
Eat MACnCHEESE
Wilde the Movie DVD
Velvet Goldmine DVD
Diana+ Edelweiss Edition Lomo
TVXQ The Secret Code Album [2CD+DVD]
Penguin Converse Shoe
ARASHI Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo Dvd
* Yellow Tears * Kiiroi Namida DVD Arashi
Arashi Ninomiya Kazunari Nino Photobook

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Saturday, May 22, 2010

Baka and her Pabo;

OH MAI GAHD!!!

Now that I'm back at my old workplace, there's been tons of work to do. There isn't enough time to actually stop and relax. It's been work after work after work. I can't complain though. I needed the money. I probably came at the right time. There's currently a conversion from POGIS to CEGIS and I'm in charge of calling up the policyholders and letting them know that we've already received their forms and that we'll be sending them a certificate in late July. Most of the policyholders that I've talked to were friendly. Some were, erm, too NICE that I feel like forcing my hand down their throat, grab hold of their heart, pulled it out and watch them suffer in agony while I hold onto their beating heart. Ok, too sadistic. ANYWAY, like I said, I probably came at the right time cause they needed extra help with the conversion. So I'll be working till 16th August. Most of the staffs there were like "Hey, you're back!!" when I went to work on Monday.

Somehow, with all the work that I've been getting, it feels as though I was never gone from Income. I'm back to repairing the printer when the papers got stuck, I'm back to getting the papers for the printer when there's no more papers, I'm back to wearing the long black ugly pants that I had since we're not allowed to wear jeans, I'm back to "fighting" with the morning crowd for a space in the train early in the morning. I could have trade it all for sleep and relaxation, but money conquers all.

I need money to buy a present for Yassin. He hinted, ok no, he WANTS me to get him either an ipod touch, ipod classic or bag. Mind you, all three are EXPENSIVE. He's currently "persuading" me to buy him an ipod touch. LOL. Not only that, my brother has hinted that he wants me to buy him a bag at Leftfoot. He asked if I can pay 100 bucks while he pays the remaining 30 bucks. I haven't even gotten my pay yet and they're all asking me for stuff. Hahaha. I'm thinking of doing something fun for Yassin on his birthday. I'm just not sure what.

Lately I've been keeping my feelings deep inside me. I haven't been honest about my feelings to anyone. I'm not used to talking about the problems that I'm facing. I'm not used to talking about the emotions that I'm feeling. And I know that even if I do talk about it, it's never gonna get the results that I want.

But I do know one thing. Everyday before I go to sleep, I miss you. Everyday after I woke up, I think of you. Everyday when I'm lonely, I want you. And everyday when I'm with you, I love you. And I know it's still too early to say anything about our future but I hope that it'll last. :)

Ok, I miss Changmin now. I shall go and watched AADBSK 3 before sleeping. :)



Changmin's one and only baka ♥
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