OH MAI GAHD!!!
Yes, it's the new year. Yes, after how many weeks and months, I finally updated my blog for the new year. And yes, I was lazy.
I guess the reason why I started blogging now is due to the fact that:
(a) It's Changmin's birthday. That pabo.
(b) I've been wanting to blog about random things since I keep promising to update.
(c) I just feel like it.
I need a place to scream. I think the problems that I've saved inside me is threatening to explode. I need to scream my lungs out. I don't wanna cry myself to sleep. I don't wanna pretend to be happy but am suffering inside. I'm never good enough.
On a happier note, Happy birthday, you crazy boy. Love you always. Please don't change who you are for ppl who don't bother to know the real you. Cause I love you. The rude, obnoxious, arrogant, mental, bad temper you. Cause no matter what, you'll always be my imperfect pabo. :)
Shim Changmin 18.02.1988 
